11 March 2009

Today suppose to be a VERY SPECIAL day for me!!!
BUT its GONE now!!
its just like any other day
when i need to go to school...
go for dance practice...
go for AIP...
n just do my normal activity!!

i suppose to celebrating such a HAPPY n SPECIAL day 2day!!
well... its no longer as a SPECIAL day 4 me!!

anyway...
today i went to school with my sorrow mood!!!
but at least in school there r lots of friends
who could makes me feel happier!!
at least they could make me smile or even laugh!!
2day my 3rd bestie nvr cum to school!!
got stomachache la... wad la..
BUT when i asked him out to go eat PizzaHut
he just agree n wanna join me n my other friend!!
when my friend asked him to go
he said he got stomachache n dun wanna go
but when i asked him to join us he says OK!!
is he really get a stomachache?!?!
i really duno abt it!!
hahhaha...
anyway... at last 3 of us head to pizzaHut at lot1 n eat there..
they had a student meal but it serve for 4students!!
i was thinking to ask my sweet loving dardar
*vomit blood seh!! hahahaa...
but too bad she got smth on today
so only 3 of us eat!
n guess wad?!?!
they charge us $2 extra coz there were 3 of us only!!
huh...
bloody hell!!!
while we r eating we telling jokes..
n just tok2 like that..
tok crab!!
hahahahahaaa...
they really light up my day man!!
thanks for them...

Thats the only thing we left!! hahahha..

then u know wad?!?!
we bought 3 ez-link sticker!!
hahahahaha...
at 1st i saw that sticker n i think that d sticker is DAMN cute!
then he notice it!!
he d 1 who decide to buy that sticker
so 3 of us choose 3 different type of sticker n paste it on
our ez-link card!!
aagagaggagaaa,,,,
cute seh!!

Thats our sticker!! ahahahaa... cute rite?!?! ^^,
*guess which 1 is mine?!!??

then watched WATCH MAN!!
d show is DAMN BLOODY LONG!!!!
n someMore when i watch that movie
my mind was not into the movie!!
actually my mind is some where out there!!!
haahhahaa...
i dun really understand d movie is all abt la?!?!
waste money only!! =p
but.. its okey..
once a year can la!!
some more i need to release my STRESS!!!
hahahahaha...
i also plan to do something to my appearance!!!
wahhahahaa...

well.. after d movie we all say bye to each other,,
n both of them head to bus interchange
n i went to someWhere...
i realize that i've done a STUPID thing!!
Y can i do such a stupid thing?!?!
oh man!!
ya.. i went to a place where i always go when i still with him
i remember wad i promise him!!
he wanted me to promise him that on
our 1st Year anniversary he wan me to go to a plc where
we always go..
and i really go there...
i know he HATE ppl who brake their promises!!
i still remember it very well!!
he asked me go to a place where i said " like that also can"
to him b4 he went to Malaysia!!
*how can i still remember all this?!?!
n ya,,,
i went there just now!!
i just wanna know whether he is there or not?!?!
even i knew that he WON'T be there 4 me!!!
i just wanna make sure.. thats all!!
at least if he was there i can find something that can show me
that he was there few hours ago....
while i walking to that plc
my tears dripping!!
all the memory i had with him like come to my mind again..
n while i walking to d plc where we always sit
my heart cry!!! not my eyes...
my heart scream!!! not my mouth...
its very pain!!! i'm in pain!!
u know that kind of feeling?!?!
i just can remember those days when we were 2gether there,,,
we were there look at d sky...
looked at d stars n d moon!!
there is no bright stars n moon 2nite!!
i just leave that plc n went to other plc where
we START our "STORY"
i just take a short walk from MRT to that plc..
while i'm walking it started to rain...
then i quickly walk to d plc where we start all over again...
i still remember that day
he was soOo nervous!!
he dun even know wad to say to me!!
hahahaha...
then i just sit there...
remember that day when he said that words..
n all d memory flashed back into my mind again!!!
all d thing we've done...
all d thing we went through...
all d pain...
all d happiness...
all d sad time...
all d quarrel..
everything..
i just take another look at that plc
and...
i just walk off n leave all d memory behind...

Thats where we BEGIN our "STORY"

It STARTED there,,,

and Now.. I'm just ALONE there...

i duno Y i just feel very stupid!!
even i knew he WILL NOT be there n i still go there!!
wad for rite?!?!
sometimes i really do not know Y girls always do such stupid things...
am i suppose to do that?!?!
i also duno Y i go to that plc
even i know thats going to hurts me even more!!
wad in my mind was hopping that he is there waiting for me to come..
just like wad he promise me!!
and..
he broke his own promise!!!
do u know how it feels?!?!
DO U KNOW?!?!???!?!!

anyway,,, i have to move on!!!
i cant just STUCK down here!!!!
i have to move on!!!
just take all this as a part of growing up..
yeah,,,

like wad i always said

If we are meant to be together..

NO MATTER what happened in between

at the end we WILL be TOGETHER...

*background SUCK man!! hahha..

thatz wad i always said to my friends...

n thatz d fact!!!
just move on n carry out with my life now!!
ahahahhaa...
just remember that sentence... ^^,

♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
11:30 PM
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11 March 2009

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