XiAoXiAo's

2012-02-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

It's been 1.5 year since my very last post..

there are lots and lots of things that happen in my life since then..

my life changed drastically...

well..

Let the past be memory

Let TODAY be a gift

and

Let the future be mystery

i'll start updating my blog from now on i guest.. :D

i just have plenty of things to say but i cant really express it to some1.

so i will just writing it in this blog.. :)

at least i can release it here even though not many ppl can know bout it. :)

2010-09-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

F1..F1...F1 and F1!!!!
My work plc has been preparing all the things that they need for this event and today i was the one who work in the morning and have to take care of the welcome amenity.
it was like SH*T man!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i want to send all the fruits 2gether, my manager said that the SCB room should get different fruits. so basically I have to change all the fruits that have been sent to the rooms. that was okei until they start to change the rooms!! room move here to there, there to here, this room to that room. its so damn freaking irritating!!!! dont they know how hard it is to finish all the shit in one go??
and at 2 my satupid bf came to work and start to asked lots of questions why the amenity not done, why cant we finish all the things in the morning, wad we all doing??
he think we didnt do work izit in the morning???!?!?
after he came i bcame PISSED!!!! and YES.. i am so PISSED!!!!!!
till i cant take it coz everything they will asked me to do n end up i breakDown and cried!!!
it wasn't the 1st time i cried there. it was the THIRD time i cried when i work.
i'm just so fucked up 2day. i just want to let go wad ever thing i feel i guest. -.-
i dunno wad will happen 2mrw. i guess it will be worse!!!
hope i can take it.. hope i can go through it.. its just 3days event!!!!
i should be able to do it. but if 2mrw i fucked up like 2day again then so be it.
if i get "fucked" 2mrw then so be it.. if i cried again 2mrw then so be it.
anyway i'm not that strong as wad i said long ago.
i might just look happy n do my work as pernormal BUT only me myself know wad happen n wad i feel.
anyway.. just hope 2mrw will b a better day.

off to bed people.

2010-09-07T16:46:00.003+08:00

EXAM... EXAM.. EXXAAMM...

aarrrggghhh!!!!!

i'm still in my HOLIDAY MOOD and I'm having exam now. =.=
hufh..
2day I just feel SSOOOO LAZY to study for my exam 2mrw.
but i HAVE to STUDY or else I will not be able to get what i should get for my exam result this time. =.=

I really want to go back now..
well... i will be able to go back to my hometown by next next week just after the F1 period!!
heeheheehehehee...
but b4 that really need to work my ass out!!!
need to work really hard for my Xam and at my work plc. =.=
i cant get an off even during HARI RAYA.
can u imagine that?!!?
hufh...

anyway... time to go back to my revision now..
its like 4 out of 15!!! =.=
11 more topict to go!!! =.=
i need to finish it b4 7 though!!

2010-06-07T16:44:00.002+08:00

its been so long i nvr update my blog..
my blog is kinda DEAD at the moment rite? i just so lazy to update my blog even though i have lots of things to write here.
yeah.. i have lots of things to write.. =.=

well.. its my school holiday now.. having 2weeks of holidays. =)
i went to Langkawi last week for 4 days..
and its been AWESOME..
I LOVE the SUNSET. =)
i miss that place n the time i had there..
went there with well.. my satupid boyfriend.. and ya.. i called him satupid instead of stupid!
i just love calling him satupid. even though he is NOT satupid. aahahahhahaa..
went around the island.. went for island hopping.. went to the sky bridge.. sit on the beach n watched sun set.. went to the sea n swim.. its been awesome. =)
love that place so much..
next stop we plan to go to Bali n Cambodia.
Bali is for relax n have a good time..
and Cambodia is for JUNGLE TREKKING. ( its gonna be FUN i guess )

and 2day i suppose to go to school to take care of the camp but i didnt go. =.=
kinda lazy but i actually really look forward to it. -.-
wad am i talking here?!?! T_T
later mayB gonna meet him 4 dinner and meet my working friend for the last time as he is leaving.
well lots of my working friends leaving. =.=
4 sure i'm gonna miss them so much!!

i want to watch movie now.. but i guess no 1 can accompany me. =.=
its useless to asked him to watch movie with me. T_T

alrite..
have a good day.. ^^,

2010-04-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

school start oledi!!!
2day was the official date!!
2day was my very FIRST LESSON!!!!
well.. if u asked me "how's poly life??" i CANT really answer U!!
so far so GOOD la.
heehehehee..
so now i really ned to do A LOT of PRESENTATION and wad i mean is A LOT that A LOT!!!
like EVERY DAY!! yeah.. EACH and EVERY DAY i have to do 1 presentation! =.=
well.. i guess i'll get use to it pretty soOn. =)

alrite pepz..

time to sleep now!!
i cant b late orelse they will deduce my daily grade by 0.5pt!!
i cant even SKIP CLASS!!!
huuhuhuhuhuhhhuuuuu...

2010-04-02T03:12:00.002+08:00

wooohhooo..
wassup!?!?

it's been awhile i nvr update my blog huh??
i've been busy with my work. =.=
well... honestly i FALL IN LOVE with my work place. =)
i love my work plc sooo much.
i'm so gonna miss my work plc by the time i come back to school.
well.. school is going to start soon. =.=
i miss coming to school nw.
it's been 4mth i nvr go to school!!

well.. ytd is my day off so i went out but somehow i feel like i wan to go work. -.-'
but when i'm working i want to hv day off. =.=
i went out to watched ju-on just now..
the movie wasn't that nice 4 me. =.=
4 the 1st part i laugh a lot.
there were this girl who came late n when she walked to her sit she fell down. =.=
n some of us who seen it laugh. =.=
and i wonder am i watching horror movie or comedy??
but for the 2nd part it kinda boring. :p

last tuesday my work plc hving this Dinner And Dance 4 all th staff.
i hv a change to went there tOo even though i'm just a casual labour there. =)
i had a GOOD time there. =)
afterwards went clubbing with some of my working friends. =)
it was great!!
having a great time with them but honestly something had happened that night to 1 of my friend.
and honestly i'm scared. =.=
he told me his "story" and telling me that my face is exactly the same as his 1st GF. =.=
then he told me that he like me.
and i was like "wad da hell"
then he start acting weird. =.=
i dun like that situation man!!!
it was very very uncomfortable. T__T
and the other guy who is close to me actually SLEEPING inside while the other were PARTYING!! =.=
can u imagine?!!? sleeping inside the club?!!? =.=
i think only he can did that.
aagagaagagggagagaaaa...

well.. school starting soon..

the sun going to rise soon...

sooo its time to SLEEP n recharge my ENERGY as i hv to work later..
hahaahaa...

sssooo... Cya pepz.. =)

2010-02-26T01:15:00.004+08:00

heellloooww... =)
how r u??!?
well... i am prety good.
*of course la... i just get my pay n did some shopping. :p
4 this time round i get quite a lot of money.
FUUYYOOO... :p
this mth i work like crazy. =.=
from 1st to 15th i work almost everyday.
i only hv 3days off out of 15days.
so this time i get the highest pay ever since i start my work last november.

well.. 2day after take pay went out with nura, yana, haikel, iz and 1 more guy i duno e name.
we went to bugis to shopping. (actually nura n yana shopping i just walk ard with them)
after that they went vivo n i heading to dhoby ghaut to deposit my money.
but at the end when i reached there the machine was spoiled.
haiz.. =.=
so i went back to bugis to meet siti dadar. =)
we went shoppiiinngg..
she help me choose all the shirt n dresses.
she was sooo hhaapppyyy just now when help me choose all the things. =)
but smth happen just now that makes some1 BT. =.=
that some1 was her bf. T_T
coz 2day suppose to b their day out n i asked siti to acc me shopping. =.=
i'm soooo SOORRYY. =.=
after shopping went to siti house n get bully by her (as per normal)
she put on make up n asked me to try all the shirt that i bought.
2day she bcome my boss, assistant, makeUp artist, photographer.
next time i'll post e pict okey. ;)
i missed her sooo much!!!
both of us r soooo busy now till dun hv time to meet. =.=
at last we can meet n hang out 2gether. =)
LUV yoou dar. =)

went home OL with aiank.. =)
flooded his lappie with my face like again,
eeheheheee..
but i loikee.. :p
i'm sssooo sad to know that he is SICK!!
huhuhuhuhhuhhuuu...
get well soon dEAr. ;)
must drink a lot of plain water n dun drink ice water and anykind of cold drinks. ;)
must take vitamin toO. ;)
i dun wan u to get sick!!
huhuhuhuhuuu...

2010-02-18T23:57:00.009+08:00

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
yeap.. that wad u did to me dEar.
u always make me smile!!
every day without fail!!!! =)

well okey.. i'll make conversion here..
now i am NOT single anymore. :p
if u asked me when was the day i'm attached?? the answer will be I DONT KNOW?!!?
there r no exact date actually, :p
it's happen just like that. =)
what i know is that we were 2gether some where in February. :p
BUT now he is leaving!!
huhhhuuuhhuuu...
he going back soon!!
well.. NO longer SOON!!!
he going back in 12hrs time!!
DAMN it!! =.=

eventually 2day we went out 4 the last time.
so called last time la..
huhuuhhuhuuu..
watched movie.. eat combined lunch n dinner.. talk.. met new friend.. have fun.. =)
hufh.. i feel bad after i say all of those stuff to him. =.=
even though i was just being honest. =.=
somehow i dun wan to talk abt it BUT i want him to know me in and out.
i dun wan to lie to him. =.=
i dun wan to lie to him from the start!!
so i just tell him everything!!
yeah.. i tell him everything just now..
and i just felt sooo relive after saying all those things.
even though i feel bad after sometimes. =.=
but i'm still feel better after telling n saying all those things n let him know everything. :)

well.. enough from now..
i guess February is not really bad month?!? :p
this February LOVE is in the AIR. =)

2010-02-17T20:44:00.004+08:00

FFFFFFFFAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY FED UP N FAK UP NOW!!!!
KANNIINNAAAA!!!!!!
CCCIIIBBBAAAIIII!!!!!!!!
I JUST WAN TO DO MY USUAL ROUTINE WHEN I'M MAD N FED UP N ANGRY N BAD MOOD!!!!!
HAIZ..
FEEL LIKE GO OUT N GET DRUNK!!!!
SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!
HAIZ...
I REALLY DUN WAN TO GO THERE MAN!!
I DUN WAN TO CHANGE SCHOOL AGAIN!!!
I DUN WAN TO MOVE THERE N STAY THERE!!!!
BUT WAD CAN I DO?!!?!!??!?!
I SAY I DUN WAN ALSO nO USE!!!
I STILL NEED TO GO THERE!!!
HAIZ...
LTR I SAY I DUN WAN THEN I GOING TO HEAR LECTURE N ALL KIND OF THINGS.
FAK LA!!!!
I JUST DUN WISH TO GO THERE!!!! =.=

FFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH...

2010-01-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

SH*T!!!
O'Lvl result will be out soon!! T____T
i keep thinking negatively!! =.=
hope i'll get wad i wan n can get into the course that i want. =)

well.. 2mrw going to go to Ngee Ann OPEN HOUSE. =)
cant wait to meet those HYPER ppl. =)
i missed the RED CAMP SLs.. =.=
hope i'll hv a great day 2mrw. :)

well.. that'z from now.. =)

time is running out n i've not enough money to stay any longer here ( Internet cafe )

2009-12-30T19:54:00.002+08:00

Heelllooooww...
how r u guys?!?! :)
it's been so long i nvr blog.. =.=
well.. i've been busy with my work now..
hv to earn some money this holiday.
*this holiday gonna end SOOONNN..
huhuhuhuhuuhuhuuu... ='(

well... i'm working at one of the Hotel on Sentosa as u all know..
i like my working plc..
it's a nice plc to work..
the ppl are awesome.. =)
but the guest are terrible..
well.. some guest are nice and kind BUT some really cant APPRECIATE wad we've given to them.
i really fed up with this kind of guest!!
seriously.. =.=
last week during the Christmas my working plc was VERY PACK!!
lots of guests came n have "LUNCH" but actually they are suppose to have some LIGHT REFRESHMENT not LUNCH!!
i know we provide FREE food but u hv to think rite?!!?
walao..
some of them was asking me wad time we start serving the food.
i was like "WAD THE HELL.."
and got this guest ordered CHAMOMILE tea n that day was busy..
i hv to replenish the food that they finished within 15mins..
hv to clear the diery table.. hv to serve another guest..
and this woman just came to me and said "WAD HAPPENED TO MY CHAMOMILE TEA?!!?!?"
i was like "WAD DA FUK.. CANT U C THAT I'M BUSY N I HV TO SERVE ANOTHER GUEST AND NEED TO DO LOTS OF STUFF!!!"
and i was like smile to her n said sorry ma'am i hv to serve another guest.. could you wait for a moment?!
and she was like piss off!!
hufh...
and wad i hate the most is that some of the guest there couldn't eat properly!!
only can make a mess!!
sometimes their table was very messy n i repeat my self VERY MESSY!!! T___T
this kind of guest really make me fed up man!!
even my manager C them eat n take the food feel disgusted man!!
they really take half of the food that we displayed. =.=
BUT some guest who are understanding n patient will treat us nicely..
there were this group of family who ordered earl grey tea n i know i kept them waiting 4 quite sometimes.. and when i serve them i apologise to them n they said is okey.. dun need to worry n they smile.. at least they can appreciate wad we do there man.
and some guest are really nice ppl to talk with..
the other time i was talking to this guest for 30mins.
sometimes entertain the guest are fun. =)
well.. working in Hotel are FUN.. coz we can C n meet different kind of ppl there..
ppl who are nice.. kind.. friendly.. kindhearted.. arrogant.. stubborn.. kiasu.. and lots of personalities..
well.. we are human being who hv lots of differences..
so we hv to accept all the differences that we had. =)

well... new year is coming..
wad is ur plan!?!?
go party at siloso beach!?!?!
go drink all night long?!?!
go countdown at marina bay?!?!
spend the night with ur family or ur loves one?!?!?
weell.. u decide.. =)
hope u guys hv a wonderful year.. =)
as for me.. i'll working on that day. =)

2009-11-23T14:49:00.006+08:00

How r u guys?!?! =)
long time nvr blogging oledi. =.=
last few days were busy with my work n of course RED CAMP 6!!
red camp is OVER but i really MISS it now. =.=
miss all the SLs and of course all my group members. =.=
the photos are up oledi on FB..
every now n then i keep looking at the photos of Red Camp6.
i really miss my CENTURIONS and our YELLOW DRUGs.
aahahahaha...
the SLs gave us YELLOW DRUGs to make us CRAZY!!
hahahaha...
BUT dun get me WRONG.. their DRUGs is INVISIBLE! :p
the SL's of red camp are AWESOME!!!
the best of all is the FOOD!!
the food is GREAT man!! :p
we had KFC for our lunch (day1)
then we had BREEKS for our lunch in day2 n nasi lemak for the dinner.
for day 3 lunch i cant remember wad we had?!?! =.=
but it is RICE... and we had BROWNIES!!!
thanks to Fatin who bake tho brownies 4 us.
her brownies POWER siol!!
then 4 dinner we had Yoshinoya.. BUT we cant eat it as Yoshinoya NOT HALLAL!!
so the Muslims campers get other food. :)
we sit at 1 corner n have fun there. =)
we all very kecoh sia.. :p
laugh here.. laugh there.. joke here n there.. kacau each other.. AND take picture of course. :)
we also had BROWNIES for our DINNER. :)
the HOP NIGHT was AWESOME!! we PARTY down there.. =)
dance as if do body watching u.. dance as if it it the LAST time u dance..
dance like CRAZY.. =)
and thanks to my mates who push me into the circle..
i just move loh.. ;p
even thought my CCA is dance n a Malay dancer i cant DANCE. =.=
i LUV dancing BUT i cant dance..
hhuhuuhuhuhhuhuu...
i made lots of new friends during Red Camp. =)
i really LUV red camp6. =)
thanks for the SLs and the organiser who made this camp really memorable one. =)

and from NOW n THEN ( ever since i left NP on the 3rd day of the camp )

I HAVE Y-E-L-L-O-W
IN MY H-E-A-R-T!!!! =)

thank you for the GREAT MEMORIES. :)

2009-11-12T03:38:00.002+08:00

YOU WERE....

You WERE kind to me. (VERY KIND)
You WERE so CARING towards me..
You WERE so sweet to me..
You WERE so LOVING..
You WERE so understanding..
You WERE always be there for me..
You WERE the one who cheer me up when I'm sad...
You WERE the one who make my day brighter..
You WERE NEVER FAIL to make me SMILE...
You WERE the one that makes my heart skip a beat..
You WERE the one I called when I'm sad..
You WERE always giving me support..
You WERE shared laughter with me..
You WERE making that "miniature" with me..
You WERE the one I bully when I'm back..

But..over the years I feel that you've CHANGE!!
you are not the same person that I know when I FIRST saw you
at that small class room.. that noisy yet wonderful class.. that unforgettable school..
you are no longer there for me..
you are no longer cheer me up when I'm sad..
you are no longer share laughter with me..
though you are no longer do all those things to me..
you always stay in my HAPPY memory box. =)

Thank You for staying..
Thank You to bare with all my childish act..
Thank You to bare with all my nonsense.

I guess it's time to let you go now.. =)
I'll see you around then.. ^^,

That's our MINIATURE. =)
i know it looks disgusting for some of u..
BUT for both of US this miniature have LOTS of memories.

just so you know dEAr

2009-11-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

Well.. well.. well...
O'Lvl is officially ended!!! =)
*4 me!!!
for those students who still having papers then good luck 4 u. =)
2day is my VERY LAST paper!!
n it was SCIENCE MCQ!!
the paper started at 2 BUT Me, Ilah, Aisyah, Mirah n Alas met at BPP Mac at 11.
last nite Alas called n told me n Ilah NOT to come LATE
n we BET...
the one who come after 11am HAVE TO pay $2 to every one!!
well.. this bet was ONLY for Me, Ilah n Alas.
Me n Ilah was trying our best not to come late..
n YES we were EARLY!!!
aahahahahahahahaaa...
last nite Alas was like remind us not to come late like hundred times n he was LATE!!!
WwwWoOoHhoOoOoOo... :p

after paper went to dhoby then go 4 the class BBQ. =)
we were told to come at 530 n yet we reached there at abt 8+!
ahahahahahahaha...
reached there shout here n there..
taking pictures..
cooking..
and EATING!!!
ahahahhahahahaa...

just now also called him!!
2day i called him twice.. thanks for my K.O.M who let me used her phone to call. :)
i called him b4 my paper n just now during the BBQ.
well.. i didnt talk much with him.
BUT i was like kacau him!!
i said that i start smoking n stuff..
n yes.. he was surprise n cant believe of wad i just said to him.
the 1st thing he did was keep quiet n sigh...
then he started to questioned me.
well.. at the end i said i was just kidding. :)
he didnt believe me as he said the way i talk was really convincing. :)

actually i dun wan to contact him..
i duno Y i just feel like hv really BIG gab between us..
n i feel like it's getting bigger n bigger.
so i decided not to disturb him.
i'll just keep quiet..
n i will show up when i going back to my home town. :)
hope i can take it. :)

well.. enough from now.
cya..
nitez...

q ingin terlepas darimu

2009-11-08T15:22:00.002+08:00

WoOoOhHhOoOo...

O'Lvl is gonna b OVER soon!! :p
cant wait!!!
left with Mother Tongue n MCQ. =)
after MCQ straight away go BBQ with my classmatez. :p
is like VERY EXPRESS!!!
just after my paper ended we go 4 BBQ. ^^,

well.. tok abt my papers over all is quite OK la..
now just a bit worried abt my result that will b out next January.
the question is "Am I able get wad i aim?!!?"
heemmm.. just wait n C. =)

ytd hv very weird dream!!
i dream that i'm attached with A!!
it was like "WHAT THE HECK!!!"
wad a weird dream!! T___T

i'm missing yOu...

2009-10-14T12:44:00.004+08:00

WWAAAALLLLAAAOOOO....

O'Lvl really ard the corner man!!!

only left with 9DAYS to O'Lvl!!!

NABEI!!!!

my revision!!!

F*CK!!!! =.=

hope can do all the paper. :p

well... GOOD LUCK 4 ALL STUDENTS WHO TAKE O LEVEL THIS YEAR!!! ^^,

2009-10-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

can we take 187 to IMM ( Jurong East ) ?!?!?!

ytd after school went to BP with Ilah (K.O.M), Alas, Aisyah n Sri to hv our lunch.

on the way to BP we kacau alas as he cant eat KFC n Ilah said she want to eat KFC.

then we kacau him! until he fed up!!

aaahahahahahaa...

sorry alas. :)

on the way to bus stop as perNormal we MAKE NOISE!!

the most noisy students man!! :p

dun care the environment sia. :p

reach BP then me, Ilah n Aisyah went to old chang kee to bought our lunch. :D

then meet alas at Kopitiam.

from there we went to busStop as we want to go to Jurong Library.

some1 said we can take 187 to Jurong east.

at the end we were SESAT!!!

we alight at Lake Side then took MRT to Jurong. :p

at jurong lib we r studying n make noise!!

hahahahhhaaa...

b4 we went home we took few crazy photos..

next time i post the photos here. ;)

very TIREEEDDD!!!!

WAN TO SSLLEEEPPP!!! T____T

well...

happy studying guys. :)

2009-10-02T22:51:00.004+08:00

AQ CAPEK!!!!
AQ PENGEN KLUAR DR SMUA NIE!!!
AQ PENGEN NGELEPASIN KAMU!!!
AQ DAH GAK SANGGUP KYK GINI LAGI!!!
it's time to let u go!!!!!
AQ GAK MAU SAKIT LAGI!!!
HATI NIE DAH TERLALU RAPUH TUK DI SAKITI LAGI!!!
AQ DAH GAK MAU SAKIT LAGI!!!!!!!
SUDAH CUKUP SMUA NIE!!!!
good bye....

kan q kunci hati nie entah sampe kapan?!?!
q mau SENDIRI...

2009-10-02T21:46:00.002+08:00

weLL... smth funny happened ytd. :p
after the 1st paper which is Chem Me.. Ilah n Aisyah went to canteen to eat of course..
wad can i say abt my paper ytd??!??! my paper was HORRIBLE!!!!
really duno wad to answer?!?! T____T
anyway... after we finished our meal we went back to cLaz..
and i was siting behind.. siting beside Ilah..
then Michael was came to us n sit beside me...
i duno wad did he said to me or to Ilah..
suddenly i answer " CHHIIBBBAAAIIII la u!! "
then Ilah was laughing!!
*Ila suke ehk?!?!
i duno why she laugh?!?!
i really cant remember?!?! :p
then when i was doing the paper i was like SCOLDING the 1 who set the paper!!!
2nd paper was BIO.. the paper is SUPPER HARD!!!
i cant do lots of Q!! T___T
haiz...
4get it man!!
ytd after school went back home n SLLEEPPP!!!!!
I VERY VERY VERY TIRED!!!
slp from 130 to 5!!!
hahahahahaa...
i woke up coz my sist want to go eat dinner.
if she nvr wake me up i dun think i can wake up! :p

how was my paper 2day?!?!
well... quite OK but duno how is the result?!?!
just now came to school 4 1hrs paper ONLY!!
after finish Xam went to CCK to change the Ez-Link card..
after that eat LJS.. :p
then walk2.. then went home.. :(
at home hv nth to do!!
suddenly feel MOODY!!!!
haizz...
i duno wad to blog la!! T____T"
tha tha...

i gonna leave u alone!!

2009-09-27T03:59:00.005+08:00

CCRRRAAAZZZYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah.. look at my heading!!
its really CRAZY!! even though i'm a bit CRAZY..
BUT this is really really really CRAZY!!
OUT OF MY MIND!!
I NEVER EVER THINK ABT THIS!!
I NEVER EVER DREAM ABT THIS B4!!
I NEVER EVER THINK THIS GONNA HAPPEN TO ME!!
really CRAZY!!!
CANT BELIEVE IT!!!
how can it be!!?!? T__T
i was SHOCK when i read those words u wrote to me!!
i was SPEECHLESS!!!
can u imagine ur best friend 4 abt more than 8years suddenly said that he/she like u. like luv u..
wad r u going to do with that?!?!?!
thatz wad happen to me just now!!
our of sudden my best friend since kindergarten said that he luv me..
i was like SHOCK to know that!!
but i cant blame him 4 this.
luv is everywhere..
sssooo.. i cant blame him. T___T
but i'm still SHOCK with this fact!! =.=
anyway..

nitez peepz.. =)

mav.. aq bukan orng yg tepat tuk qm..

2009-09-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

Sitii DaRDar.. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL.. =)
this post is specially dedicated to my beloved
friend SITI..
she is more than just a friend 4 me.
she is my DARDAR!!
wad is dardar??!
well..
find out ur self. :p

okey.. i knew this lovely.. talkative.. cheerful girl
(but sometime very easy to cry!)
since sec2.. at 1st we were not really close
n barely talked in class..
we started to talked during MT lesson.. =)
from there we become closer n closer n closer..
we always did some stupid n crazy stuff 2gether.
one xample is putting all pens i had on he head!
i share lots of things with her..
she know lots about me.. =)
she is the 1 who cares abt me..
she is the 1 i go to when i'm sad.
she is the 1 who made my day..
she is the 1 who always get bully by me
PHYSICALLY n VERBALLY. :p
i missed those days we spent 2gether is school.. =.=
i missed talking to u during lesson..
i missed bullying u in school.. :p

well.. i just want to wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
hope u have a great 1 today.. =)
how old r u girl?!?!
*k la.. i wont mention here la. :)
since u bcome older u hv more responsibilities
must be more matured to face anything. ;)
happy always..
may ur wishes come true..
di panjangkan umur..
di murahkan rezeki..
and
BEST WISHES 4 U DEAR.. =)

2009-09-25T23:44:00.001+08:00

1st of all i want to wish all my muslim friends or even all muslim in this world

SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL FITRI..
SELAMAT AIDIL FITRI..
HAPPY IED MUBARAK!!!

well... if u ask me "how is ur hari raya?" i will say it was OKEY...
on the day it self u went to Indonesian Embassy for Sholat Ied. =)
luckly can wake up! (with 8 miss calls from my aunt n my causin) went there to sholat n eat some indo food. who i go with?!!? i went there ALONE!! =)
dah biasa la jalan sendiri.. lgan tuk ngelakuin ibadah gak perlu nunggu or ngajak orng laen khan?! tu smua dtng dr hati qta masing2.
waktu khotbah NANGIS seh!! gak tau knapa?!?! yg jls bagiq khotbahnya tu ngena bgt!! ampe sesudah khotbahpun aq ttp nangis!! T__T
moga smua amal ibadah qta d trima n qta menjadi manusia yg kembali suci. AMIN..
ssooo... to all my friends..
MINNAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN.. MOHON MAAF LAHIR dan BATIN. ( MOHON MAAF ZAHIR dan BATIN).
maafin smua kesalahan yg penah q perbuat walo d sengaja ato gak ya.. :)
kita hanya manusia biasa yg punya banyak kekurangan k sering ngelakuin kesalahan n sering bgt khilaf..

Okey... prelim2 started oledi..
1st paper was A math.. 4 me the paper wasn't that dificult BUT i duno whether i can score or not as i ALWAYS make CARELESS MISTAKE that makes me FRUSTRATED!!!
sometimes i can get A1 BUT coz of some stupid careless mistakes that i made i only get A2!!
haiyaa...
hopefully there is NO careless mistake for my paper 1. =)

just now having EL paper.. and the paper was quite OK.. but again.. i duno whether i can pass or not?!? :p

hopefully can pass.. ^^,
after the paper went to BPP with Aisyah, Mirah and IlaTong.
walk2 at BP then from there went to CKK..
at CCK me n Khalilah was queueing at the ticket replacemet office to activate our Ez-Link card.. BUT at the end we cant activate our card as we need to pay $18 as the replacement fees!! walao.. =.=
then i duno when i will change my card!?!?! :p
now really POOR man!! T__T
after that we head to LotOne to walk2 and sight seeing.. after walk 1 round we went to McD n have a caramel flarppe! ;p
coz we wan to sitDown! we were damn tired man!! we scared the McD stuff chase us out so we bought something.
after collecting money from everybody we were able to buy 1 caramel flarppe.
hehehehehe..
and u know wad?!?! we use ALL COINS to pay!! :p
they all bully me sia!! they all dun wan to go n buy so i volunter my self to buy! :p
gave the money to the casier n the girl waws like giving me 1look as i pay $4.70 in all coins!! 2 $1coins, 2 50cents coins and the rest is 10 and 20cents coins..
huaahahahahahahahhaa..
then at McD take lots of pictz.. crazy pictz of course..
ilah n aisyah really MAD!! while taking photo of them i keep laughing!!
they really light up my day!! hahahahaa..
mayB next time i post some of the pict we took. ;p

okok..
enough from now.. :p
wan to continue help my sist do her HW.
heehhehee.

cya.. =)

maafin aq yg gak isa ngelepasin kamu..

2009-09-08T14:06:00.004+08:00

helllooooww....

it's been a month i nvr update my blog.. =.=
kinda lazy to updates actually.
my blog really DEAD!! T_T

well.. O lvl getting nearer n nearer!!
July had gone.. September has come.. =.=
only few more weeks left!!
n u know wad?!!?
i still NOT PREPARED!!!!
*wad the heecckkk!!! =.=
now i still hv time to hang out with friends..
i should study at home rite?!?! T_T
n yet i still waste the precious time that i hv now!! =.=

talk abt my fasting it goes well.. =)
but i really wan to go back to my homeTown to celebrate hari raya!
i reallyy want!!
yes I DO!!!!
BUT i cant!!!! prelims 2 is coming toO.. =.=

i now getting new friends through FB. :p
i'm glad that most of my juniors in my high school added me n wan to get to know me. =)
and some of them r really really friendly n fun ppl to talk with. :)
some of them really really matured!!
they r more matured than me!
honestly i feel like i'm still very very childish!!
hohohohohohooo...

okey.. enough from now.. =)

i'm very sleepy now!!
these few days always sleep at 7am n woke up at 2pm! :p
my insomnia is BACK!! =.=

i'm just NOBODY in ur eyes!!! =.=

2009-08-23T15:45:00.003+08:00

PRELIMS has started.. and to be honest i'm NOT WELL PREPARED!!
seriously i dun realy prepared for this prelims..
i dun think i do well for this prelims..
well.. maths paper was okey.. chem paper was easy BUT i didnt study so i cant do some question!!
haiz..
2mrw have geo paper!
need to study LOTS of things!! =.=

well.. now is RAMADHAN..
Ramadhan is time 4 us ( muslim ) to fast..
its time for us to get closer to GOD.
this whole month have to fast n get closer to god..
i really miss the Ramadhan atmosphere in my hometown..
its very different from any other months.
i really miss those days.. =.=
i want to fast at my homeTown..
i wan to celebrate Idul Fitri with my family.. =.=
i miss those days..
BUT i cant do anything..
i just need to bare with it.. =)
mayB 1 day i can fasting in my hometown again..

well.. for all my friends who also fasting..
HAPPY FASTING...
semoga amal ibadah kita di terima olehNya,,
AMIN..

oh yeah... i just get my new hair! ^^,
i'm happy to get this new hair style!
at last i cant get my SHORT hair!! =)

okey..

enough from now..

i duno wad to post?! :p

HAPPY FASTING GUYS.. ^^,

wad do u think abt me?!?!

2009-08-14T23:11:00.001+08:00

WeLL.. i'm really FRUSTRATED NOW!!!
AIZ..
I HATE MY SELF!!!!
I SHOULDN'T DO THAT!!!!!!
FUCK!!!!!!
WAD IS WRONG WITH ME?!??!!?!
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!
HOW STUPID AM I?!?!?!!?
KANNINAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*well i really show another side of me.. this is wad's going to happen when i'm frustrated.. pissed off.. and angry!!
haiz..
duno wad to say la!!!
just wan to let go all the things..
coz of all the thing that happened to me 2day.
in school or out side school..
when went to bugis n wan to croz d road my hand kena BIRD SHIT!!
its like WAD THE HECK!!! i was walking then the SHIT just land on my hand!!
haiz..
on my way back home n on my way to bugis n my tuition plc keep thinking wad should i do next?! wad i suppose to do n Y i do that thing!?!
haiz...
NVM.. only me n some of my friends know wad happen..

But i really wan to say thank you to my dEarest @%& coz he light up my day.
bcoz of u i can smile again.. at least i can laugh 2gether with u.
take a good care of ur self okey.. ;)
next week we start puasa oledi..
prepare ur self not to get sick. ;)
u gonna start school soOn u know..
well.. i dun wan to say much..

okeyy...
enough from now..

cya...

THANK YOU DEAR.. =)

r u telling the truth?!?!

2009-07-28T22:38:00.003+08:00

wOoOoWwwW.. Look at the pict above!! :)
that was my DINNER..
its been awhile since the last time i eat pizza.
this few weeks i really feel like eating pizza n 2day finally i can eat it.
huahahahahahahaaa... :D
just now after school went to lot1 to bought pizza.
bought 1 get 1 free.. :p
got some promotion using coupons of course.. :)
well at lasy i can eat my PIZZA.. :)
okey.. enough of my pizza tingie.

just now school as perNormal.
nth special.. having maths STAR but only few ppl turn up for this programme.
i dunno the reason Y they dun wan to come for this star..
okey.. someHow this programme is not really help us.
but at least we can learn something during this programme..
at least we study.. not playing a fool outside..
well thats wad in my mind..
while waiting for our teacher to "pick us up" me n some of my classMates stayed in class.
we were talking craps n all..
b4 that inside d class room there were me n IlaTong.
i was like crazily taking pict of my classRoom n the school environment..
i really snap each n every corner of my classRoom.
going to leave that classRoom really SOON.. =.=
sigh..
cant interpret more..
my mind is BLANK!!!!!!
i duno wad to post.. :p
so yeah..
thats all for nOw.. ^^,

oh ya,, i'm feeling better nOw.. =)
no more fever BUT still COUGHING.. =.=
huhuuhuhhuhuhuhuhuuuu...
hope i will recover soon.. ^^,

Nitez.. ^^,

**studying for GEO test 2mrw!! its DAMN A LOT!!! =.=

Who really care abt me?!!?

2009-07-25T15:13:00.003+08:00

Well.. well.. well...
how can i start my post 2day?!?!
okey.. since ytd i felt unwell..
since ytd hving soreThroat..
BUT still can go to school..
at school nth much to say.. having A maths test n i cant do few questions. =.=
after school went to orchard meeting Yoky..
meet him till abt 4+ coz i dun feel unwell so i cant acc him to shop.
SORRY brow..
my whole body aching n i also hving slight fever as well as HEADACHE!!
aarrgghhh...
REALLY SICK la ytd!!
reach home at ard 6+ if i'm not wrong..
reach home straight away slp..
b4 slp take temperature n my temp was as high as 38.5!!
walao... so high hOr?!?!
i slp all the way till midNite then slp again.. :p
wad i remembered was my sist asked me wad's wrong with me?!
n i said i got headache!!
last nite actually wanna C doctor BUT no body acc me..
i dun wan anything happen to me on my way to the clinic..
so i just take a rest at home..

2day woke up earlyy...
woke up at 8am n sms didi to acc me go c doctor..
my sist also suggested me to C doctor..
she dun wan anything happen to me..
u know now the H1N1 case in singapore keep increasing..
so its better to b save than sorry..
i went to clinic at 10+ n d doc said that nth serious..
he told me to get some rest.. =)
i think i sick coz i'm toO tired.. =.=
must take care of my self.. if not who will take care of me?!?!
Xam coming oledi..
i cant fall sick!!
even though i need to study i hv to take care of my HEALTH..
rite?!?! rite?!?! rite?!?!?!

OkEy..

i'm OUT from here.. ^^

cya..

TAKE CARE GUYS... ^o^

WHO REALLY CARE ABT ME?!!?!

2009-07-11T23:40:00.006+08:00

its been a week i nvr blog.. do u miss me?!?!
ohohohohohohohohhoohoo..
where should i start?!!?
got lots of stuff happen over the week end n during school day..

well.. last week was YuHao's bday..
went out to orchard.. met them ( YuHao, Iris, HsinLing, Yuna ) at Paragon. actually the plan was we all meet at Tangs plaza at 11am. n d night b4 i was talking to YuHao n Toto on MSN n i was like asking him wad time is the meeting time?! d meeting time was 11am n i woke up at 1030!! huahahahahhahahahahaahahaa...
toto n me was late.. ;p both of us come 2gether to paragon. :p
from paragon went to lido to watched Ice Age 3.. the movie is nice.. funny n d mamoth's baby is like very cute! ^^,
from lido went to cityhall ( esplanade )to drink some hot chocolate.. :p
finally i can drink a nice hot chocolate!!
huahahhahahahahaa..
from there walked over to marina square.. over there as perNormal i tried to grab some toy..
i wan to get STICH doll (again) BUT as perNormal i cant get!! aiz..
its been so long i nvr get new toy!! =.=
we was like very SIAN on that day.. coz 1 girl was like very irritating!!
she spoil the whole thing!! everytime when we hv outing it was fun BUT that day she really spoil the whole thing!! aiz.. hate her!!
because of her all of us get irritated n become very bad mood!!
at marinaSquare we plan to play bowling but that girl was like giving us that F**ING face!!
we just didnt say anything to her n let her do wad ever thing she wan to do..
n when we went home we decide to eat dinner..
plan to eat at pizzaHut but the Q was very long then went to kopitiam to eat..
at kopitiam YuHao's face was like very SIAN too.
then suddenly he asked us where we wanna go?!
n at the end we decided plc to go by throw a coin!! =.=
n the result was "going home"!
iris was like not happy with it as we only went to watch movie n eat. its like damn boring!!
the plan was after yuna went home we went to Clarkey.
because of that iris BT ( bad mood in indonesian )
so yeah.. we all bcome BT that day!!
iris nvr tok to Yuhao after that.. =.=
aiz..
iris, hsin ling, yuhao n me took bus to go to clarkey.. coz iris die2 wan to go to clarkey..
toto is not going with us coz he wan to go out with his friend. we seperate way at the busStop.. iris wanna play the G-Max at clarkey.. u know the budgy that1?!?!
yeah.. she wan to play that.. so we went there to play..
haahahahahahaa...
i played for the 2nd time.. it was FUN!! ;p
ltr after O lvl gonna play again.. :p
i was like really2 scream during the ride..thatz the way i releasing my "STRESS"
coz last week i was like really depress n wan to release my stress!!
i wan to scream but if i scream at home ltr my eighbpur complain.. if i go to eastCoast n shout alone. ppl will think that i'm CRAZY!! so i just keep it to my self.. =.=
n that day i hv a change to release my sterss!! not a lot but at least i can let go most of it..
i really shout as loud as i can..
BUT after the ride i still can feel that i havent release all my stress!!
there is something inside my heart that havent come out..
i duno wad it is BUT i really wan to let it go.. =.=
so.. after play that G-max went to 1 of the club..
went there to just sit down n tok..
i was like dun wan to drink.. as u know i nvr drink b4!!
iris n yuhao got xperience of drinking.. so they know wad to drink..
i was like asked them to orded some fruit juice 4 me n u know wad that yuhao said?!
he said " r u sure?! this is not a place for u to drink fruit juice! if u wan juice u can buy at 7-eleven!"
i was like WTH!!
n when the waitress come n take order they was like ordered the drink.. n they ordered baileys irish cream. they ordered 4 me toO.. * walao..
at the end drink 2 glasses of that. :p
i'm bcome bad sia!! =.=
went home take NR3 straight to cck..
while yuhao n iris take cab home..
i reached home like ard 2am!!
huahahhhahahhhahhhhaaa...
reached home then straigh away FLAT!! ;p

last week i was like very MOODY!!
i duno wad happen to me?!?!
i was like very moody few days ago.. my brow also duno wad happened to me n he duno wad to do to make me smile again?!
n for the last few days i nvr activate me FB! :p
busy with my school stuff.. homework.. test.. =.=
well ytd i went to ngee ann poly to go for the ngee ann poly experiece.
it was fun! learn something abt poly life.. know how is the lecture carry out n know some activity the students do during the course..
the opening ceremony ( to welcome the students at the ngee ann poly Xperiece ) was like fabulous!! i luv the dance n the samba!! they showed video of some of the cca they hv at ngee ann poly..
eventhough i went there alone i still hv fun there.. =)
at the end of the event they told us abt this red camp. it is a camp for the graduating students to experience poly life n get to know the courses that aviable at the ngee ann poly..
i'm very interester n i sign up for it.. i asked some of my friends to join too as i dun wan to b alone n i wan them to xperience the poly life n let them get more info abt the courses they wan to go after they O lvl.
so yeah..
after that poly xperience thinng i went to orchard meet yoky.. we planed to watched haunting conecticut ( if i'm not mistaken ). the movie is not that scary!! i dun really like the movie..
humph.. lots of movie i wan to watch now!! =.=
i havent even study n yet i always wan to go watch movie!!
walao.. terrible!! =.=

as for 2day.. i woke up at 730!! coz at 830 need to meet my sist BF to pass d frying pan for him.. met him early in d morning! i wan to slp also cannot!!
actually 2day i got tuition in d morning BUT my teacher changed it..
so ya,, i duno if i really need to go for tuition wad going to happen to me?!
just now woke up 730 then slp again as my sist bf still havent go out.. at the end went out at 9! hahahahahaha...
i was sleeping all the way from cck to bukit timah there..
very very tired man!!
went back home at abt 1030.. was thinkin to slp again BUT cant slp.
on my com n log in to my FB..
hahahahahaa..
replying all the wall posts n watched some video at Utube. :p
ard 7+ went to CCK to eat dinner.. :p
meet Xiao didi at lot 1.. went to Zinc as he wanna buy bag.
at zinc there got promotion of 20% off for the 2d item.. the shopkeeper was like asking us whether we wan to buy other stuff or not?!
n she was like pointing to the rabbit bag that i wan. :p
she asking didi's friend whether he like that bag or nor n she also showed him some other bags.. n they were like discussing which bag to choose?! :p
didi asked me whether i wan or not?!
i said i wan then i tell him that i prefer my STITCH DOLL!! :p
i still havent get that stitch!! =.=
then at the end didi decided to get a wallet as the 2nd item.
so he bought bag n wallet in total of $52!!
wOw..
ate at Ljs n we were tok2 down there.. :p
didi hv to leave early just nOw.. then b4 he left i gave him his b'day present.
duno he like it or not?!?!
but wad i buy was the thing that he need now.. :p
i think he will b piss off when he open it!
u know Y?!!?
it is because i wraped it lots of times.. i think i wraped it 10x!!
huahahahahahahahhahaa..
i really hv nth to do... so i just wraped it few layers!!
1st few layers is news paper n the last1 obviously the wraping paper.. :p
i really cant imagine his fed up face when he open it up. :p
i was laughing when we had dinner just now.. i laugh coz i imagine his fed up face! :p
i was like giving rubbish to him!!

sorry.. =.=

okey,,, enough for now..
thats all the things that i do this week..
wanna sleep now BUT feel like watching TITANIC!!
i watched it at RCTI. hahahahahaahahahaaa...
wad a romantic n sad movie..

2mrw going to go to SENTOSA n Yoky's sist b'day party..
duno wad's going to happen with my bio HW. :p
and the question is " am i going to school on monday? "

okEy pEepS...

gOod niGhT.. ^^,

y should i wait for u longer?!?!

2009-07-03T23:20:00.004+08:00

really feel like CRYING right now!!!!
duno wad happen to me this few days?!?!?!!
BUT this few days feel uncomfortable!!!!
i feel something is not right!!!
kinda hv feeling that smth bad gonna happen.
this few days my emotion also not stable!!
sometime can b very happy but suddenly bcum moody!! =.=
really duno wad happen?!?!

Ytd when i need to find some1 to tok with i called my brow but cant reach..
then it makes me BT!!! =.="
no matter how hard i tried i still cant reach him.
i gave up n called my friend..
called him at the wrong timing!!!!
i really called a wrong person at the wrong timing!!
i duno who i can tok to oledi ytd?!?!
i thought by calling them i can feel better BUT at d end bcum worse!!!
he was busy find some info n hving some probz toO..
thatz Y i said i called wrong person at the wrong timing!!!
i told him that i'm going crazy n he said he feel d same way..
n ytd i was like finding some1 who can make me laugh coz most of d time when i'm down i called him n he can make me laugh again.. BUT ytd he cant do it.. =.=
so its like no use to call him ytd.. =.=
aiz..

just now was on d phone with with some1.. (boy/girl guess ur self)
duno Y suddenly called me n want to tok to me..
BUT u know wad?!?!
when i tok this person like nvr giv any respond!!
its like i'm toking to d wall or to my self!!
n he/she also said that i always tok to my self.
coz i tok to him/her there is no answer so its like DUH!!!
i just entertain him/her just now...
when we hv nth to say i was like toking to my self again abt wad i read on my wall on FB.
i was like mumbling to my self n suddenly i laugh.
and this person was like keep quiet!!
for 40mins we tok i giving him/her CRAP!!! :p
when he/she giv me some personal Q i was like dun wan to answer n at the end i giv him/her crap!! ;p
i told him/her that i feel like crying n he/she said if u wan to cry just cry la..
n STOP acting like u r TOUGH!!! u r not that strong..
(STRAIGHT FORWARD man!!!)
this person said that to me..
n me my self already know that i'm not that strong!!
i know that!!!
i accept the fact that i'm not that strong okeey!!!
u know y?!?!?
bcoz i have a LIMIT to that!!!!
sooner or later i bcum CRAZY man!!! really.. i'm serious!!! =.=

aaarrrggghhh.... duno la..
duno wad to say la... =.=

2mrw hope they all can make me happy coz 2mrw gonna go out to celebrate YuHao's bday..
duno wad they gonna do?!?!
duno where they wanna go?!?!
just go with them..
aiz...
hope from 2mrw onwards my mood can b better.. =)

NOW NOT MY EYES CRYING!!!!
MY HEART CRYING!!!! =(

2009-07-02T21:25:00.004+08:00

STRESS..
HEADACHE...
EXHAUSTED....
thats wad i feel...
really feel the pressure now!!
DAMN IT!!!

every single day right after i step out from that school i WILL get HEADACHE!!!!
2day having my EL oral prelim.. my oral was like TUUUTTT!!!!
i really duno wad to tok for the picture discussion n for the conversation i'm not really confident abt it..
really badly done!! really TERRIBLE!!! sigh..
duno wad to say oledi..
today get lots of HW n 1 more test 2mrw!!
i really feel like crying now!!!
just now my dad n my mum called n i was like dun feel like toking to them..
but wad i can do?!!? i hv to tok to them.. =)
tok to them BUT nvr tell them abt all this stuff..
wad i know is that they wan the best 4 me..
i hv to make use of the opportunity that my parents gave me.
wanna start study BUT duno where to start?!?!
since the start of the june holiday i planed to make my time table BUT till now still HAVENT DONE ANYTHING!!!

okey...

enough...

now is time to study!!!

do homeWork...

n nOw i feel like wanna call HIM..
should i call him?!?!

tha...

thaa... =)

2009-06-29T18:49:00.004+08:00

SSSSTTTUUUUPPPIIIIDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO STUPID!!!!!!!
Y I'M SO STUPID?!?!?!?!?!?!
aiz...
y am i wasting my time during the JUNE HOLIDAY?!?!?!
i SHOULD study n do my revision rite?!?!!!?
I SHOULD DO THAT!!!
BUT i DIDN'T DO THAT!!!!
instead of studying n revising my sec 3 n sec 4 works i just WASTING my time!!!
F*C#!!!!!!
how stupid am i wasting my june holiday?!?!!??!!?!?!
now i realize that i'm wasting lots of time last 2weeks!!!!
y cant i study during that period of time?!?!!?
aiz...
hope its not too late to start my revision now!!! =.=
hope i still hv time!!!
F#C@ man!!! wad i can do is just regreting my action!!!
sigh...
hope its not too late.. =.=
*some1 told me there is no such thing as " TOO LATE "
and I hope there is NO SUCH THING..

school reOpen 2day...
2day went to school with my HAPPY MOOD.. =)
i also duno Y i just feel happy just now eventhough i didnt slp the whole nite..
yupz.. i didnt slp!!i just keep my eyes open n watched that korean drama. :p
n yeah,, i go school with smile on my face.. =)
reach bus stop at 7 o'clock n i decided to walk up the hill..
this was the 1st time for this term i walk up to the hill..
i duno wad makes me so happy to go to school today.. :p
BUT duno Y?!?!
after recess i feel very SLEEPY!!
and yes.. during EL period i almost fall asleep!! =.=
i duno Y suddenly i feel so tired after recess..
2day i get my new time table!!
today the STAR programme has started.. =.=
it start at 3 n ends at 5!!!
and 2day's lesson was ended at 135PM n u know wad i do?!?!
straight away after the class ended i wentto the canteen n SLEEP there!!!
yeah.. i SLEEP there..
Ilah n me were sleeping at the canteen..
both of us really sleepy..
and ard 245 our beloved VP came to the canteen n she shouted because of the flue bla..bla..bla.. u all go home!!
bcoz of that i wope up!!
and my friend were like asking him " so we can go home?! we dun hv STAR?!"
and u know wad he said?!
he said " NO!! THOSE WHO HAVE LESSON CAN'T GO HOME!! "
walao.. =.=
just boz i heard he said " CAN GO HOME " i woke up then after he said that only for those who dun hv lesson after school can go home my heart sank!!
he just waste my 5minutes of sleeping!!!
aiz...
during star also just tok with ilah n sri..
i really dun feel like doing that bloody workSheet!!!
so i just anyHow do it..
dun care wad the teacher gonna say to me when they mark my paper la..
aiz.. 2mrw hv bio test!!!
arghh...
test 4 chapters le!!!
CRAZY!!!!
i havent do my geo HW n geo correction!!!
aiz..
TONS of things to do!!!

gtg nOw..

tha..

thaa... ^^,

I need some1 or something where i can realese my STRESS!! argh!!! =.=

2009-06-27T20:39:00.007+08:00

wOoWw...
wad day is it?!?!
2day is SATURDAY!!! yeah.. saturday!!!
it means that my holiday gonna end pretty soOn!! my holiday gonna ends within 2days!!!
d day after 2mrw hv to go back to school!! =.=

ytd is CRAZY day!!!!
was planning to go out to eat McD breakfast BUT cant wake up so..
changed to plan B which is eat LUNCH ar McD...
hahahahahahahaahahhahahaaa...
planning to go eat at 1PM then suddenly Yoky asked me whether i wanna go AMK with him or not?!
then i decided to went AMK to met him n eat lunch there..
my lunch was at 3pm..
nope.. its not lunch!!
its my BREAKFAST!!!
huahahahahhhahahhaa....
after ate lunch went to play pOoL...
played for abt 4 hrs!! then we ate dinner at Bishan..
ate Swensen... :p
met Ms Tan there... just bumb into her n she say hi to us..
we spent over $50 for our dinner!!!
just 2 of us we spent over $50!!!!
i ate fish n chips (as perNormal) and Yoky ate breaded chicken smth.. ( its like chicken cutlet )
n for our dessert.. i duno wad is d name?!!? :p
went home ard 10+ i think from bishan there..
then reach home online n chat with my 2 buddies through FB.
we online our msn n yet we still chat through FB..
through yuhao's wall.. :p
then after get tired keep refreshinh d page to know wad the others said..
we decided to chatt at MSN!!!
huahahahahhahahahhaaa...
then tok n tok n tok n tok...
after that move to chat at SKYPE!!! :p
i dun hv skype so i hv to download 1st..
after finish download the skype n install it..
we can chat there..
now our midNite chat advance oledy..
we using skype n talk.. :p
instead of typing all the things we wan to say we tok through skype..
u know how long we talked?!?!
we talked for abt 4hrs!!!
huahahahhahaha..
we talked till 4 or 5AM!!!!
we talked n play FB games 2gether... compare our score and tok lots of stuff..
i also duno wad r we tolking?!?! :p
then at abt 3+ yuHao cant take it n he fall a sleep!!
left me n toto to talked..
then we just talked.. then at abt 5+ we decided to slp!!!
its already 5+ so we go offline...
hahahahahahaha...
really cant believe that we really talked for 4 to 5 hrs on skype!! :D

and 2day woke up like damn late!!!
i dun wan to say wad time i woke up.. :p
the thing is that i woke up VERY LATE!! :)
wake up then just login to my FB n play the games i played ytd..
cant beat my previous high score!! =.=
then fed up oledi i just off it n upLoad that korean drama.. :p
just now watched till eps 8!!

2day duno wad time i will slp?!?!
jajajajajajjjajajjaa....
i think gonna slp very late again 2day!! =.=

here some pict for the day.. ^^,

Thatz the chicken something... ( Yoky's dinner )

This is my Fish n Chips

Yoky's dessert ( do u C the candle there?! )

My dessert

Chocolate cherry.. :p

and this.. i duno wad am i doing?!!? :p

Okey...

gonna continue watch my drama oledy.. :p

tha..
thaaa... ^@^

should i wait 4 u?!?!

2009-06-25T23:18:00.005+08:00

some people say i'm crazy.. and i admid it. :)
i'm a little bit CRAZY!! :p
just now i slept at 730AM!! u know Y?!!?
its bcause i was watching that korean drama BOYS OVER FLOWER on YouTube!!
watched from 2 or 3AM tilll 730AM!!!
wakkakakakaka...
the show is kidda interisting.. :)
but Y the main caracter is NOT handsome?!?!
the other 2 member of the F4 r more HANDSOME!!
i duno their names?! cant remember their names. :p
slept at 730 n woke up at 12 coz my dad called n wanna tok to me abt my further studies..
then just force my self to wake up.
the 1st thing i heard from my dad was " u r sooo LAZY!! still sleeping at this time!! "
wad can i do?! this holiday my sleeping time really changed!! :p
always slp early in d morning like wad i say on my previous post..
eeheehehhehehehee..
then we just talked.. and talked n talked.. =)
i think he really gonna prove me to study in Ausie. =)
hope so.. :p
but if yes means i hv to leave my sist here alone n stay there alone?!!
walao..
then gonna leave all my friends here tOo?!?
huhuhhuuhuhuhuhuuuhuuuu.
anyway.. its not confirm yet though...
now my job is to STUDY HARD n get GOOD RESULT for my upComing O Lvl.. ^^,
yeah,,
i won't dissapoint my parents.. =)

nth much to say abt today actually..
i just get a "bad" news ytd..
i found out that he already stead with this girl!!
walao..
then Y did u sms me "that" way?!!? n Y u always sweet tok to me?!!?
anyway..i actually dun put so much hope into it..
so it didnt hurt me that much..
huahahahahhaha...
he is still my friend though.. =)
i'm happy with the fact that he still my friend and we still can hv fun tgt when i going back to indo next time.. =)

just nw while waiting for my tuition class to start i msg HIM as i duno Y suddenly i miss HIM..
*its another HIM not d 1 above
actually didnt expect him to reply my msg..
then tok 4 awhile n i get to know that he is busy with his test n stuff..
his preparation for that POLICE thingie..
hope for the best for him.. =)
wad i can do is just to cheer him up n giv support for him to always look forward.. =)
anyway.. he is busy with his own thing and i also busy with my own thing so we just do our things now.. till we meet.. :p
(wad am i toking here?!?!)

okey..

enough for nOw.. ^^,

hv no plan 4 2mrw.. :(
i think gonna eat breakFast at McD there n after that wash my clothes..
and MAYB study.. MAY BE.. :p

gtg nOw..
*wanna continue my korean drama. :p

nitez... ^^,

I just miss u every single day... will u b mine?!?!

2009-06-23T17:01:00.007+08:00

Holiday gonna end sOon!!
huuhuuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhuu...
till now also nvr do anything!! :p
2mrw gonna watch TRANSFORMER!!!
huahahahahahahaa...
really dun care abt all my HW liao! >.<

just now went to PizzaHut eat lunch with mummy.. =)
after eat lunch walk2 n window shopping..
b4 do the shopping we went to Library..
infront of the library suddenly mummy stop at the notice board n she called me to C something..
u know wad we C??!?!
we saw her pict there!!!
huahahahahahahaa....
then we went to COTTON ON.. she said cotton on got discount!! then we went there n we saw this shirt or jacket or cardigan or wad ever it is that i like since long ago.. then she asked me to buy!! hahahahahha...
at last get wad i wan!! woOoHhHoOoO... =)
and buy that in very cheap price!!! hahahahahaa,,
lucky me nvr buy it that time.. :p
i really luv it.. =)
thank you mummy.. =)

during this holiday always stay at home watch movie and FBing..
last week colour my nail.. :p
black colour with skull sticker!!! huahahahhaha...
mummy help me make.. :)
last saturday went orchard with Yoky.. went there to ask smth at the fish shop.. then from there went to marina.. try to grab toy but cant get it!! =.=
then play bowing for 1 game.. we pay for 1 game n we play 2 games!! play 1 get 1 FREE!!!! huahahahahaha..
after that play POOL for abt 2 hrs.. :p
then went to KFC to eat coz both of us long time nvr eat KFC already.. after eat went towards BISHAN as he hv 25% voucher at Haagen-Dazs.
he ordered banana split BUT the ice cream changed to VANILLA and i ordered chrunchy something.. i cant remember the name.. :p

here some pict that we took.. =)

Thatz our lunch.. =)

saw mummy's face at Library's notice board!! huahahahhaa...

Thats wad i bought!!and guess wad?! its LAST PIECE!! ^^

My current Nail.. =)

Thatz wad we had for our DESSERT!! =)

2009-06-22T04:19:00.003+08:00

GggGggOOoOoOOooDdDDdDDdd MmmMmOoOoRrrRRnNnNiiiIIIiinnNNnNgGgGgGgggGGG!!!

hELLoe everybody..
how r ya?!?! :p
yeah.. its 4am in the moring!!
i havent sleep YET!!!
huahahahahahahaha...
nowadays really sleep very EARLY!!
i mean EARLY IN THE MORNING!! :p
during the holidays i transformed my self to b a BATGIRL!!!
instead of BATMAN i bcum a BATGIRL coz at nite i'm awake n do all the stuff n in the morning i'm SLEEPING!!!
huahahahaahahhhaa..
sleep till 11 or 12+ then wake up!! :p
n during this JUNE HOLIDAY i nvr ever ever ever EVER touch any text book!!!
nvr ever read my text book or my notes..
nvr do REVISION!!!
walao... TEROK sia!! =.='

the whole day just stay at home n FBing or going out with friend ( if they asked me to go out with them) other than that just ROOTING at home!!
wanna study also dun feel like studying..
dun hv d MOOD to study u know.. =.='
just think that i miss my home town n wanna go back!!
wakakakakkakaaka...

Keiy..

enough...

enough of the RUBISH bere!!
haahahahahaha...

time to SLEEP everybody!! :)

thaTha.. ;)

2009-06-19T01:01:00.004+08:00

WooOoOOhHhHhOoOoO...

wad time is it?!?!
its 0101am!!
hahahahahahahaa...
now always sleep very EARLY!!!
i mean EARLY in the MORNING..
huauauahhhahhahahhaa...
duno y nowadays i always sleep late.. =(
i think it is because NOW is HOLIDAY!!!
seriously this holiday i'm very2 SLACK!!!
havent even touch my text book except for my A math coz i hv started my tuition.. =(

okey..
lets begin this morning with my story...
wakakkakakakaa...
gonna tok abt wad i did ytd(180609) n 2days ago (170609).

okey... on the 17th June i went to orchard to eat indo food..
my favorite restaurant which is OJOLALI.. ^^,
went there with Jo,Iris,Yu Hao and Toto.. Y we went there?!?!
because it was JO's b'day so we plan to celebrate it with him.. ^^,
actually we meet him at 1pm BUT we all LATE..
yeah.. i repeat.. WE ALL LATE!!
wakakakkakakakaka...
i woke up at 1230 ( damn late huh?! lazy bumb )
and quickly shower n go to cck to take bus to orchard.. but when i walked to cck Yuhao called n said that we all already late n he wanna surprise Jo by come tgt...
so he asked me to take cab n fetch him.. fetched him at his house then next stop is Toto's busStop.. after that Iris's house..
so we all go to orchard tgt.. when Jo saw us he like very surprise coz we all came tgt..
hahahahahhaa..
after eat went to cine to take neoPrint..
hv so much fun inside the machine..
duno wad to do and take funny pict..
huahahahahaa...
(I will upLoad some of the photos here soOn)
after that went to Bedok as we all wanna go to easCoast..
wanna skate n cycle there.. =)
went to Bedok n take bus to eastcoast..
reach eastcoast ard 530 n straight away rent the skate.. we skate for 2hrs..
Me, Toto, Iris n Yuhao take the skate while Jo take bicycle coz he said that he cant skate..
after few minutes of skating one of us DOWN...
yeah,,the 1st person felt down was IRIS!!
duno wad happened to her she suddenly felt down..
after Iris was Toto..
huahhahahahahaha..
i think he gonna do some stunt or do something i cant remember..
then after Toto is Yuhao's turn..
he bumb to this little child who were cycling..
then he and the little boy felt down,,
i pitty the little boy.. NOT Yuhao..
huhahahahahahaha...
after that i thought that i wont felt down BUT when i tryed to do the turn i felt down!!
huhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuu...
the funny part was when toto skate on this slope and suddenly he saw this car then he go to the grass n he almost hit the tree.. pitty him that time..
he almost bang the tree n the car... =(
after that we all felt thirsty n we decide to stop at the foodcourt to buy some water..
of course Jo d 1 who buy coz its easier mah to walk to the shop rather than skate there..
if we felt down how?!!?
then me n Yuhao were like wanna go toilet..
i asked Jo to help me get down coz got some stairs like that..
while Yuhao try his luck to slide down the slope!!
and the slope was like very steep!! n u know wad happen to him?!?!
Yeah.. HE FELT DOWN!!!
wakakkaakkakakaka....
after rest 4 awhile we continue to skate back coz its already 7pm n we hv to return to the shop by 730.. for the return journey Jo try his best to skate n he can do it..
but most of the time he just grab toto's shirt n toto pull him..
hahahahhhahaa...
when we skate we met Naim n some other guy from CDSS..
tok with him for awhile n continue our journey.. :p
b4 return the skate all of us train our turning..
at last i can do the turn!!
huahahahhahahahaa..
i called it the V- turn NOT the CIRCLE turn..
coz every time i wanna turn i always do the circle turn..
toto teach all of us to do the turn.. coz he is d 1 who show us that turn..
when i do the turn i felt again..
but its okey...
although we all felt quite a number of time we hv a great time.. ^^,
after skate go back to orchard..
go orchard to eat dinner.. went to cine to eat BBQ chicken..
huahahhahahaa...
we really go all the way to orchard u know..
me toto n jo were straight away to cine BUT yuhao n iris went to PS 1st to buy b'day cake for Jo..
and u know wad?!?!
we were waited for them for abt 45mins..
we were like srarving while we waited for them..
at the end we decided to order some food..
some smalll portion of food.. just to fill our stomach..
n at the end we decided to order our food 1st..
huahahahhhaa...
all of ur ordered the SAME food except for Yuhao..
we all oedered Jeck BBQ i think.. :p
the food there was like DAMN nice loh..
next time gonna eat there again. =)
when we were done with our food yuhao n iris bring the cake to the table..
n we all sang b'day song for Jo...
he was like very touch by all the thing we did for him that day..
n there were like 3 fat lady sit beside us who complain to us coz the candle that yuhao put on the cake were like keep light up everytime Jo blow the candle..
the cake was very NICE.. very DELECIOUS!!
yuhao really hv a good taste.. :p
after eat n put cream on each other's face we pack up n went to bust stop to go home..
home sweet home.. =)
i reach cck was like ard 1 already n still met xiao didi 4 awhile..
then reach home at abt 1+
go bath n on lapTop then login to FB n yeah..
just FBing till 4am!!!
wakakakakakkakakakakakkaakaa..
still can disturb my brow by misscalled him. :p
after that huh.. WELCOME to DREAM LAND. :p

then just now woke up at 11 coz my sist BF called me as he wanna confirm with me that we gonna watched TRANSFORMER on the 24 n he asked me who wanna go as he wanna book the tickets..
after that i cant slp again..
then just on my lapTop n FBing n chatting 4 awhile..
then ard 3+ feel hungry n went to CCK met xiao didi n buy some food at pasarMalam there..
went Lot1 walk2 n go C toys.. :p
looking for some STICH doll.. :p
now i really like STICH..
ahahahahhahaha...
then ard 6 went home...
on FB again n chat..
then ard 7+ xiao didi asked me wanna play basketBall or not?!?!
then i went to play basket ball till ard 1030?!
play match.. i cant play basketball n they wan me play match!!
walao.. but then hv so much fun just now..
after play i looked at the sky n i just realise that there are LOTS of STARS in the sky..
the i just lay down on the basket bal court n look at the sky..
ahahahhahhahaa...
went home at ard 12 from the basket ball court..
reach home then shower n on FB again!!
n blogging.. :p

okey readers...

good nite..
(upzie.. sould say good morning..)
heheehheehhee...

i just want to get an answer...

2009-06-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

Wad happen to me?!!?!?!?

i dunno Y i feel so MOODY today!!
feel like shit u know!!
just now late for school as ytd i slp at 3am!!
i also duno wad am i doing?!?!
basically just play my FB games n answering the lame quizes..
ahaaahahahhhaha...
also bcoz chatting through FB wall. :p
just met my ol friends on FB.
then we just talked n catch up with each other.. :)
actually 2day wanna watched movie with xiao didi.
BUT at the end he nvr go with me..
when i wanna leave school IRIS asked me wad time i watched the movie..
then she said she will come to watch with me..
soo... at last i watched with her.. :)
thank you Iris.. at least i didnt go watch alone..
even i intent to watch alone.. :)
when i walked up the hill to bus stop i was crying!!
i also duno Y i cried?!?!
walao.. i'm so SAD 2DAY!!!
at the movie also CRY!!
i nvr ever cry when i watched movie n this dance subaru can make me CRY!!
walao.. but i think i cry bcoz i got some problem la hor..
i just feel so LONELY!!!
i duno Y la..
after movie went to cityhall met xiao didi n walk to suntec!!
hahahhahaha...
then went to arcade to play!!
wearing uniforn n go arcade!!
huahahhahahhaa...
do some acting b4 go into the arcade. :p

okey..

enough for now..

cya.. ^^,

2009-06-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

WoOwWw.. wOoOwWw..wOoOwWw...

where should i begin?!?! :p

okey,,, 2day school as perNormal, go to school for the HOPE programme..
after school plan to go home n slp then go study BUT then... at the end went out with Toto, Yu Hao, Iris, Yuna and Jo. went out to celebrate Toto's b'day.. went to orchard.. ate OjoLali.. our favourite restaurant!!
ahahahahahahaha....
me n iris n yuhao often go there to eat, yup yup.. eat indonesian food!!
they always eat FISH!!
they r FISHFREAK while i'm a MOVIEFREAK!!!
ahahahahahahahaha...
anyway,,, after eat went to cineleisure to watch movie :p
we watched GOSH OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.
the movie is damn nice!!
luv the movie!! ^^,
the story line was great..
we olso took neoPrint!! hahahahahhaa...
it was fun!! ^^,
after that went to Marina Square.. they all wan to play bowling but then the bowling is like very full.
then we just walk2 there.. wiindow shopping.. :D
suddenly some1 came out with the idea to watched another movie!!
yeah.. they wan to watched movie AGAIN!!!
we watched the 930 movie.. without yuna coz she hv to go home early..
the movie ends at abr 1130!! we rush to bus stop n luckly we can take the LAST bus to go back!!
ahahahahhaaha...
BUT i cant take 190 from there.. then i take 171 n hope that i can catch 67 bus at beauty world there coz Iris stay there,, so me n yuhao also drop there..
yuHao send iris home as he can take CAB home while i hv to take bus coz i hv no money!!
my money oly left 50cents!!
how to take cab if i dun hv bus to go home?!?!
rite?!?! rite?!?! rite?!?!
at last can take 67 to go home..
hahahhaha..
reach home cant slp.. then just on my FB n check n play some games there..
ahahhahahahaha..

well...

cya... ^^,

2009-06-10T23:54:00.004+08:00

Sigh...

i duno wad happen to me 2day!??!
suddenly just feel like missing someOne..
not feel like BUT i'm missing someOne..
duno y keep thinking abt this particular person..
duno y suddenly worry abt this person?!?!
duno y suddenly i just miss this person?!?!!?!?!
when is the last time i saw this person?!?!
when is the last time i talked to this person?!?!
when is the last time i msg this person?!?!
**i dun even remember when!!
the 1st think i do was try to do something to forget abt it.
BUT I FAILED!!!
then at the end just look through all the pict in my phone..
at least can make me feel better..
at least i dun really miss this person after look at the photos in my phones..
sigh,,, Y must i miss this person?!?!

Why must I miss u again?!?!

2009-06-09T17:03:00.006+08:00

EeeLLoOoOwWWww...

iTs bEeN sO Long after i post my last post huh?!!?
well... nth much happen this holiday!!
now having JUNE holiday BUT 4 me honestly its not a HOLIDAY!!!
during this june holiday having remedial lesson!!
having hope programme.. we called it "hope for the hopeless" ahhahhaahhahahaa,,

just now dun feel like going to school so i didnt go to school.
hehehehehe...
got morning call from yu hao n i didnt pick up! :p
my teacher also called me n i didnt pick up as i'm still inside my dream land!!
hahahahahahhahhaa...

last sunday went out with siti n Yvette..
well.. long time nvr going out with them,,,
kindda miss them u know!! :(
went out to Bugis n window shopping..
other than that as perNormal..
we watched movie!!
ehehehheehe..
watched Hanna Montana the movie..
the movie quite nice..
luv the songs..
gonna ask some1 to download the songs for me..
hehehehhehehe...

last week get cheated by my Xiao Didi n his friend..
asked him to acc me watched Dance Subaru at Chatay Orchard but at the end we went to The Chatay!!
then cant watched my show!!!
at the end we watched BLOOD!!!!
i dun really like the show!!
on my opinion.. that show is NOT NICE!!!
kindda LAME!!!
waste my time n money only watch that movie!!
someMore we went there take CAB le!!
walao.. xiao didi u really waste ur money le go there take cab to rush there to watch that show!!
sigh..
inside the cinema he scolded his friend who suggested that show!!
hahahahhaa...
i also said "we better watch me show la just now!!" :D
inside the cinema when watched that show i feel like sleeping u know!!
coz i really dun like that show mag..
thatz Y i feel that way..
after the movie straight away go home..
hahahahahaaha...

well.. i duno wad to post right now..

now adays kindda lazy to blogging..
SORRY...
i just dun feel like writing something here..
i duno wad to write here.. :(

i'm missing you...do u know taht?!?!

2009-05-29T17:47:00.004+08:00

AaaOOooOoUuuUCcCCcchHhHH...

this week really crazy week 4 me.
or i shOuld say for those students who take MT?!
yup.. this whole week we had Mother Tongue lesson.
from morning till afternoon ALL THE WAY!!
someTime feel very bored!!
but wad to do?!?!
our MT parer is next monday! =(
huhuhuhhuhuhuuu...
so fast!!
but i feel i am ready for it la. =p
just give my very best shot for it.
i remembered wad my malay dance instructor advice
for us just b4 our SYF day that time..
she said " DO IT ONCE.. DO IT RIGHT!! "
Yeah..
just do it ONCE!!
give my very BEST n get a good result so that
i can concentrate on other subjects..
thatz wad mdm Bariyah suggested to us too.
she wan us to pass the xam with flying colours.
so we dun hv to RETAKE again end of the year.

Today take report book.
my result is NOT GOOD!!!
huhuuuhuhuuuuu..
actually pass all subjects
BUT i just NOT SATISFY with it!!
i SHOULD DO BETTER!!!
only get 1 A!!
the rest is Cs and Bs!!
sigh...
this JUNE holiday really need to study Xtra hard!!
cant give ths kind of result for my O Lvl.

i have nth to say here now...
or i should say i duno wad to say here..
i duno wad to say abt my mid year this time!!
so yah..

cya... ^^,

**just wanna giv quick upDate!! hehehe. =D

ALL THE BEST FOR
ALL STUDENTS WHO TAKING MOTHER TONGUE THIS MONDAY!!! ^^,

2009-05-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

wOoOoWw...

its been so long i nvr upDate my blog.
when is the last time i post here?!?
last week?!?!NOPE..
last last week?!?! (mayb)

okey.. it does not metter now,,,
i've just finished my mid year!
yupz...
just finish my MID YEAR TEST!!
2day is the LAST day 4 me.
some of my friends already finish their papers..
i had A maths paper2 just now.
sigh..
dun ask abt d paper..
it was damn hard!!
i cant do 3 question loh!!
huh..

after the paper straight away went to beautyWorld
to meet YuHao n Iris..
yeah.. after that cold war we ( Me n YuHao)
hv new member..
the new member is IRIS..
hehehehehe...
always go with her now..
go study tgt..
go watch movie tgt..
n do lots of things tgt..
meet them n from there we went to CCK.
i went home to bath n change.
after that went to MARINA BAY.
reach marina bay we waited for the shuttle us to go to marina barrage..
when the bus came.. we aboard d bus then suddenly we get down from d bus as IRIS actually wanna go SKATE n cycle n that YuHao told her that at marina barrage we cant skate n cycle.
then we get down from d bus n make an U-turn back to raffles plc.
we took taxi go to EAST COAST.
reach there abt 6pm.
straight away rent 1bike n 2 skate.
iris n yuhao skating n i cycling.
it was FUN..
iris felt down quite a number of times..
n yuhao just laugh at her. (so bad le)
after skate for quite long iris decided to change
with me.. n when i skate i also felt down!!
duno felt down how many times loh!!
felt down till my butt pain!!
walao.. that yuhao torture me in this way.
coz i think he duno how to torture me. =p
after skate n cycle for abt 2hrs we went to
blow bubble. hahaha..
like little child blowing bubble!!
there were few couples sit near us..
n when we blow d bubble i think i gave a ROMANTIC sensation for them!! hahahahhaa...
thatz wad we think..
half way blowing d bubble YuHao asked us whether we r hungry or not
then we went to eatat this Hong Kong Restaurant..
the service is SUX man!!
d food also not really nice.
while we were waiting we took lots n lots n lots of photos.
cant upload here coz i cant get YuHao's permission.
heheheheehhee..
i hv to fulfill my promise not to post any of his "siao" photos.
after finish eating went to 7-11 as YuHao wanna buy some DRINK so we acc him went there to buy.
then he bought 2 drinks..
he gave me 1..
at the end on d way to bus stop YuHao n Me drink gtg as Iris dun wan. then i finish d whole bottle. =p
we were rushing to find d bus stop to bedok as it was ard 10 already.
scared cant catch last bus to go back to CCK.
at the end can make it. hahahaa..
reach bedok there aard 1015 n walked to 67 bus stop,
waited there for abt 15 or 20mins.
as u know 67 is damn bloody slow!!
when waiting 4 67 iris wanna blow bubble again BUT suddenly d bus came. then she just keep it. hahhahaa..
we took 67 ALL THE WAY to bukit timah.
it takes abt 1hrs.
in d bus talk a lots of things.
as per normal.. we always bully YuHao..
n yeah.. we did that!!
we did it by asking some tricky question to him!
wahhahahahhaa...
we send IRIS home as she hv to walk quite far from her bus stop.
we were worried abt her mag.. eventhough there were no more bus to go back we still send her.
after send her walk back to d bus stop n flaged a CAP!!
send YuHao 1st as my house is d furthest!!
as i have no cash in my wallet YuHao PAY for the fares.
hehehhehee..

reach home bath n straight away FLAT on my BED!!!
ahahahahhahaa...

2009-05-11T12:06:00.006+08:00

I just came back from INDONESIA!!
ahahahahaa...
i went to Batam last Sat with Siti n Family.. ^^,
the trip was GREAT!!
eventhough its just a short trip BUT i enjoy it.. ^^,
thanks for siti's parents who allowed me to go with them.. ^^,
having so much fun with them..
especially with Siti..
actually me..siti.. siti's sist n her fiance dun wan to stay over
BUT after we C d hotel we change our mind!!
ahahahhhaa...
reach batam straight away go SHOPPING!!!
i didnt shop lots of thing
just shop indo snack. =p
but lots n lots n lots of snack.
ahahahahaa...
other than that just buy 4 piece of shirt.. =p
n 2 of them is almost identical with siti.
i duno Y siti n me always buy almost d same shirt!
ahahhahaa...
at batam i can contact all my friends n fam..
well.. i didnt contact all my friends actually.
i just contact few of them
but just few of them i can finish 438 sms within a day!!
hhahahahaha...
i tok to my Brow for 3 hours when i'm in batam..
we talked from 12am to 3am.
ahahhha..
then d next morning i hv to wake up at 730!!
oh man...
i still very very very sleepy that time!!
n b4 i slp that nite i called HIM (not my Brow)...
well.. actually b4 i called my brow of course coz
he cant slp late as he got thing to do next day..
at least i can tok to him abt lots of thing. ^^,
i also asked him some advice for my cold war..
he advice me to surrender 1st..
rather than keep this war going..
its better to surrender..
i get a good news from him when i was in Batam. ^^,
i was very very happy to hear that news..
coz thatz wad he really wan now.. ^^,
i know he can do it.. ^^,
now i just wan him to giv his best shot for every test to get that.
when i called him..
he was shocked hear my Dardar siti screaming like a mad woman!!
n i told him that she is a mad woman!!
hahahha...
*sorrie dar.. =p

i missing him now!!
huhuuhuuhuuuhuhuuu..
*wad is this feeling?!?! y must I feel this way?!

my brow keep bully me when we talked..
n i asked some advice from him abt my cold war..
same as HIM..
my brow also advice me to surrender 1st..
coz he know me very well..
he know that my EGO is very very high!!
i sometime really cant control my ego!!
i really a stubborn person!!
whenever i wan something or wan to do or to get something
i MUST get it no matter wad.. =p
thatz a bad thing abt me..

well... at batam siti really shop a lot!
ahhahaha..
i helped her bargain!!
there is 1 time when i bargain i was on d phone with my brow..
then after i bargain i gt scolded by him!!
coz the way i bargain is WRONG!!
ahahahahaha...
he said when u bargain u must b patient!!
cant go too fast!!
its not that i go too fast of wad hor..
it is because i dun hv d patient to do that..
n i also not really good in bargain!!
aahhahahaha...

on d way to d harbour i keep msging my brow my my bestie in indo..
u know the feeling when u gonna leave ur country?!?!
well... not many of u can feel that way.
but when i reach there i feel there is something which is missing
n i feel very SAD!!!
i duno Y?!!?
but whenever i going to leave indonesia i always feel that way..
sigh..
i still cant control that feeling eventhough i always do it over and over n over again.
i feel like crying when the ferry leaving batam..
i called my friends n my brow again..
called them for the last time..
i was very SAD when i cant call HIM!!
duno Y i cant call him..
i msg him also nvr reply me.. =(
*mayb he was busy hor!? coz when i came back to Singapore he going to his granpa house..
i called my friend n he said "hey.. dun cry.. u still can go back next time"
yeah.. right!! =)
n when i go back he MUST fullfil his promise!!
ahaahaaahahahaaa...

last but not least i really wan to THANK Siti
n Her Fam who bring me along with them to Batam ^^,

okey.. enough for now..
its kind of long post of mine.. =p
i have lots of memory when i visit batam this time..
it was my 1st time explore Batam!!
ahahahaha...
everytime go batam only for transit n nvr go walk around!!
so it was my first time jalan2 at batam!
ahahhaa..

okey,,, next stop is my hometown!! =p
*next stop arh?! duo when is the "next stop" gonna be. =p

okey..

cya..

upDate later,,
ahahhhaa...

*i MISS him...

2009-05-08T23:59:00.004+08:00

Sigh...

lots of thing happen in my life this week!!
feel like SHIT!!!
now i having cold war with my bestie!!
duno Y he dun wan tok to me n yuHao...
since monday he already act differently..
duno wad happen to him n to us?!?!
i hate this situation!!!
n dun wan to lose 1 more friend!!!
i wan to settle this probz as soon as possible!!!
sigh..
none of us wan to surrender!!!
our EGO is SsOo HIGH!!
no one wan to surrender 1st!!

*toto... wad is going on with our friendship??!
r u really wan to end it here?!?!
like this?!?! =(

hope this cold war going to end as soon as possible!!!
n we can do our old routine!!
i miss the time we spent 2gether Buddy!!!
i miss all the laughter n all the nonsense... =(

2009-05-03T17:45:00.002+08:00

Aiz...

2day is the LAST day for me to RELAX!!

coz 2mrw is MID YEAR oledi!!!

aaarrggghhhh....

i havent ready!!!

sigh...

just wish that i can pass all subjects..

from 2day onwards must START studying oledy!!
cant play oledy!!
must start revision oledi!!

k...

k..

k...

enough of the crab!!

gonna study now!!

Cya...

n

GOOD LUCK FOR ALL MY FRIENDS FOR UR MID YEAR!!
ALL THE BEST FOR U.. ^^,

2009-05-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Just now had BBQ at Toto's plc..
VERY VERY FUN!!!
hahahhaa..
really hv so much fun just now!!
BUT get bullied by SITI n IRIS!!
as pernormal SITI will ALWAYS BULLY me!!!
n 2day also get SURPRISE from my 2 buddy!!!
i really cant believe wad they gave me for my b'day present!!
i duno Y they think to giv the that!!
do u know wad they give me?!!?
they give me an ARMY BIKINI!!
yeah!!! BIKINI!!!
I was S-H-O-C-K
n YuHao still can say " u like ARMY rite?! thatz ur favourite design!! "
how can they giv me BIKINI??!!!
they r CRAZY!!!
i really duno Y they think of that!!!
when i wear that thing man!?!??!
some more he asked Iris to helped them buy!
Iris also get bullied my them!!
walao...
they all arh!!
but anyway...
i appreciate it.. ^^,

oh ya.. Y i said i get bullied by Iris n Siti?!?!
its bcoz they FORCE me to wear a DRESS!!!
yeah.. they force me to wear a dress!!
where i get d dress?!?!!
IRIS gave me DRESS as my B'day present.. ^^,
THANK YOU IRIS.. ^^,
to b honest i really like that!! ^^,

yeeaah.. yesterday was the FIRST TIME i wore a DRESS!!!
really my 1st time wear that kind of dress!!
other than during dance performance i NEVER n NEVER wear
those girlie shirt and DRESS!!
*that musical is exception!!! =)
or looks girlie!!
i cant post d photo here..
i duno Y my cardReader cant read my memory card!!
next time when i get the photo that siti, iris n itam took
i will post here okey?!?! =)

all of them shock when they C me wear that dress!!
especially my sist BF!!
he nvr C me wear like that mag!!
n he said " i think u better wear that kind of dress more ofter "
okey la..
can consider abt it la!!
hehehehe...
but wear DRESS to go where?!?!
i only hv 1 dress mag!!! =p

really wanna thank ALL my friends who come for the BBQ just now.. ^^,
thanks for siti n iris who helped me dress up!
n thanks for toto who provide the BBQ pit!!
n not to forget thanks for my sist who organise it!! ^^,
even its a combined b'day party..
i still hv so much fun!!
*siti... thanks for the Bear!! hhehee..
i get 1 more BEAR!! ^^,

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!! ^^,

LOVE YOU GUYS... ^^,

2009-05-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah,,,

2day is a holiday!!!

LABOR day!!!

was thinking to sleep till very late!!

BUT some1 disturb my sleep just now!!
bloody hell!!!
duno if i'm very tired arh!?!?
early morning come my house n call me!!
i still sleeping n called me to open d door someMore!!
aiz...

d 1 n only 1 who did this is none other that my sist bf!!
He was looking for my sist!!
but she already left for work!!
then he keep asking me so many things!!
aiz..
after that i continue my sleep los!!
dun care abt him la!!
let him confuse!!
hahahahahaa...
coz wad i need is SLEEP!!!
wakakkaakakaa...

wake up ard 1+ i think!! (so lazy bum huh?!)
then go for tuition!!
sigh...
mid year is coming!!!
huhuhhuhuhuuu...

just now went to watch X-Men at Lot1 there,,
just now the cinema was FULL!!
usually only few ppl will watch there!!
but 2day so many ppl watch there!
hahaha,,
the movie is NICE!!
i love the bigining part!!!
very very very COOL!!
ahhahahaa...
must watch la that movie!!
next stop is RAMEN GIRL!!!
really want to watch that move!!
who wan to acc me watch?!!?
ehehhehe..
*Walao... mid year is cuming still think to watch movie?!!?
i'm MAD!!! ahahahahhaa...

oKey...

Cya ReaDErs.. ^^,

GoOd NiTe... ^^,

2009-04-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

well.. just now hv duty 4 X country!!
very FUN la just now!!
aahhahahaa...
my Check Point was at CP 5...
near BP primary there...
not so near though...
at that CP can C who is the 1st runner
for the 1st half of the run!!
but cant really know who r the winner?!?!
every time saw a juniors who already wanna giv up
i said "GO!! RUN!!!"
n they keep saying "tired la!! u duno arh?! u nvr run mag!"
walao...
i also know how it feel loh!!
for the past 3 years i also run 4 d X country los!!
BUT this year Mr Lee said Sec 5A have to retired
so i nvr run los!!
if not i gonna run!!!
run for the last time!!
hhahhaha...

not only d students run 2day!!
d teachers also run!!
saw Mdm Yap... Mr Lee HK... Mr Hoe...
n some other teacher...

after all d teachers run me n by partner Yuna went back to school..
walked with Hendra n Alastair...
when we walked to school Alas suddenly bcum crazy!!
duno wad is wrong with that boy?!?!
he showed us all kind of walk!!
got Gay walk.. Ah Lien walk.. Ah Beng walk.. good boy walk.. etc...
got take video of that!!
really funny la that boy!!
ahahahhaa...
reach school n C d price giving ceremony..
good that Mr Lee thanks 5A as we did a GREAT job!!
ahhahhaa...
if not arh!!!
gonna protest!!
hahahhahahaha...
when he said "thanks for 5A"
me.. ila n some other students stand up!!
ila who hv this idea!!!
agaagaggaa..
even though very paiseh we still stand up!!

after that tiring day in school meet Xiao Didi at CCK..
actually meeting him at 7 BUT i reach CCK at 7!!
ahahhahhaa...
then at the end i met him at 8!!
sorry to keep u waiting!! =(
met him coz he wan to celebrate my b'day..
y 2day?!!?
its bcoz he now serving NS mag!!
yeaterday cant book out so he celebrate it 2day with me!!
ehehehehe...
when i met him he said " lets go BUGIS!! "
i was like WAD THE HELL!!!
i told him that i tell my sist that i go cck 4 awhile!
n he answer me "who said we go Lot1?!?! i said later we go somewhere!!"
then i just shut my mouth!!
ahhahhahhaha...
i hv nth to say!!!
even i felt very tired i still can go out to bugis!!
went to kinokunia met his friends...
then went eat!!
after that went to bugis mrt station..
outside d mrt station there they all sang a b'day song 4 me!!
n my Xiao Didi hold a cake!!
aaahhaa...
he bought a cake for me too!!!
he bought that cake coz his friend suggested it to him!!
if not i duno la hor!! =p

after the tiring day went home n straight away FLAT on my bed!!
very very tired la 2day!!!

THANK YOU XIAO DIDI.. ^^,

thanks to celebrating my b'day!! ^^,

2009-04-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

WwWwOoO..

wad day izit?!?!
yeah.. 2day is my B'day!!
ahahahahaa...

well.. nth special 4 my b'day this time..
just go school as pernormal..
ehhehehe...
in d morning ALL my classmates sang a b'day song 4 me!!
so sweet of them rite?!?!
thanks to Gek Cheng who told eddy to write "happy birthday adelia"
on d board..
when they sing that b'day song my face really turn red!!
paiseh liao!!!
some more its in d morning!!
some of 5A neighbor also hear that!!
n during MT ilah sing a song again!!
then d MT students from 4E1 wish me a happy b'day too.. ^^,
thank you for them.. ^^,

after school went home as i hv nth to do in school..
quite boring la my b'day!!!
just go school.. go home.. then study!!
ahhahahaa...
thats wad i tell ppl if they ask me "wad r u going to do on ur b'day?!"
reach home then went to Limbang to study...
atudy till 4+ then felt bored!!
moved to CCK Library...
stay down there till 930 as the library close at 93- mag!!
ahahhhahaa...
still dun wan to go home then go to Mcd..
was thinking to use d internet BUT
duno Y cant connect to d wireless!!
fell PekCik then play game while waiting 4 my sist!!

when she reach CCK met her infront of TOP SHOP!
n u know wad?!?!
she bought a cake 4 me!!
too bad i cant post d pict here!! =(
my little n tiny b'day cake!!
ehehhhehee..
she gave me b'day cake at the very last minute of my b'day!!

amyway...

thanks 4 her who r willing to buy me b'day cake!! ^^,
even she finish work very late she still buy cake 4 me!! ^^,

well.. quite dissapointed just now when i saw my Class T!!
coz there is NO my name on it!!
huhuhuuhuhuuu,,,,
SAD.. =(
but its okey,,,
every1 make mistake!! ^^,

2mrw gonna hv duty 4 X country!!!
need to support my Junior 2mrw 4 d run!!
ahhhaha...

okey....

gOoD NiTe..

and...

Thank You for EVERYTHING guys.. ^^,

2009-04-24T23:24:00.001+08:00

well... nth special 2day..

went to embassy n correct my address!!

after that went to orchard to meet Yoky,,

meet him.. walk2..

then buy a pair of movie tickets..

we watched FRIDAY THE 13th,,,

the show for me not really nice!!

okok la..

can concider!!

hahhha..

after watch movie went to Taka as we were hungry!!

met my indo friend n acc her to bugis

to buy BAG!!

that cute bag!!

i also wan to own ONE!!

hehehe..

was thinking to buy 1 bag for my friend tOo..

but i think its too early to buy now!!

hahahaha..

when i going back to solo then i gonna buy1!! =p

reach home ard 9+

once i reach home i straight away called that birthday boy!!

ahahhahaa..

was thinking to sing a b'day song but too paiseh!!

wakkakakakkaa...

only sing d intro part then we laugh!!

i hv so much fun when i called him just now..

got smth very different from him now..

duno wad it suppose to mean la!!

he thought 2day i'm in INDONESIA..

he thought 2day i'm in my homeTown!!

hhahaahahhaa...

when i said i'm in singapore he dun believe me!! =(

he still duno abt my plan to go to Batam next next week!!

gonna surprise him!!

eheheheheehhee...

we really had so much fun just now,,,

i tok quite a lot of things with him..

ask him few advices..

and ask some oppinion abt smth that keep bothering me!!

sigh...

i really fell that got smth really different from him since d last time we talked..

i duno Y i felt that way?!!?

just C wad will happen next la... ^^,

well... my b'day also coming.. ^^,

become OLDER n OLDER n OLDER each year!!

but it's OKEY...

each year i learn someThing.. ^^,

wad i wish for this year?!?!

i still think abt it!!

ahhahhaa...

anyway,,,

till then

cya... ^^,

Glad that i can tok to him again!! n share LOTS of stuff..

2009-04-23T19:38:00.005+08:00

weLL... weLL... WeLL...

where i should begin?!?! =p

these few days always go Limbang Mac to study n use the FREE wireless!!
ahahahhahaa....
at home NO internet man!! =(
sOb.. sOb.. sOb...
at last my com can b use again!!
after dead for few weeks!!
ahahahaha...

school as perNormal 2day..
nth special la 2day...
i duno wad happen to me this week
i ALWAYS wake up LATE!!! =(
2day was the 3rd time i woke up late!!!
thanks to Toto n Dewi who giv me wake up call.. =)
but luckily i'm NOT LATE to school
coz d shuttle bus was late tOo..
n i reach the bus stop just nice!!!
eventough i hv to stand near the door there!!
at least i'm not late!!
if i late 2day for sure gonna stay back for DETENTION!!
dun wan to go for detention liao!!
just now was thinking to take taxi to school BUT
i have no money!!
no money how to take taxi?!?!
ahhahahaa...
then just try my luck to take bus...
n at the end i reach the bus stop @ d right timing!!
hahahahaa..
wad a lucky day 4 me.. =p

2mrw not going to school..
lazy n need to go Indonesia Embassy to change my address..
1 more reason Y i dun wan go to school is bcoz
i havent finish all my HW!!
hehehee,,
duno wad Mrs Liang gonna say 2mrw!!
will she angry on monday?!!?
*hope not.. =p
2mrw gonna meet Yoky at Orchard n watch Fridy the 13.
ehhhehee,,
that time me,toto n yu hao plan to watch that movie...
BUT when i asked them whether they wan to watch or not they dun wan to watch,,,
then NVM loh.. =p
its been quite long i didnt meet him.. =p
my class mate called me MOVIE FREAK oledi!!
its not that i'm a movie freak..
i just acc my sist or my friends or wad so ever to watch.. =p
but some time i d 1 who ask them to go watch with me,,
hehehehe..
i duno how many movie i've watch since January?!?! =p

2mrw is his b'day!!!
confirm... n for sure i gonna call him!!
hahahahahaa..
find out wad he do on his b'day..
where n with who he celebrate it?!?!
but actually just wanna hear his voice!!
ehehhehee...
miss his laughter!! =p
duno when i can meet him?!?!
hopefully when i go back early next year..
ehhehehehehee...
*already hv lots n lots n lots of plan to do when going back to Solo next year,,
hope it can be done!! ^^,

my b'day olso cuming soon!! =p
ehehehheee...
gonna celebrate it with my sist BF b'day...
combine b'day party.. =p
we need to save money!!
so we gonna hav combine b'day party..
hehehhee...
we gonna have BBQ party!! =p
discuss abt d venue last nite..
at the end decide to held it at my bestie plc..
hehhheee...
at least he willing to help me.. ^^,
thank you so much..
LUV U..
*luv as a friend.. ^^,
just C how is it next week..
eehehehehehehhee,,,

i gonna go BATAM with Siti's Family next month!!
very exited abt it!! =D
ehehhhee..
at least can go Batam n contact most of my friends..
n also contact HIM n my Brow!!
miss my Brow so much now!!
they still duno abt it,,
ehehehe..

WoW...

SucH a LonG pOSt!!!

GoOd NiTe rEadERs.. ^^,

2009-04-22T17:03:00.002+08:00

wOw...

Singapore is very hot nowadays!!the weather is very HUMID!!

can't take it man!!!

weLL...i'm quite sad right now..

as i get a BAD news!!

last sunday actually went out with siti n Mummy..

went to lot1 to watch 17again,,the show quite nice n funny...

hahahaaaa....

on that day i felt happy n sad at the same time..

happy as i can went out with siti n Mummy,,,

BUT sad coz i get a bad news from HIM,,

huhuuuuuhuhuhuhuuu...

he told me that he got some bad news..

n he dun wan to tell me..

then force him to tell me!!

ahahaahahhaa...

he said that he CAN'T get in to d ARMY ACADEMY!!

i was shocked as he really put in a lot of effort to go to there yet he cant get in!!

he already train for more than 8months

n he get this bad news!!

walao...

n the worse part is that he is sick right now!! =(

hope that he can get well soon can get a good news from the police academy...

his b'day coming soon seh!!

but too bad la cant celebrate!!

mayB next time then celebrate it with him..

ahahahahaa...

i now really stress out man!!

got lots of homeWork to do!!

especially my A MATHS!!!

each n every lesson confirm get 1 homeWork!!

n its not only few question!!

the HW is the WHOLE exercise!!!

walao...lots of work to do!!

thats all for now..

Cya.. ^^,

2009-04-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

hey.. hey... hey...

how r u doing?!!?!?!

its been so long i nvr blogging..
busy with the speech day preparation
n all school stuff,
heehhehehee...

wOw...
sPEech day is OVER...
n u know wad??!?!
this year the speech day was AWESOME!!!
especially the gran finale part!!
it was FUN n AWESOME!!
hehehheehe...
i think this speech day was the BEST SPEECH day since
i joined my school...
the performance was great even though there r some mistakes
at the start n during the finale,,
but i enjoy my LAST dance performance!!
speech day is the LAST performance for me!!
as after that i hv to focus on my O'lvl already..

i really LUV the SPEECH day this year!!
aagagagaggaa..

okey,,,, i duno wad to say oledi..
hehehehe...

good nite guys...

2009-04-11T21:19:00.005+08:00

Sepi...
sunyi dan sepi aq BENCI!!!Aq BENCI akan kesunyian!! aq BENCI akan rasa sepi yang slalu aq rasain!!
hanya ada aq SENDIRI d sini.. siapa yang bisa MENGHAPUS rasa sepi dan rasa sunyi yang aq rasain ini?!?!
siapa yang akan menghapus luka yang ada dalam diriq?!?aq BENCI kesunyian ini..
di sini... diruangan yang sunyi ini hanya ada aq dan benda2 mati d skitarq yang slalu senantiasa menemaniq..
hanya langit yang selalu menemaniq.. hanya langit yang tau apa yang sedang ku rasakan..
hanya langit yang bisa ku ajak berbagi airmata dikala aq sedang bersedih..
karna.. ketika aq sedang bersedih.. entah itu suatu kebetulan atau apalah itu..
langit akan menjatuhkan butir2 air k bumi..
HUJAN... itulah yang slalu menemaniq ketika aq sedang bersedih..
ketika tak seorangpun tau bagaimana kesedihanq...
ketika tak ada yang tau aq sedang menangis...
hanya hujan yang setia menemaniq..
hujan. guntur... halilintar.. yang mewakili smua gejolak dalam hatiq..
hanya bintang dan bulan yang dapat menghapus smua rasa sedih yang ada dalam diriq bila tak seorangpun tau apa yang sedang terjadi padaq...
hanya dengan melihat bulan dan bintang yang bertaburan d langit.. itu bisa menghapus rasa sedih n rasa sakit yang ada dalam diriq..
aq juga dapat tersenyum walau terkadang senyum itu bukanlah sbuah tanda kebahagiaan d diriq..
senyum hanyalah 1 pertanda bahwa hari esok pastilah lebih baik dari hari ini dan teman2q akan slalu ada d saat ku butuh..
terkadang mreka memang tak terlihat.. seperti bintang2 itu.. tapi aq tau dengan pasti.. mreka akan selalu ada untukq.
mreka akan selalu ada untuk kujadikan tempat menumpahkan smua keluh-kesahq..
tempat d mana aq bisa saling berbagi crita dan tempat d mana aq bisa mengeluarkan smua isi hariq..
aq hanya ingin terlepas dari belenggu yang ada dalam hatiq..
siapakah yang akan menyembuhkan rasa sakit ini?!?
siapakah yang bisa berbagi smua perasaan dan masalah yang ada dalam diriq?!?!

Aku BENCI akan sunyi dan sepi...
karna d dalam sepi..
aku MENANGIS!!
aku menangis meminta pertolongan..
aku menangis karna di sakiti...
d dalam sepi..
aq menyembunyikan smua rasa sakitq..
di dalam sepi...
aq hanya bisa berdiam diri..
diam tanpa ada 1 kata yang terucap..
d dalam sepi...
aku gak bisa berbagi dengan siapapun..
dan...
di dalam sepi..
aq MENUGGU...
menunggu seorang pangeran tampan
yang akan datang dan menuntunku
keluar dari kesunyian itu
ke tempat yang penuh dengan KEBAHAGIAAN...
suatu tempat yang penuh dengan rasa KASIH & SAYANG...
suatu tempat di mana tak seorangpun boleh bersedih...
suatu tempat d mana tak seorangpun boleh d sakiti..
suatu tempat d mana aku bisa menemukan pelabuhan terakhirq...
di suatu tempat d mana cinta sejati bisa d temukan
dan bisa dirasakan..
suatu tempat yang penuh dengan CINTA dan KASIH SAYANG...
suatu tempat d mana aku bisa berbagi dengan orang yang benar2q sayang...

apakah aq bisa menemukan tempat tersebut?!
apakah aq bisa menemukan orang yang benar2 bisa menghapus smua lukaq?!?!
kapankah aq bisa mendapatkan smua itu?!?!

sudahlah...
perjalanan hidupq ini masih panjang..
untuk apa q pusingkan masalah ini?!
bila sudah tepat waktunya..
smua itu akan terjawab...

I just throw all my feelings n all d things that i feel
right now..
so if U think wad i write here is a DRAMA the

GET THE HELL OUT OF MY BLOG!!!!!!

2009-04-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

huh... SYF is OVER!!
hehehe..
such a great released after doing the right thing...
and as a result of our hard work...
we get SILVER!!!
yay... ^^,

just wait 4 d chinese dance now..
their syf is on 14 april..
wish them all the best..
n could get better than the other 2 dance group..

2009-04-05T02:44:00.002+08:00

WoOohHHhhOoOOoo...

how r ya?!?!
long time nvr blogging already..
ehehehehe...
sigh..
MARCH has gone..
APRIL we start new page of our own life story..
time really flies man!!!
suddenly its APRIL already...
aiyo... i becum older this mth!! =(
but is okey...
we cant b young all the way rite?!?!
all of us 1day bcum old..

since yesterday stay over at Siti's house..
acc her as she stay at home alone..
*kasian seh... =p
so 4 2days i temporary move to her house!!
hahahahaa..
yesterday slp at 4am man!!
now this time still awake..
waiting for mummy to go home..
she just finish working..
if siti n me slp later she cant go in!!
so must stay awake!
hahahaa..
later duno wad time we slp!!
mayB we slp in d morning!!
hahahahahaa....

aiyo..
SYF is TOMORROW!!!
so d fast!!
i feel like i just start practicing for this.
n now only left few hours for this competition!!
feel excited abt it!!!
but also worried!! =(
hope all of "us" give our very best..
so that we can get a GOOD RESULT!! ^^,

Do wish us all the best okey?!?!

nth much to say now..
just wanna write smth here but duno wad to write actually..
so..
just update abt my SYF..
hahahaa....
*seriously i duno wad am i toking?!?!
again...
just ignore this post..

GOOD NITE..

2009-03-26T23:11:00.009+08:00

there is ONLY 1 word to DESCRIBE wad i feel right now..

the word is TIRED!!!!

today is damn freaking tiring day for me!!!
just now woke up early in d morning n go to school..
2day i just attend 1 1/2 lesson ONLY!!!
the reason being is because i went to the SYF rehearsal..
yeah...
we had our rehearsal TODAY!!!
everything was fine..
till we found out that we missing out something..
which is our CD!!!
then the teacher in charge hv to went back to school n take the CD..
anyway...
i dun wan tok much abt it...
we only hv 30min to practice!!
n 30 min is NOT ENOUGH!!!
can u imagine?!?!
u never ever perform at this place n yet u hv to do the blocking correctly!!
n yet we only hv 30 min!!!
overall we did our best la during the rehearsal..
before we went up to the stage...
while we were waiting..
our instructor share her experiences n all stuff..
n she tried her best to bring us up..
i mean like she makes us 4get abt wad had happened earlier..
yeah..
thatz wad she did..
and yet we still cant 4get abt it when we were dancing..
n its effect the whole thing..
sigh...
lots of things to b done!!
some more the teacher suggest her to work on our into or to change the position..
syf is only 2more weeks n we hv to change the position again?!?!
oh.. man!!!
anyway...
everything is alrite during the afternoon dance practice...
she change the choreography just for the intro!!
n we manage to learn it fast..
after all this things happened we as a team..
the malay dance group just feel like the bonding between us getting stronger n stronger...
thatz wad i feel...
i duno abt wad they feel abt it...
from i dun really like or dun really wan to go for dance practice till i like to go for every session even i'm damn bloody tired!!!
okey... mayb i go for the practice coz i HAVE to b there each n every practice
or else it will effect the whole team rite?!?!
wad my instructor said was right..
she said "when 1 of us get hurt... all of us in the team will feel the pain as well.."
yeah... thats true..
thatz wad i feel just now..
when 1 of the dancers get scolded badly..
i just feel so sad abt it..
not feel sad abt her but feel sad abt wad the teacher did to us...
**no OFENCE plz!!

n u know wad?!?!
during the dance practice our beloved instructor
gave us a present...
well..
even its just a small present..
it means a lot for us..
it become some kind of motivation for us...
*again,,, this wad i feel
we just dun wanna let her down again..
we just dun wanna disappointed her again..
yeah... we just wanna giv our best shot on that day it self..
coz at the end of the day when we.. as a team...
when we dance as 1 we will feel grate n our instructor will b very happy to c us
giving our best..
coz she d 1 who think hard for us..
the d 1 who put so much effort..
she get stress out coz of us...
we just wanna giv our best for her..
n also for our school...
well..
thaz for today...

actually lots of things happened today..
before the rehearsal... during the rehearsal.. after the rehearsal..
after school... during the dance practice...
lots n lots n lots of things happened within A DAY!!
well.. like wad i've said on my previous previous post..
anything can happen within a day... a week... a month... a year...
even an hour anything can happen...
so.. we cant predict wad gonna happen next..
so... just wait n C wad will happen.. ^^,

i just sSoOo.. TIRED!!
just wanna go to my bed n ZoOm to my "DREAM LAND"
hahahaha..
dunno wad's gonna happen in my dream land later?!?! =p
2mrw gonna go to school..
**as per normal!
gonna meet my besties...
gonna meet my crazy friends...
gonna do lots of work in school...
gonna face all the homework n tests...
sigh...

NITES READERS...

^^,

♥I just MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!♥

2009-03-24T18:52:00.005+08:00

Walao... today late to school..
hahaahhahaaa...
i very lazy to wake up today!!
thatz Y i'm late!! =p
school as pernormal..
nth special..
during geog lesson almost 80% of the class
hv to stand on the chair coz they didnt hand in their hw.
they hv to stand outside the class..
n for those who hv done d hw remain seated in the class..
mdm yap really angry just now..
of course la..
if i were her i also will angry!!
almost all the students in the class didnt hand in the hw..

sigh... last nite dream abt him!!!
i just duno Y i dream abt him!!
i dream that on my birthday he come to my house..
he wait for me under my block..
i c him waiting for me when i was walking at the bridge with siti..
when i c him there..
at the plc where we always sit..
i just dun wan to c him..
i just wanna run away from him...
but my heart insist to do that..
i just walk towards him...
then we started to tok n he giv me smth..
he also ask me to look at his ez-link card..
he paste the SAME sticker on his ez-link card...
*wad is the link?!?! my dream is always very weird!! and wad is the use of showing his ez-link card which hv same sticker like my ez-link card?!?!
anyway...
after that we tok tok tok n tok...
siti just leave me n him alone..
then...
guess wad?!!??!!
he asked for patch!!!
then i was like " what the *^%@ "
then i just start to cry!!!
duno cry for wad?!?!
then i wake up!!!
so its like duno wads going to happen next?!?!
hahhhahahaa...
yeah...
it is just a dream...
dream might be come true
BUT
most of the time it is just gonna be a DREAM!!!
anything can happen in ur DREAM n in the MOVIE...
am i rite?!?!

I duno Y i have this STRONG feeling that
HE WILL NOT COME BACK TO ME...
thats wad i feel...
coz he cant b bothered abt me now...
so i guess thats the end of it...
i also duno wad i gonna tell him or wad i gonna say
to him when he asked me to start all over again next time..
to be HONEST...
i really DUNO wad i gonna say to him..
*but for the time being HE WILL NOT ASK ME TO PATCH BACK..
but when the day comes i really duno wad's gonna happen..
OR may be that day WILL NEVER COME?!!??!!
anyway...
i just carry on with my life now...
just c wad's gonna happen next...

Okey,,,

Cya Guys...

i wanna study for my test 2mrw...
duno hv bio test or not?!?!
if have i gonna FAIL!!!
i havent even revise any chapter!!!
sigh,,,

tha... tha...

2009-03-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

2day is d 1st day of school...
nth much to say abt today...
my "lovely" school has started NEW system!!
yeah.. so called NEW!!
anyway...
dun wan to tok much abt it,,,
just follow d rules..
hahhaa...

dance practice as per normal..
but 2day there is video taking for us..
so that we can C out performance..
we havent C it yet..
but sooner we will C..
SYF is about 2 more weeks..
we only hv few more practices..
time flies man!!!
now is already end of march..
next week is already APRIL...
exam also coming!!!
huh...
lots n lots n lots of things to b done..

anyway...
just now after dance practice met siti at BP..
on my way to BPP i met mimi n i drag him to follow me!
hhahaha...
at the end his plan to go to BOON LAY canceled because
we were busy chit-chating..
hhahhahhaa...
tok lots of things with them...
mimi n siti keep bully me!!
since siti hv friend n mimi dun wan to help me
to bully siti so i just let them bully me!!
hahhahahhaa...
* Ti... u will C next time i bully u terok2!!!
wakakakakkakakaaaa.....

I feel so happy 2day!!
u know Y?!?!
coz they make me laugh...
make me smile..
make me FORGET all the things that happened to me
this few weeks...
n
because

THERE R LOTS OF STARTS IN THE SKY 2DAY!!!!

I just LOVE to C stars..
i duno Y n when i started to like to C stars... ^^,
i seldom C stars here in singapore...
but 2day there r lots of stars..
thats Y i cant stop smiling.. =D
and of course because of some1 out there..
coz of u i can just 4get all this thing
JUST for AWHILE..
even just for awhile it means a lot to me..
thanks...

now really trying to FORGET all the thing that happened to me
this few weeks..
FORGET ALL the memories abt him...
yeah...
keep trying...
FORGET it bit by bit...
i just LET HIM GO...
just let it be...
i'm still alive without him by my side...
he also enjoy his "FREEDOM" now...
he can do wad ever he wanna do..
so..
just let it be
n just go with the flow...

may be he is not for me BUT for some other girl who really meant to be with him...

so.. just enjoy my LIFE now...
i can do lots of things without worrying
that he gonna mad at me..
he gonna jealous...
he gonna worry abt me...
yeah...
just enjoy my SINGLE LIFE for now.. ^^,

Thanks for them
n thanks for the stars...
*i thank the stars?!?!

alrite...

nites guys...

sweet dream... ^^,

2009-03-22T11:38:00.008+08:00

I just REALIZE that my blog skin CANT b SEEN if i open it using internet Explorer
kindda weird..
just open with mozila if u wanna C the blog properly..
i duno wad is wrong with it..
just too lazy to edit it again..
so.. just kindly open my blog using mozila n u all can C blog skin n all..
^^,
but if u do not hv mozila firefox then its okey..
just read my post dun hv to c d blog skin..
i will work it out next time..
heheehehe...

thanks guys.. ^^,

Which GUY will abe to do this to HIS GIRL FRIEND?!?!

2009-03-22T10:07:00.009+08:00

When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she bites her lips - [kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]

When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]

When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]

When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]

When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]

WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]

When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]

When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]

When she post this - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever

- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it

- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

Who will b able to do ALL this stuff?!?!
i wonder if 1 day i could find a GUY who could do ALL this to me...
ho sweet it gonna be if he could do MOST of it..
not ALL but MOST of it...

2009-03-21T11:14:00.010+08:00

I HATE my self!!!

Y?!?!
it is because
i CANT LET go wad i suppose to let go..
i really duno Y i keep holding on it!!
keep hoping that he will come back to me..
even i know that he will not come back to me..
even lots lots of ppl said he is not good guy..
lots lots of ppl said i can get a better person than him...
i really duno Y each day i just MISSING him
each day this feeling become bigger n bigger..
i really duno Y i MISS HIM?!?!?!?!?
Y MUST I MISS HIM?!?!!
pieces of my heart is missing him...
there is something that missing from me now..
there is an EMPTY space in my HEART
n i need some1 or something to fill up d EMPTY SPACE...

I HATE my self!!!
i MUST let him go rite?!?!
i really need something to make me 4get abt him!!
i need to keep my self busy!!
but busy with wad?!?!
even yesterday when i'm studying i also think of him!!!
sigh...

BUT
last thursday when i went for my dance training..
early in d morning
i felt so LONELY n
my SORROW mood come...
i just keep thinking of him..
i MISS HIM SO MUCH..
and when i start my dance practice..
i duno Y i just focus on my dance step
n 4get EVERYTHING that happened to me!!
am i really enjoy dancing?!?!
i just enjoy my time with all my dance member..
i cant explain Y i really can 4get wad happened to me..
and i also can 4get abt him!!
i duno wad happened?!??!
then after dance i think "am i really enjoy dancing?!?!"
i cant answer my own question...
sigh...

NOW the problem is whenever i'm alone i will think of him..
wad is wrong with me?!!?
HE dun even giv a damn to me now!!
4 him i'm JUST invisible now..
Y i still think of him?!?!
Y?!?!?
can any1
TELL ME ONEVALID REASON Y I CANT let him go that easily?!?!
*Yeah,,, ONE.. JUST ONE REASON!!!!!
n

TELL ME Y MUST I LET HIM GO?!?!?!?

CAN ANY ONE TELL ME!!!!!

SERIOUSLY....
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!

2009-03-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

Sigh...
holiday is going to end soOn!!
n guess wad?!?!
i havent finish my homework!!!
DAMN it!!
5 more to go man!!
uhuhuuuhuhuuu...

this morning wake up n felt very very very
BORED n I duno Y i just FELL so

LONELY!!!!!

i just duno Y i just felt that way...
and i just duno Y i'm just MISSING HIM!!
sigh...

Y cant I just LET HIM GO?!?!
Y is it so DIFFICULT for me to let him go?!?!
wad did he do till make me feel this way?!?!
wad make me LOVE him sOo dEePLy?!?!
sigh...
i cant explain Y i can LUV him that much...
i also duno wad make me LUV him?!?!
its not abt materials or face or ur intelligent
its about my FEELING towards U..
u get wad i mean?!?!
u understand now?!?!
*hopefully some1 out there understand wad i feel n wad i mean..
or mayB only I understand that. SIGH...

is it true that "it takes few seconds or minutes to DUMP a girl?!"
*boys.. can u answer me?!?!

Y am i still thinking of him?!?!
to b honest whenever i'm alone
i'll think abt him
just like this morning...
i dunno my tears start to dropping
and i just grab my VERY 1ST "BABY" n hug it...
i luv my "babies"..
ALL of it..
BUT i also hv my favourite baby.. ^^,
anyway...

i just went to school for my last practice for the
march holiday..
we hv to perform either solo or pair..
1more week to go for the SYF..
after SYF gonna CUT my HAIR
and
concentrate for my O Lvl..

just now meeting siti at lot1 n eat dinner with her..
we start to tok abt our probz n everything..
i told her almost everything that i did
this few days..
n she was shocked!!
ahahahhaa...

clarification abt my previous post..
the guy form my past was not
the 1 u expected man!!
he is not here!!
he just out there..
somewhere..
at another part of this world..
he is NOT in SINGAPORE...
anyway...
i just wanna clarify that..
so U cant ASSUME!!!
that HE is HERE..
he is NOT EVEN NEAR by my side NOW..
i CANT even C him!!
sigh...
my life is SsSsOoOo unpredictable...
yeah.. its MY LIFE,,,

Nites Guys... ^^,

2009-03-16T21:22:00.012+08:00

2day is the very 1st day of my march holiday!!
nth much abt this holiday la actually..
even i have a holiday i still need to go to school
for dance practice coz SYF is ard the corner!!
only 3 more weeks left!!
soOo.. need to put more effort during the practice.
sigh..
hopefully the result of the SYF can b my BIRTHDAY PRESENT
from my dance mate n from my school!!
hahahahahaa...

from just now i was doing my math assignment for this holiday..
its damn freaking a lot man!!
i still hv lots of home work to b done!!
sigh...
so many work too little time..
wad can i do?!?!
should manage my time properly...
can i manage my time properly?!!?
can i?!?!
well.. just C whether i can finish all d home work
and all the revision for my bio test next week or not..
i havent even start my bio revision!!
DAMN IT!!!

Out of sudden this guy from the past come to my life again..
he started to msg me..
started to give that "concern" to me..
we started to tok again..
we started to catch up with each other..
it has been few months we didnt contact each other
after that accident happened..
and now he started to contact me again..
nothing has change from him..
nothing has change from the way he tok to me..
he just the same as last time..
he still d 1 who i know last time...
wad he said was right..
"after all this thing happen nothing will change.. we still like last time"
thatz wad he told me that day..
even that time i still not really sure abt wad did he said..
but now.. he prove it to me
that nothing has change from him..
his attitude towards me still d same as last time..
his attitude just the same as wad he did to me b4 that accident..
did he come at the right time?!!??
y he come again to my life now??!
now i dun wan to giv too much hope into it..
i just go with the flow now...
me my self n he himself also dun exactly know
when we can meet each other again..
anyway..
when the right time is come me n him will meet each other..
either we plan to meet each other
or we accidentally bum to each other somewhere next time..

Y this life is FULL of SURPRISES n SO COMPLICATED?!?!?!
y people just walk in n walk out from our life?!?!
who will stay forever in our life at the end?!?!
who is our soul mate?!?!
can we find our soul mate so easily?!?!
how we know that this person is our soul mate?!?!
does the 1 who always b with us is our soul mate?!?!?!

we really cant predict wad will happen to us today..

tomorrow...

the next day...
next month..

next year..

we only can plan our future..

but...

will it really happen according to our plan?!?!

nobody knows...

its a mystery...

life is FULL of MYSTERY...

wad CRAP i talking abt now?!?!
i dun even know wad i talking about here..
just ignore my nonsense post 2day...
too stress till like this!!!
ahahahahahha...

ENJOY UR HOLIDAY GUYS... ^^,

2009-03-15T23:55:00.006+08:00

my plan to go study at changi really happened!!
ahahahhaa...
me.. my sist.. toto and yu hao went to changi to study!!
so far huh?!?!
but.. we really did that thing!!
hahahahaa..
after all d arguments we had..
we went there..
u know wad time we reach there?!?!
we reach there ard 5+
hahahaa...
b4 went there something FUNNY happened
between me n toto!!
we really laugh out loud!!
cant stop laughing when we tok abt it!!
wakakakakaaa...
i feel i'm really stupid..
toto asked me called yuhao n yet i called him
n straight away say "tan *% *#@.. ni cai na li?!"
n toto was very very OON n said "huh?! i'm toto!!"
n we both laugh!!
hahahahhahaa....
i didnt realize that i called him!!
anyway...
thatz our joke of d day...
another joke we create at changi!!
also make fun of my dearest yuHao...
*sorry yuHao.. dun get hurt okey... ^^,

we study at TCC at terminal3 changi airport..
we sit there till 9 o'clock
4 of us order drink n sit down there do our assignment
n also scold each other...
joke joke..
well... when we study dun hv to b too focus!!
need to relax also rite?!?! =p
then out of sudden 1 of us said " lets go watch movie!"
then we started to tok abt wad movie is showing in the cinema now..
since yuHao's phone is really hitec so he check the nearest cinema.
at last we decided to watch "COMING SOON"
it's a horror movie..
its DAMN BLOODY scary!!
MUST WATCH that movie!!
i recommended that movie if u wan to watch horror movie!!
then we watch that movie at 915 at downtown east there..
after that went home take 67 all d way from tampines to cck!!
ahahahaha...
2day is the 1st time yuHao wet home late!!
brake record man!!
congrats yuHao.. =p
next time do it again!!!
ahahahhaa...
next time we go to changi again to study Okey?!?!
ahahhhahaa..

2009-03-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

Well..nothing much 2day..
actually planed to go study with siti n yu hao..
but at the end just chit chat with yu hao..
hahahahahaa...
at first my mood of studying really there BUT
after meet him all gone!!
he make my study mood GONE!!
must blame him!!
ahhahhhahaa....
after meet him then went to BPP..
we eat at LJS there..
eat the seafood combo!!
its expensive man!!
$6++ and its not really nice!! =p
then he add on with shrimp and pegled chicken..
we share d food as i have not enough money
n he also dun wan to eat so much..
so at the end we share!!
ahahahhaa..
but still he d 1 who eat most of it.. =p
well he pay more mag..

after that went to siti's house..
thanks to her let me go her house...
as i duno where to go?!?!
rather than just stay at home do nth
i prefer go some where..
and i went to her house as she also at home alone..
so i acc her..
ahahhhaa...
went there play with her cat KIMORA..
she very cute!!
just like me!! (hahahaha.. vomit blood)
siti as peNormal..
she like to play with my HAIR!!!
u know wad she did?!?!
she perm my hair!!
hahahaha...
she said i look nice if i perm my hair!!
well...
now i'm confuse..
whether to perm my hair..
cut my hair short..
or just cut a little bit..
any suggestion guys?!?!
which 1 suit me most?!?!
*i cant post the pict when i perm my hair... mayb next time..

anyway.. i still have few more weeks to think abt my NEW hair style!!
hahahahaha...
2morrow plan to go to Changi with Toto to study
but not confirm yet..
just C 2mrw wad will happen..
whether we really study or like today!!
aahhahhahaa...
sigh.. lots of work to do!!!

I NEED A BREAK MAN!!!!

DAMN IT!!!

2009-03-14T11:59:00.004+08:00

at last i can get back my com!!
my com can use already
BUT d problem is
NO INTERNET!!!
huhuhuhuhuhuuuu...
now use FREE WIRELESS!!
at least can use internet 4 free!!
ehehehehee...

school holiday start already..
i dun like short holiday like this!!
gonna have lots of HomeWork!!
n yes...
all d teacher giv us homework to do!!
aiz...
i prefer to go to school!!
when the school re-open gonna have bio test!!
sigh..
lots of tings to b done this holiday!!
yesterday went to d parents meeting session!!
my result not that good!!
huhuhuhuhuuu..
feel bad abt it!!
need to improve lots of things!!
sigh...
after SYF work extra hard man!!!
O Lvl is DAMN BLOODY IMPORTANT!!!!

very bored now..
stay at home alone...
nothing to do..
after this gonna go to mac to study!!
ahhahaha...
sit there till nite!!
the mac stuff asked me "here ur 2nd house arh?!"
n u know my answer?!?!
my answer was "YES"
hahahhha...
macDonals really become my 2nd house man!!
every time go there n study till the macdonals almost close like that,,
hahahahaha,,,

okey...
enough for mow...

wanna prepare my things n go to mcd to study..
at least study 2 subject 2day!!
ahhahahaa...

cya... ^^,

2009-03-11T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today suppose to be a VERY SPECIAL day for me!!!
BUT its GONE now!!
its just like any other day
when i need to go to school...
go for dance practice...
go for AIP...
n just do my normal activity!!

i suppose to celebrating such a HAPPY n SPECIAL day 2day!!
well... its no longer as a SPECIAL day 4 me!!

anyway...
today i went to school with my sorrow mood!!!
but at least in school there r lots of friends
who could makes me feel happier!!
at least they could make me smile or even laugh!!
2day my 3rd bestie nvr cum to school!!
got stomachache la... wad la..
BUT when i asked him out to go eat PizzaHut
he just agree n wanna join me n my other friend!!
when my friend asked him to go
he said he got stomachache n dun wanna go
but when i asked him to join us he says OK!!
is he really get a stomachache?!?!
i really duno abt it!!
hahhaha...
anyway... at last 3 of us head to pizzaHut at lot1 n eat there..
they had a student meal but it serve for 4students!!
i was thinking to ask my sweet loving dardar
*vomit blood seh!! hahahaa...
but too bad she got smth on today
so only 3 of us eat!
n guess wad?!?!
they charge us $2 extra coz there were 3 of us only!!
huh...
bloody hell!!!
while we r eating we telling jokes..
n just tok2 like that..
tok crab!!
hahahahahaaa...
they really light up my day man!!
thanks for them...

Thats the only thing we left!! hahahha..

then u know wad?!?!
we bought 3 ez-link sticker!!
hahahahaha...
at 1st i saw that sticker n i think that d sticker is DAMN cute!
then he notice it!!
he d 1 who decide to buy that sticker
so 3 of us choose 3 different type of sticker n paste it on
our ez-link card!!
aagagaggagaaa,,,,
cute seh!!

Thats our sticker!! ahahahaa... cute rite?!?! ^^,
*guess which 1 is mine?!!??

then watched WATCH MAN!!
d show is DAMN BLOODY LONG!!!!
n someMore when i watch that movie
my mind was not into the movie!!
actually my mind is some where out there!!!
haahhahaa...
i dun really understand d movie is all abt la?!?!
waste money only!! =p
but.. its okey..
once a year can la!!
some more i need to release my STRESS!!!
hahahahaha...
i also plan to do something to my appearance!!!
wahhahahaa...

well.. after d movie we all say bye to each other,,
n both of them head to bus interchange
n i went to someWhere...
i realize that i've done a STUPID thing!!
Y can i do such a stupid thing?!?!
oh man!!
ya.. i went to a place where i always go when i still with him
i remember wad i promise him!!
he wanted me to promise him that on
our 1st Year anniversary he wan me to go to a plc where
we always go..
and i really go there...
i know he HATE ppl who brake their promises!!
i still remember it very well!!
he asked me go to a place where i said " like that also can"
to him b4 he went to Malaysia!!
*how can i still remember all this?!?!
n ya,,,
i went there just now!!
i just wanna know whether he is there or not?!?!
even i knew that he WON'T be there 4 me!!!
i just wanna make sure.. thats all!!
at least if he was there i can find something that can show me
that he was there few hours ago....
while i walking to that plc
my tears dripping!!
all the memory i had with him like come to my mind again..
n while i walking to d plc where we always sit
my heart cry!!! not my eyes...
my heart scream!!! not my mouth...
its very pain!!! i'm in pain!!
u know that kind of feeling?!?!
i just can remember those days when we were 2gether there,,,
we were there look at d sky...
looked at d stars n d moon!!
there is no bright stars n moon 2nite!!
i just leave that plc n went to other plc where
we START our "STORY"
i just take a short walk from MRT to that plc..
while i'm walking it started to rain...
then i quickly walk to d plc where we start all over again...
i still remember that day
he was soOo nervous!!
he dun even know wad to say to me!!
hahahaha...
then i just sit there...
remember that day when he said that words..
n all d memory flashed back into my mind again!!!
all d thing we've done...
all d thing we went through...
all d pain...
all d happiness...
all d sad time...
all d quarrel..
everything..
i just take another look at that plc
and...
i just walk off n leave all d memory behind...

Thats where we BEGIN our "STORY"

It STARTED there,,,

and Now.. I'm just ALONE there...

i duno Y i just feel very stupid!!
even i knew he WILL NOT be there n i still go there!!
wad for rite?!?!
sometimes i really do not know Y girls always do such stupid things...
am i suppose to do that?!?!
i also duno Y i go to that plc
even i know thats going to hurts me even more!!
wad in my mind was hopping that he is there waiting for me to come..
just like wad he promise me!!
and..
he broke his own promise!!!
do u know how it feels?!?!
DO U KNOW?!?!???!?!!

anyway,,, i have to move on!!!
i cant just STUCK down here!!!!
i have to move on!!!
just take all this as a part of growing up..
yeah,,,

like wad i always said

If we are meant to be together..

NO MATTER what happened in between

at the end we WILL be TOGETHER...

*background SUCK man!! hahha..

thatz wad i always said to my friends...

n thatz d fact!!!
just move on n carry out with my life now!!
ahahahhaa...
just remember that sentence... ^^,

2009-03-10T15:18:00.006+08:00

Its been 1week plus i nvr blogging!!
ahhahahaha,,,
now i doing my math work at the com lab n i take d time to post here!!
hahahahhaa...
bad rite?!?!
teacher asked me to do my work n i go blogging.
well.. its good to be bad sometimes. =p

well.. school as per normal today.
now school really stressing!!
more homework n test..
anyway... nest week i have 1 week holiday..
but dun think that i can enjoy the holiday!!
i gonna "DIE"soon man!!
during the holiday also need to go to school...
go for some remedial and go for dance practice
syf cuming man!!
next month!!
coz of this SYF i CANT CUT my hair!!!
i havem to wait till next month alfer SYF!!
huhuhhuhhuuu...
i really wan to cut my hair now!!!
wan to get new look n "new"" me
ehhehehehee...

tomorrow is 11 march 2009
it suppose to b a HAPPY day for me!!
it suppose to b a SPECIAL day for me!!
but its NO LONGER a HAPPY n SPECIAL day for me!!
after that happen...
after I put FULSTOP for my relationship..
after i ENDED my relationship.
its no longer my happy n special day..
its just gonna be a normal day for me!!
well... just go through it,,
i just can imagine that he will come to my house
or the place where we start our relationship n giving me
some surprise,,,'
well.. thats wad i always imagine now!!
BUT i really duno if he ask me to patch back
i accept him or not?!?!
wad i know is that i still love him..
but he is gone now..
he is no longer mine,,,
this whole year he made me happy..
smile..
he is my motivation..
he really can make me happy this whole year..
(not that whole year anyway,,)
but the thing is that he makes me happy..
we have go through lots of things...
well.. thatz d end of it...
*or its not the end?! is it just the begining?!?!

anyway..
he already enjoy his life n i hope that he is happy with it...
now is time for me to enjoy my life...
concentrate for my O Lvl...
yeah,,,
thatz wad i gonna do..

Just because i SMILE
it DOES NOT MEAN
that
I'm HAPPY..
because it takes ONE SMILE
to COVER
a MILLION TEARS...

2009-03-01T11:57:00.003+08:00

nothing to say now..
today went to bugis n china town..
with my friend n my sist..
go buy durian panCake..
this week i really need to get some refreshment!!
i really need that!!
just to forget wad happen to me this few days or few weeks.
so.. i really need to find some refreshment n something to forget abt wad happened to me...
so really need to keep my self busy...
so that i will not keep thinking abt it.
so i have to keep my self busy..
from keep going out with my friends or my sist
or just to go out somewhere..
just to walk2 n look around
and find something that attract me.
ehhehehhehee..
now really wan to buy shoes at BP n 1 pants at bugis there.
now got discount!!
so wanna buy!!
but duno whether still hv it or not.

hheemm... i think he really happy with his life now..
hopefully he really enjoy his life..
i really hope that he is happy,,,
that wad i really wan..
actually i dun wan to cut my friendship after all this.
hope that i can continue my friendship..
i really duno wad he really wan us to be.
soOo.. just let it be...
i really accept his decision..
so just 4get all the past..
just 4get all the thing that happened last time..
just continue our new life.
anything can happen within a day..
within a week...
within a month..
within a year..
so we really cant predict wad will happen next.
yeah...
thatz all...
just go through it...
anything he can just contact me..
anything he can call me..
i will not take revenge of all the thing that just happened.
i will not hate him...
yeah..
thatz wad i going to do...
well thatz from now...
i just wan him to b happy now...

2009-02-28T20:55:00.009+08:00

This week really SLACK a lot man!!
nvr study at all..
well not that nvr study la..
i really SLACK a lot this week.
but thatz wad i need now!!
i really need to get some fresh air!!
as i now really got some pobz..
its abt "HEART" problem..
yeah... heart problem...
not that heart as sickness or wad..
its my heart u know...
well....dun hv to say here la..
tok abt this also no use!

IT DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!!!!!!!!

coz u know Y?!?!
its ONLY ME d 1 who know wad i really feel..
soOo..
its just part of it..
just to let go something that really HURT me..

well.. there is 1 sentence that i really like now..

it says :

DONT CRY BECAUSE ITS OVER

BUT

SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED

yeah.. thatz wad i trying to do right now..
instead of CRYing i TRY to SMILE..
this also wad u wan me to do..
u wan me NOT to CRY!!
so i will SMILE instead of CRYing.
u always say " u cry for wad?!?! i dun wan to c u cry! "
so i will not cry now!!!

and..
this wad U want..
so i giv it to u..
this wad u wan to do..
this wad u wish....
so i just give in d thing that u wan..
so.. if u wan to put d blame on me over all the thing that happen
its UP TO U...
i dun mind!!
coz i also feel that its also my FAULT!!!

anyway...
i duno wad i can say abt it...
its been 11mth n 11days...
(nice number huh?! =p )
it really DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!
just do wad ever u wan to do...
its ur choice...
i just let u do wad ever u wan to do..
i now really get use to it already..

i Just enjoy my life...
back to my OLD routine..
my ROUTINE b4 i met u...
yeah...
thatz wad i going to do..
just carry on with my life...
do anything without worrying that somebody will
angry coz i did this or i did that or wad so ever thing...

MAYBE THIS IS THE BEST WAY...

as wad u said..
"u will not understand wad i feel n wad i wan u to do"

yeah... i DUN UNDERSTAND....
N duno when i can UNDERSTAND it..
or MAYBE i WILL NEVER understand abt it...

SORRY TO DISAPPOINTS U
OVER AND OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN..
this might be the BEST way for both of us...

just C wad will happen
TOMORROW..
NEXT WEEK...
NEXT MONTH...
NEXT YEAR...
just C wad will happen to the two of us...

I dun wish to say this as I HATE
to say this..
and
i'm sure that u know it..
I'M SO SORRY to say this
BUT
i think i really have to say this...
GOOD BYE &%^
hope to c u around..

i will not cry over and over and over again..
thatz wad u wan me to do..
no more TEARS...
and i TRY to do that... ^^,

BE HAPPY.... ^^,

2009-02-25T22:31:00.003+08:00

WeLL...
i reaLLy nVr PoSt FoR QuiTe sOMeTiMe..
A LOT of ThinGs hApPEn ThiS FeW wEeKs.,,
NoW I fACiNg ProbLEm As WeLL..
HeeEMmm.. jUsR BaRe WiTh iT...
i CAN gO tHrOuGh iT!!!
JuSt SMILE n LAUGH N jUsT bE HAPPY

i ReaLLy dUNo wAd HaPPen tO Me n tO wAd EvER I dO..
DunO WaD HapPeN To mE N My LiFe...

I ReaLLy TryiNg HaRd To FaCE aLL tHiS StuFF...
try to CoNtrOL mY EMOTION..
mY FELING..
TRY to CONTROL EVERYTHING!!!

OKeY.. EnoUgH FoR NoW..
I rEaLLy dUNo wAd i Wan To WriTe!!!
i JUsT mISsiNg hIm..
mIsS My FamiLy...
miSs AL my ROUTINES in mY hOMe tOwN..
I MISS EVERYTHING!!!!!!

WeLL.. jUSt bARe wiTh iT...
LIFE MUST GO ON GIRL!!!

2009-02-25T21:38:00.006+08:00

SAD...

YEAH... ThAtz WaD i FeEL nOw..

i FeEL SAD...

ReaLLy SAD!!!

BUT wHo ReaLLy CaRe abT wAd I FeEL?!?!
EvEn wHen I'M SAD i stiLL hAVe to Go To ScHoOL..
sTiLL hAvE To Do Xam..
huh...
ItS DOES NOT MATTER noW!!!

BuT nO MaTTer WaD i WILL TrY tO bE hAPPy...

jUsT cArrY OuT wItH mY LiFe!!

LONG WAY TO GO MAN!!!

iTs jUsT pARt oF iT!!

JuSt gO tHroUgH It NoW....

ScHoOL aS pErNoRMaL 2Day...
i jUsT TRY to be HAPPY!!
tHeY ALL DUNO wAd rEaLLy hAPPen To Me!!!
ONLY ME knOw WaD acTUaLLy hAPPen
To mE LAST MONDAY...
i reALLy NEVER SLEEP tiLL 3am!!!
bUt I sTiLL tRy tO b HaPpY..
StiLL TRY tO SMILE!!
HIDE my SADNESS!!
tHaTs WaD i ALWAYS do..
kEEp iT tO mY seLf..
weLL.. 2day WeNt To Swensens To EaT LUNCH
WiTh my 2 BESTIES!!
ehehehehee..
i rEaLLy nEEd tO ReLeaSe mY STRESS!!!
ThaNKs tO mY 2 FriENDs tO mAkE mE
LAUGH ALL THE WAY!!
aNotHeR pLan 4 tHiS wEeK Is
To WaTcH
My bLoOdy VaLenTinE 3D!!
At LeaSt i CaN 4gEt abT it JuSt 2 aWhiLe..
hOpE i cAn BARE wiTh It..

THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS..

nOw WaiTinG fOr My FriENd tO cOmE To Singapore N vISit mE!!
EEHEHEHEHHEHHEE...
wiLL tOk A LOT wiTh hEr nExT wEeK!!
n gOnNa mEeT Siti tHis Sat!! hehehehe...