09 February 2012
It's been 1.5 year since my very last post..
there are lots and lots of things that happen in my life since then..
my life changed drastically...
well..
Let the past be memory
Let TODAY be a gift
and
Let the future be mystery
i'll start updating my blog from now on i guest.. :D
i just have plenty of things to say but i cant really express it to some1.
so i will just writing it in this blog.. :)
at least i can release it here even though not many ppl can know bout it. :)
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23 September 2010
F1..F1...F1 and F1!!!!
My work plc has been preparing all the things that they need for this event and today i was the one who work in the morning and have to take care of the welcome amenity.
it was like SH*T man!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i want to send all the fruits 2gether, my manager said that the SCB room should get different fruits. so basically I have to change all the fruits that have been sent to the rooms. that was okei until they start to change the rooms!! room move here to there, there to here, this room to that room. its so damn freaking irritating!!!! dont they know how hard it is to finish all the shit in one go??
and at 2 my satupid bf came to work and start to asked lots of questions why the amenity not done, why cant we finish all the things in the morning, wad we all doing??
he think we didnt do work izit in the morning???!?!?
after he came i bcame PISSED!!!! and YES.. i am so PISSED!!!!!!
till i cant take it coz everything they will asked me to do n end up i breakDown and cried!!!
it wasn't the 1st time i cried there. it was the THIRD time i cried when i work.
i'm just so fucked up 2day. i just want to let go wad ever thing i feel i guest. -.-
i dunno wad will happen 2mrw. i guess it will be worse!!!
hope i can take it.. hope i can go through it.. its just 3days event!!!!
i should be able to do it. but if 2mrw i fucked up like 2day again then so be it.
if i get "fucked" 2mrw then so be it.. if i cried again 2mrw then so be it.
anyway i'm not that strong as wad i said long ago.
i might just look happy n do my work as pernormal BUT only me myself know wad happen n wad i feel.
anyway.. just hope 2mrw will b a better day.
off to bed people.
My work plc has been preparing all the things that they need for this event and today i was the one who work in the morning and have to take care of the welcome amenity.
it was like SH*T man!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i want to send all the fruits 2gether, my manager said that the SCB room should get different fruits. so basically I have to change all the fruits that have been sent to the rooms. that was okei until they start to change the rooms!! room move here to there, there to here, this room to that room. its so damn freaking irritating!!!! dont they know how hard it is to finish all the shit in one go??
and at 2 my satupid bf came to work and start to asked lots of questions why the amenity not done, why cant we finish all the things in the morning, wad we all doing??
he think we didnt do work izit in the morning???!?!?
after he came i bcame PISSED!!!! and YES.. i am so PISSED!!!!!!
till i cant take it coz everything they will asked me to do n end up i breakDown and cried!!!
it wasn't the 1st time i cried there. it was the THIRD time i cried when i work.
i'm just so fucked up 2day. i just want to let go wad ever thing i feel i guest. -.-
i dunno wad will happen 2mrw. i guess it will be worse!!!
hope i can take it.. hope i can go through it.. its just 3days event!!!!
i should be able to do it. but if 2mrw i fucked up like 2day again then so be it.
if i get "fucked" 2mrw then so be it.. if i cried again 2mrw then so be it.
anyway i'm not that strong as wad i said long ago.
i might just look happy n do my work as pernormal BUT only me myself know wad happen n wad i feel.
anyway.. just hope 2mrw will b a better day.
off to bed people.
Labels: Frustrated, MuSt bE sTRoNg
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07 September 2010
EXAM... EXAM.. EXXAAMM...
aarrrggghhh!!!!!
i'm still in my HOLIDAY MOOD and I'm having exam now. =.=
hufh..
2day I just feel SSOOOO LAZY to study for my exam 2mrw.
but i HAVE to STUDY or else I will not be able to get what i should get for my exam result this time. =.=
I really want to go back now..
well... i will be able to go back to my hometown by next next week just after the F1 period!!
heeheheehehehee...
but b4 that really need to work my ass out!!!
need to work really hard for my Xam and at my work plc. =.=
i cant get an off even during HARI RAYA.
can u imagine that?!!?
hufh...
anyway... time to go back to my revision now..
its like 4 out of 15!!! =.=
11 more topict to go!!! =.=
i need to finish it b4 7 though!!
aarrrggghhh!!!!!
i'm still in my HOLIDAY MOOD and I'm having exam now. =.=
hufh..
2day I just feel SSOOOO LAZY to study for my exam 2mrw.
but i HAVE to STUDY or else I will not be able to get what i should get for my exam result this time. =.=
I really want to go back now..
well... i will be able to go back to my hometown by next next week just after the F1 period!!
heeheheehehehee...
but b4 that really need to work my ass out!!!
need to work really hard for my Xam and at my work plc. =.=
i cant get an off even during HARI RAYA.
can u imagine that?!!?
hufh...
anyway... time to go back to my revision now..
its like 4 out of 15!!! =.=
11 more topict to go!!! =.=
i need to finish it b4 7 though!!
Labels: STRESS
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4:46 PM
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07 June 2010
its been so long i nvr update my blog..
my blog is kinda DEAD at the moment rite? i just so lazy to update my blog even though i have lots of things to write here.
yeah.. i have lots of things to write.. =.=
well.. its my school holiday now.. having 2weeks of holidays. =)
i went to Langkawi last week for 4 days..
and its been AWESOME..
I LOVE the SUNSET. =)
i miss that place n the time i had there..
went there with well.. my satupid boyfriend.. and ya.. i called him satupid instead of stupid!
i just love calling him satupid. even though he is NOT satupid. aahahahhahaa..
went around the island.. went for island hopping.. went to the sky bridge.. sit on the beach n watched sun set.. went to the sea n swim.. its been awesome. =)
love that place so much..
next stop we plan to go to Bali n Cambodia.
Bali is for relax n have a good time..
and Cambodia is for JUNGLE TREKKING. ( its gonna be FUN i guess )
and 2day i suppose to go to school to take care of the camp but i didnt go. =.=
kinda lazy but i actually really look forward to it. -.-
wad am i talking here?!?! T_T
later mayB gonna meet him 4 dinner and meet my working friend for the last time as he is leaving.
well lots of my working friends leaving. =.=
4 sure i'm gonna miss them so much!!
i want to watch movie now.. but i guess no 1 can accompany me. =.=
its useless to asked him to watch movie with me. T_T
alrite..
have a good day.. ^^,
my blog is kinda DEAD at the moment rite? i just so lazy to update my blog even though i have lots of things to write here.
yeah.. i have lots of things to write.. =.=
well.. its my school holiday now.. having 2weeks of holidays. =)
i went to Langkawi last week for 4 days..
and its been AWESOME..
I LOVE the SUNSET. =)
i miss that place n the time i had there..
went there with well.. my satupid boyfriend.. and ya.. i called him satupid instead of stupid!
i just love calling him satupid. even though he is NOT satupid. aahahahhahaa..
went around the island.. went for island hopping.. went to the sky bridge.. sit on the beach n watched sun set.. went to the sea n swim.. its been awesome. =)
love that place so much..
next stop we plan to go to Bali n Cambodia.
Bali is for relax n have a good time..
and Cambodia is for JUNGLE TREKKING. ( its gonna be FUN i guess )
and 2day i suppose to go to school to take care of the camp but i didnt go. =.=
kinda lazy but i actually really look forward to it. -.-
wad am i talking here?!?! T_T
later mayB gonna meet him 4 dinner and meet my working friend for the last time as he is leaving.
well lots of my working friends leaving. =.=
4 sure i'm gonna miss them so much!!
i want to watch movie now.. but i guess no 1 can accompany me. =.=
its useless to asked him to watch movie with me. T_T
alrite..
have a good day.. ^^,
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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16 April 2010
school start oledi!!!
2day was the official date!!
2day was my very FIRST LESSON!!!!
well.. if u asked me "how's poly life??" i CANT really answer U!!
so far so GOOD la.
heehehehee..
so now i really ned to do A LOT of PRESENTATION and wad i mean is A LOT that A LOT!!!
like EVERY DAY!! yeah.. EACH and EVERY DAY i have to do 1 presentation! =.=
well.. i guess i'll get use to it pretty soOn. =)
alrite pepz..
time to sleep now!!
i cant b late orelse they will deduce my daily grade by 0.5pt!!
i cant even SKIP CLASS!!!
huuhuhuhuhuhhhuuuuu...
2day was the official date!!
2day was my very FIRST LESSON!!!!
well.. if u asked me "how's poly life??" i CANT really answer U!!
so far so GOOD la.
heehehehee..
so now i really ned to do A LOT of PRESENTATION and wad i mean is A LOT that A LOT!!!
like EVERY DAY!! yeah.. EACH and EVERY DAY i have to do 1 presentation! =.=
well.. i guess i'll get use to it pretty soOn. =)
alrite pepz..
time to sleep now!!
i cant b late orelse they will deduce my daily grade by 0.5pt!!
i cant even SKIP CLASS!!!
huuhuhuhuhuhhhuuuuu...
Labels: JusT a qUicK upDaTe
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12:13 AM
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12:13 AM
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02 April 2010
wooohhooo..
wassup!?!?
it's been awhile i nvr update my blog huh??
i've been busy with my work. =.=
well... honestly i FALL IN LOVE with my work place. =)
i love my work plc sooo much.
i'm so gonna miss my work plc by the time i come back to school.
well.. school is going to start soon. =.=
i miss coming to school nw.
it's been 4mth i nvr go to school!!
well.. ytd is my day off so i went out but somehow i feel like i wan to go work. -.-'
but when i'm working i want to hv day off. =.=
i went out to watched ju-on just now..
the movie wasn't that nice 4 me. =.=
4 the 1st part i laugh a lot.
there were this girl who came late n when she walked to her sit she fell down. =.=
n some of us who seen it laugh. =.=
and i wonder am i watching horror movie or comedy??
but for the 2nd part it kinda boring. :p
last tuesday my work plc hving this Dinner And Dance 4 all th staff.
i hv a change to went there tOo even though i'm just a casual labour there. =)
i had a GOOD time there. =)
afterwards went clubbing with some of my working friends. =)
it was great!!
having a great time with them but honestly something had happened that night to 1 of my friend.
and honestly i'm scared. =.=
he told me his "story" and telling me that my face is exactly the same as his 1st GF. =.=
then he told me that he like me.
and i was like "wad da hell"
then he start acting weird. =.=
i dun like that situation man!!!
it was very very uncomfortable. T__T
and the other guy who is close to me actually SLEEPING inside while the other were PARTYING!! =.=
can u imagine?!!? sleeping inside the club?!!? =.=
i think only he can did that.
aagagaagagggagagaaaa...
well.. school starting soon..
the sun going to rise soon...
sooo its time to SLEEP n recharge my ENERGY as i hv to work later..
hahaahaa...
sssooo... Cya pepz.. =)
wassup!?!?
it's been awhile i nvr update my blog huh??
i've been busy with my work. =.=
well... honestly i FALL IN LOVE with my work place. =)
i love my work plc sooo much.
i'm so gonna miss my work plc by the time i come back to school.
well.. school is going to start soon. =.=
i miss coming to school nw.
it's been 4mth i nvr go to school!!
well.. ytd is my day off so i went out but somehow i feel like i wan to go work. -.-'
but when i'm working i want to hv day off. =.=
i went out to watched ju-on just now..
the movie wasn't that nice 4 me. =.=
4 the 1st part i laugh a lot.
there were this girl who came late n when she walked to her sit she fell down. =.=
n some of us who seen it laugh. =.=
and i wonder am i watching horror movie or comedy??
but for the 2nd part it kinda boring. :p
last tuesday my work plc hving this Dinner And Dance 4 all th staff.
i hv a change to went there tOo even though i'm just a casual labour there. =)
i had a GOOD time there. =)
afterwards went clubbing with some of my working friends. =)
it was great!!
having a great time with them but honestly something had happened that night to 1 of my friend.
and honestly i'm scared. =.=
he told me his "story" and telling me that my face is exactly the same as his 1st GF. =.=
then he told me that he like me.
and i was like "wad da hell"
then he start acting weird. =.=
i dun like that situation man!!!
it was very very uncomfortable. T__T
and the other guy who is close to me actually SLEEPING inside while the other were PARTYING!! =.=
can u imagine?!!? sleeping inside the club?!!? =.=
i think only he can did that.
aagagaagagggagagaaaa...
well.. school starting soon..
the sun going to rise soon...
sooo its time to SLEEP n recharge my ENERGY as i hv to work later..
hahaahaa...
sssooo... Cya pepz.. =)
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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