31 October 2008
another day just passed. . . .
yesterday when i going home from UT.
after say "bye" to him i walking home.
he asked me dun turn back.
but i didn't do it.
i still turn back n just looked at him.
thaz wad i did last nite.
when i walking home i called pipin n missed call siti.
i talked on e phone with him.
he asked me " r u ok? y u call me?! wad happen?! "
coz i very seldom called him.
if got things then i called him.
hahahahaa,,
so he know that there is smth wrong with me.
but i didn't tell him.
i just said "nth la... just wanna tok to u.. sorry if i disturb u."
then he keep asking me wad happen?! y my voice sounds wierd.
he asked me again y?!
i said "i going back soon! will not C u for so long!" with quite cheerful tone.
i even can laugh when i say that.
but actually i just wan to find some1 to tok to lastnite.
after that when i reach home i called my godBrother in indo..
his name is ANANTA n i use to called him "Mas Mbem".
tok to him not so long!
when i hear his voice for the 1st time i just wan to cry.
then he also asked me wad happen?!
coz i very seldom called him this few month as i was busy preparing 4 my N Lvl.
then after that i just said "Mas Mbem....." thats wad i say to him
then after that he asked me "dd... what happen to u?! y u crying?! y ?! if u got any problem u can just tell me."
then he asked abt BeEBeE... HE asked me how is my relationship with him now?!
but i nvr say anything.
i just keep quiet.
then he said "dd.. if u cry like that i dun feel good u know! y u cry?! "
then i said "dd kangen mas mbem!" it means " i miss u "
then i cried again!
but actually not bcoz of that...
i just wanna cover my SADNESS!!
aiz...
cry..cry..cry....
duno Y i keep crying like a baby like that!
aiz....
mas mbem till said this to me " wad happen to u?! i only know dd is not easy to cry! always cheerfull! always b happy... always laugh.. always smile.. then now?! y u cry?! u nvr tell he how i know what tis wrong with u?!"
but i still nvr say anything to him.
then we just talked abt anything.
change the topict.
then at last i can laugh even a bit only.
then he said "there.. u can laugh already"
yeah... i can laugh!!
but no 1 know how i feel.
i nvr tell anybody when i got probz!
coz i just dun wan them to worry abt me.
thatz Y i nvr tell them wad's wrong with me.
even they asked me whatz wrong thousand times i WILL NOT tell them!
but when i feel that i cant take it anymore i will tell them...
thatz wad i always do...
when i tok to him n cried i said "mas... can i borrow ur shoulder?!"
then he said " of course can but how?! i'm in indo! if u r here i will lend it to u!"
then i said " thatz y.. if i'm in indo i can borrow ur shoulder so that i can cry there.. i can cry till i happy! then if i'm here.. i borrow whose shoulder?!no 1 can lend me their shoulder."
i believe that when i called him yesterday he know that i got some problem.
he know me very well..
such a good godbrother huh?!
i miss him...
duno when i can meet him. =(
hope i can meet him soon!
so i can tell him everything. n he can giv me any suggestion!
ahahahhaha...
after tok to him i tok to BeEBeE b4 i slp.
asked him whether he is ok or not?!
i asked ppl they r ok or not when me my self NOT OK..
hahahhahahahaa....
okey... 2day work split shift.
morning shift n afternoon shift..
actually work like this quite tiring! but wad can i do?!?! they need ppl so i go n help them.
someMore i got some money mag! plan to buy smth when i come back from indo.
i think gonna stay in indo ard 4weeks or 1 mnth only.
i just feel like smth is not right.. so dun wan to stay there 4 so long even i want to stay longer.
i also need to collect my result.
sigh... duno how sia my result.
hope its good!
orelse i duno la...
sigh...
last nite slp not really well.
then wake up early morning @ 5.25 then take MRT to cytihall. inside MRT continue my slp.
giv wake up call to BeEBeE also nvr wake up!
at last he wake up ard 8 but he nvr go school coz not feeling well.
my morning shift ends at 12. i duno where to go n hv nth to do.
so i went to cybercafe to post here.
ahhahahaha..
here quite X sia!
1st 30min $1.5 then after that the next 15min they charge $0.75 but is ok la.. to kill time.
ahhahaa...
i just now work like wan to die wan to die like that.
really dun hv any mood liao!! my mood very the bad 2day!
dun feel like doing anything.
some more i nvr eat!
so just now walked here... walked there feel like wanna faint!
sigh...
then just now when i do floorclearing got 1 guest cant open his room dor.
i help him open then after that he asked me to help him with his luggage.
he very the kancong and 4getful!
after he put his thing inside his hand bag he asked me where i put it!
aiyoyo...
he quite old already thatz y he like that.
4getfull man! but i pitty him la so i just help him.
after that come back to my working plc.
when i wan to go back my friends called me..
i thought got smth to tell or wad as e manager was there.
my friend face also very the serious.
he just said " roberto come! adelia also come!" then we went to the boardroom. inside the boardroom there is reena... ian.. shaik n 1 more guy who i duno. n got 1 b'day cake!
we sang happy b'day to RJ as 2day is his B'day.
hahahaha...
he quite surprise just now!
anyway... quite happy to C that...
but i still not that happy!
still in my sad sad mood!
aaahahhahhaa...
just try to b happy la hor!
somemore i going back soon! so must b happy!
coz gonna meet my family... my friends... hope i hv a great time when i in indo.
sigh..
k la... i duno wad to say. . .
JUST WANNA BE HAPPY!!!
n fulfill my promises!! ^^,
promise made not meant
to be broken!!!
get well soon hor!!
dun always
work...work...work....
yesterday when i going home from UT.
after say "bye" to him i walking home.
he asked me dun turn back.
but i didn't do it.
i still turn back n just looked at him.
thaz wad i did last nite.
when i walking home i called pipin n missed call siti.
i talked on e phone with him.
he asked me " r u ok? y u call me?! wad happen?! "
coz i very seldom called him.
if got things then i called him.
hahahahaa,,
so he know that there is smth wrong with me.
but i didn't tell him.
i just said "nth la... just wanna tok to u.. sorry if i disturb u."
then he keep asking me wad happen?! y my voice sounds wierd.
he asked me again y?!
i said "i going back soon! will not C u for so long!" with quite cheerful tone.
i even can laugh when i say that.
but actually i just wan to find some1 to tok to lastnite.
after that when i reach home i called my godBrother in indo..
his name is ANANTA n i use to called him "Mas Mbem".
tok to him not so long!
when i hear his voice for the 1st time i just wan to cry.
then he also asked me wad happen?!
coz i very seldom called him this few month as i was busy preparing 4 my N Lvl.
then after that i just said "Mas Mbem....." thats wad i say to him
then after that he asked me "dd... what happen to u?! y u crying?! y ?! if u got any problem u can just tell me."
then he asked abt BeEBeE... HE asked me how is my relationship with him now?!
but i nvr say anything.
i just keep quiet.
then he said "dd.. if u cry like that i dun feel good u know! y u cry?! "
then i said "dd kangen mas mbem!" it means " i miss u "
then i cried again!
but actually not bcoz of that...
i just wanna cover my SADNESS!!
aiz...
cry..cry..cry....
duno Y i keep crying like a baby like that!
aiz....
mas mbem till said this to me " wad happen to u?! i only know dd is not easy to cry! always cheerfull! always b happy... always laugh.. always smile.. then now?! y u cry?! u nvr tell he how i know what tis wrong with u?!"
but i still nvr say anything to him.
then we just talked abt anything.
change the topict.
then at last i can laugh even a bit only.
then he said "there.. u can laugh already"
yeah... i can laugh!!
but no 1 know how i feel.
i nvr tell anybody when i got probz!
coz i just dun wan them to worry abt me.
thatz Y i nvr tell them wad's wrong with me.
even they asked me whatz wrong thousand times i WILL NOT tell them!
but when i feel that i cant take it anymore i will tell them...
thatz wad i always do...
when i tok to him n cried i said "mas... can i borrow ur shoulder?!"
then he said " of course can but how?! i'm in indo! if u r here i will lend it to u!"
then i said " thatz y.. if i'm in indo i can borrow ur shoulder so that i can cry there.. i can cry till i happy! then if i'm here.. i borrow whose shoulder?!no 1 can lend me their shoulder."
i believe that when i called him yesterday he know that i got some problem.
he know me very well..
such a good godbrother huh?!
i miss him...
duno when i can meet him. =(
hope i can meet him soon!
so i can tell him everything. n he can giv me any suggestion!
ahahahhaha...
after tok to him i tok to BeEBeE b4 i slp.
asked him whether he is ok or not?!
i asked ppl they r ok or not when me my self NOT OK..
hahahhahahahaa....
okey... 2day work split shift.
morning shift n afternoon shift..
actually work like this quite tiring! but wad can i do?!?! they need ppl so i go n help them.
someMore i got some money mag! plan to buy smth when i come back from indo.
i think gonna stay in indo ard 4weeks or 1 mnth only.
i just feel like smth is not right.. so dun wan to stay there 4 so long even i want to stay longer.
i also need to collect my result.
sigh... duno how sia my result.
hope its good!
orelse i duno la...
sigh...
last nite slp not really well.
then wake up early morning @ 5.25 then take MRT to cytihall. inside MRT continue my slp.
giv wake up call to BeEBeE also nvr wake up!
at last he wake up ard 8 but he nvr go school coz not feeling well.
my morning shift ends at 12. i duno where to go n hv nth to do.
so i went to cybercafe to post here.
ahhahahaha..
here quite X sia!
1st 30min $1.5 then after that the next 15min they charge $0.75 but is ok la.. to kill time.
ahhahaa...
i just now work like wan to die wan to die like that.
really dun hv any mood liao!! my mood very the bad 2day!
dun feel like doing anything.
some more i nvr eat!
so just now walked here... walked there feel like wanna faint!
sigh...
then just now when i do floorclearing got 1 guest cant open his room dor.
i help him open then after that he asked me to help him with his luggage.
he very the kancong and 4getful!
after he put his thing inside his hand bag he asked me where i put it!
aiyoyo...
he quite old already thatz y he like that.
4getfull man! but i pitty him la so i just help him.
after that come back to my working plc.
when i wan to go back my friends called me..
i thought got smth to tell or wad as e manager was there.
my friend face also very the serious.
he just said " roberto come! adelia also come!" then we went to the boardroom. inside the boardroom there is reena... ian.. shaik n 1 more guy who i duno. n got 1 b'day cake!
we sang happy b'day to RJ as 2day is his B'day.
hahahaha...
he quite surprise just now!
anyway... quite happy to C that...
but i still not that happy!
still in my sad sad mood!
aaahahhahhaa...
just try to b happy la hor!
somemore i going back soon! so must b happy!
coz gonna meet my family... my friends... hope i hv a great time when i in indo.
sigh..
k la... i duno wad to say. . .
JUST WANNA BE HAPPY!!!
n fulfill my promises!! ^^,
promise made not meant
to be broken!!!
get well soon hor!!
dun always
work...work...work....
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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