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21 March 2009

I HATE my self!!!
Y?!?!
it is because
i CANT LET go wad i suppose to let go..
i really duno Y i keep holding on it!!
keep hoping that he will come back to me..
even i know that he will not come back to me..
even lots lots of ppl said he is not good guy..
lots lots of ppl said i can get a better person than him...
i really duno Y each day i just MISSING him
each day this feeling become bigger n bigger..
i really duno Y i MISS HIM?!?!?!?!?
Y MUST I MISS HIM?!?!!
pieces of my heart is missing him...
there is something that missing from me now..
there is an EMPTY space in my HEART
n i need some1 or something to fill up d EMPTY SPACE...



I HATE my self!!!
i MUST let him go rite?!?!
i really need something to make me 4get abt him!!
i need to keep my self busy!!
but busy with wad?!?!
even yesterday when i'm studying i also think of him!!!
sigh...

BUT
last thursday when i went for my dance training..
early in d morning
i felt so LONELY n
my SORROW mood come...
i just keep thinking of him..
i MISS HIM SO MUCH..
and when i start my dance practice..
i duno Y i just focus on my dance step
n 4get EVERYTHING that happened to me!!
am i really enjoy dancing?!?!
i just enjoy my time with all my dance member..
i cant explain Y i really can 4get wad happened to me..
and i also can 4get abt him!!
i duno wad happened?!??!
then after dance i think "am i really enjoy dancing?!?!"
i cant answer my own question...
sigh...

NOW the problem is whenever i'm alone i will think of him..
wad is wrong with me?!!?
HE dun even giv a damn to me now!!
4 him i'm JUST invisible now..
Y i still think of him?!?!
Y?!?!?
can any1
TELL ME ONEVALID REASON Y I CANT let him go that easily?!?!
*Yeah,,, ONE.. JUST ONE REASON!!!!!
n

TELL ME Y MUST I LET HIM GO?!?!?!?

CAN ANY ONE TELL ME!!!!!


SERIOUSLY....
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!



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