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23 September 2010

F1..F1...F1 and F1!!!!
My work plc has been preparing all the things that they need for this event and today i was the one who work in the morning and have to take care of the welcome amenity.
it was like SH*T man!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i want to send all the fruits 2gether, my manager said that the SCB room should get different fruits. so basically I have to change all the fruits that have been sent to the rooms. that was okei until they start to change the rooms!! room move here to there, there to here, this room to that room. its so damn freaking irritating!!!! dont they know how hard it is to finish all the shit in one go??
and at 2 my satupid bf came to work and start to asked lots of questions why the amenity not done, why cant we finish all the things in the morning, wad we all doing??
he think we didnt do work izit in the morning???!?!?
after he came i bcame PISSED!!!! and YES.. i am so PISSED!!!!!!
till i cant take it coz everything they will asked me to do n end up i breakDown and cried!!!
it wasn't the 1st time i cried there. it was the THIRD time i cried when i work.
i'm just so fucked up 2day. i just want to let go wad ever thing i feel i guest. -.-
i dunno wad will happen 2mrw. i guess it will be worse!!!
hope i can take it.. hope i can go through it.. its just 3days event!!!!
i should be able to do it. but if 2mrw i fucked up like 2day again then so be it.
if i get "fucked" 2mrw then so be it.. if i cried again 2mrw then so be it.
anyway i'm not that strong as wad i said long ago.
i might just look happy n do my work as pernormal BUT only me myself know wad happen n wad i feel.
anyway.. just hope 2mrw will b a better day.

off to bed people.

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19 March 2009

Sigh...
holiday is going to end soOn!!
n guess wad?!?!
i havent finish my homework!!!
DAMN it!!
5 more to go man!!
uhuhuuuhuhuuu...


this morning wake up n felt very very very
BORED n I duno Y i just FELL so

LONELY!!!!!

i just duno Y i just felt that way...
and i just duno Y i'm just MISSING HIM!!
sigh...

Y cant I just LET HIM GO?!?!
Y is it so DIFFICULT for me to let him go?!?!
wad did he do till make me feel this way?!?!
wad make me LOVE him sOo dEePLy?!?!
sigh...
i cant explain Y i can LUV him that much...
i also duno wad make me LUV him?!?!
its not abt materials or face or ur intelligent
its about my FEELING towards U..
u get wad i mean?!?!
u understand now?!?!
*hopefully some1 out there understand wad i feel n wad i mean..
or mayB only I understand that. SIGH...


is it true that "it takes few seconds or minutes to DUMP a girl?!"
*boys.. can u answer me?!?!

Y am i still thinking of him?!?!
to b honest whenever i'm alone
i'll think abt him
just like this morning...
i dunno my tears start to dropping
and i just grab my VERY 1ST "BABY" n hug it...
i luv my "babies"..
ALL of it..
BUT i also hv my favourite baby.. ^^,
anyway...

i just went to school for my last practice for the
march holiday..
we hv to perform either solo or pair..
1more week to go for the SYF..
after SYF gonna CUT my HAIR
and
concentrate for my O Lvl..

just now meeting siti at lot1 n eat dinner with her..
we start to tok abt our probz n everything..
i told her almost everything that i did
this few days..
n she was shocked!!
ahahahhaa...

clarification abt my previous post..
the guy form my past was not
the 1 u expected man!!
he is not here!!
he just out there..
somewhere..
at another part of this world..
he is NOT in SINGAPORE...
anyway...
i just wanna clarify that..
so U cant ASSUME!!!
that HE is HERE..
he is NOT EVEN NEAR by my side NOW..
i CANT even C him!!
sigh...
my life is SsSsOoOo unpredictable...
yeah.. its MY LIFE,,,



Nites Guys... ^^,

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28 February 2009

This week really SLACK a lot man!!
nvr study at all..
well not that nvr study la..
i really SLACK a lot this week.
but thatz wad i need now!!
i really need to get some fresh air!!
as i now really got some pobz..
its abt "HEART" problem..
yeah... heart problem...
not that heart as sickness or wad..
its my heart u know...
well....dun hv to say here la..
tok abt this also no use!

IT DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!!!!!!!!

coz u know Y?!?!
its ONLY ME d 1 who know wad i really feel..
soOo..
its just part of it..
just to let go something that really HURT me..


well.. there is 1 sentence that i really like now..

it says :

DONT CRY BECAUSE ITS OVER

BUT

SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED

yeah.. thatz wad i trying to do right now..
instead of CRYing i TRY to SMILE..
this also wad u wan me to do..
u wan me NOT to CRY!!
so i will SMILE instead of CRYing.
u always say " u cry for wad?!?! i dun wan to c u cry! "
so i will not cry now!!!

and..
this wad U want..
so i giv it to u..
this wad u wan to do..
this wad u wish....
so i just give in d thing that u wan..
so.. if u wan to put d blame on me over all the thing that happen
its UP TO U...
i dun mind!!
coz i also feel that its also my FAULT!!!

anyway...
i duno wad i can say abt it...
its been 11mth n 11days...
(nice number huh?! =p )
it really DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!
just do wad ever u wan to do...
its ur choice...
i just let u do wad ever u wan to do..
i now really get use to it already..


i Just enjoy my life...
back to my OLD routine..
my ROUTINE b4 i met u...
yeah...
thatz wad i going to do..
just carry on with my life...
do anything without worrying that somebody will
angry coz i did this or i did that or wad so ever thing...

MAYBE THIS IS THE BEST WAY...

as wad u said..
"u will not understand wad i feel n wad i wan u to do"

yeah... i DUN UNDERSTAND....
N duno when i can UNDERSTAND it..
or MAYBE i WILL NEVER understand abt it...

SORRY TO DISAPPOINTS U
OVER AND OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN..
this might be the BEST way for both of us...


just C wad will happen
TOMORROW..
NEXT WEEK...
NEXT MONTH...
NEXT YEAR...
just C wad will happen to the two of us...



I dun wish to say this as I HATE
to say this..
and
i'm sure that u know it..
I'M SO SORRY to say this
BUT
i think i really have to say this...
GOOD BYE &%^
hope to c u around..

i will not cry over and over and over again..
thatz wad u wan me to do..
no more TEARS...
and i TRY to do that... ^^,


BE HAPPY.... ^^,




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25 February 2009

WeLL...
i reaLLy nVr PoSt FoR QuiTe sOMeTiMe..
A LOT of ThinGs hApPEn ThiS FeW wEeKs.,,
NoW I fACiNg ProbLEm As WeLL..
HeeEMmm.. jUsR BaRe WiTh iT...
i CAN gO tHrOuGh iT!!!
JuSt SMILE n LAUGH N jUsT bE HAPPY

i ReaLLy dUNo wAd HaPPen tO Me n tO wAd EvER I dO..
DunO WaD HapPeN To mE N My LiFe...

I ReaLLy TryiNg HaRd To FaCE aLL tHiS StuFF...
try to CoNtrOL mY EMOTION..
mY FELING..
TRY to CONTROL EVERYTHING!!!

OKeY.. EnoUgH FoR NoW..
I rEaLLy dUNo wAd i Wan To WriTe!!!
i JUsT mISsiNg hIm..
mIsS My FamiLy...
miSs AL my ROUTINES in mY hOMe tOwN..
I MISS EVERYTHING!!!!!!

WeLL.. jUSt bARe wiTh iT...
LIFE MUST GO ON GIRL!!!



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30 October 2008

when is the WORSE day of ur life?!?!
when ur family member got some accident..
when u get scolded by ur parents or ur teacher?!
get bad mark 4 ur Xam?!

2day i thought will b e happy day 4 me!
i going back to indonesia next tuesday
n i wan to spend my time with e 1 i love..
YES. . i did that 2day.
after Xam went to orchard walk2 n go eat ojolali.
i went there 3x this week.
i think the waitress know me very well oledi.
after finish eat went to wisma atria then go to taka.
meet BeEBeE at taka there.
from there went to chine to walk2 then suddenly
feel like wan to watch movie.
we watched the coffin.
e movie quite nice!
he scared me so many times! =(
after that go to PS eat some ice cream.
strawberry ice cream.
he like strawberry mag so we eat the strawberry ice cream.
actually he asked me whether i wan to eat @ MarinaSquare there or not?!
eat e jumbo iceCream!
hahahahaa...
but in e end he choose to eat at PS.
after that went to MS to do his favourite thing!
which is GRAB TOY!!
hhahahahaha...
of course grab toy 4 me!
if not 4 who?!?! =p
on e way to MS he asked me " u havent answer my Q yesterday. abt how if i say i can life witjout you when u come back from indonesia?! n how if when u come back i go miSsing?!"
then after that i already feel that smth is wrong with him!
i duno wad i say to him already la.
coz when going back home my mind is like duno wad!!
here some pict of e toy he grab.
i use to called it "my baby" hahahahaa...
total i have 6 babies!
2 with me n e other 4 with him.
e 1 with me is e 1st "baby" and also the LAST "baby" or i should say last but not least?!



This pict is my 1st n 2nd baby. e doraemon is with him now!
hahaahaaa..
the other 3 baby is not with me!
so i dun hv e pict.
hahhahhaa...
2day he grap another toy 4 me.
he get 2 toy 2day.
all e toy he get is STICH!
i got a lot of stich doll. heehhehee...

here is e pict of my 5th n 6th baby.


my 5th baby is with him!
hehehehee...
he take care of my 2nd, 3rd, 4th n 5th baby.



so i left with my 1st n my 6th baby!
hahahahaa...

u better take a good care of my babies!!
if not u C wad i going to do arh!

hahahaa...

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okey....
thatz all 4 e "happy" moment.
after grap toy we went home!
when walking to cityhall mrt he looks very different.
i duno Y la.
i just feel smth is not right.
then he just walk infront of me like that.
keep walking n nvr turn back.
i feel like crying that time.
but i nvr cry.
hehehehehe.....
inside MRT he asked me how i think abt him.
then i tell him all e thing loh.
actually after i said all e thing i cried.
but he duno.
only i e 1 who know!
i dun wan him to know.
after that in e middle of e journey he aske me " u understand wad i told u just now rite?"
i cant say wad he tell me here.
its kind of privacy. ^^,
i said " yeah.. i understand"
then after that he said " u better find some1 that better than me"
by saying that i know that he want to break up loh.
then i also cant do anything.
just let it be...
i know its not wad he really want.
i know..
i understand...
then after that we stop at angmokio n wait 4 e next train.
at angmokio i tok to him.
after that we continue our journey to UT.
from UT we walked to limbang as he got smth to do there.
when we walked we just talked a lot of things.
he just want me to be happy.
he just want me to find some1 who is better than him..
who really suit me...
who understand me....
thatz wad he want...

its hard to let go e 1 u love.
its really hard.
but we have to believe that if we r fated to b 2gether with some1 we love,,,
we will meet each other again even we hv been seperated for thousand miles... for years...
if we r fated to be togther,,,, we will meet our lover..
thatz wad i believe n he also said that to me,

2day i just wan to spend my time with him.
i just want that.
i spend my time with him 2day...
but at the end of e day...
he is not mine anymore.....
when i abt to leave him its very hard 4 me to let him go!
its really hard!!
i duno Y la!! i just feel like its hard 4 me to let him go.
i just wan to stay with him a little bit longer 2day.
if i could do that. . . .
but... i COULDN'T do that.
i cant just follow my EGO rite?!?!


"its hurt when u C e 1 u luv with other guy/girl. BUT it will HURT u even more when u know e 1 u love is not happy when they r with u...."

" LoVe will be happy when they see their LOVER is HAPPY "


he might get some1 who r better than me..

who really understand him..
who really suit him....
i just wan him to b happy n carry on with his life.

so now we go our own way..
just carry on with our LIFE...
if we were to b 2gether...
NO MATTER WHAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER...

BOTH of us MUST be STRONG!!
REMEMBER that!!!

he asked me to b strong as well.. ^^,

I'LL MISS U. . .
REALLY. . . . .


now just remember the HAPPY TIME we spent together this 7 mnth 2 weeks and 6 days..
7mnth 2weeks n 6days is not that long or not that short..
so... now just remember all the GOOD TIME we spent 2gether....






And now we just wait for the RIGHT time to come to US!
just wait our next STORY. .
our story might end here. BUT like wad i said that time..

" ITS NOT THE END....

ITS JUST THE BEGINING!!!"




Everything will be ALRIGHT. . .
okey...

i'll miss u. . .

LuV u BeE. . .

I'LL SEE YOU AROUND. . . . ^^,


Just remember all the thing i told u just now.
OkEy?!?!?!

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♥ Blissed Lover ;

    She just an ordinary girl
    who was born on 290490
    currently she is attached

♥ Her Loves ;

    LuV Her FAMILY
    LuV HeR LOVE OnE
    LuV HeR cLoSeSt FriEnDs
    LuV tO MaKe PeOpLE sMiLe
    LuV To DiSTuRb PeOpLE
    LuV tO LiSTeN tO sOnG
    LuV to TakE PhoTo
    luv peppermint
    luv caramel
    LuV STITCH ♥
    LuV to see STARS
    LuV To ReAd bOoKs
    n
    aLSo LuV tO dO "CRAZY" sTuFf

♥ Her Wishes;

    Nokia E72
    IPOD
    CaMeRa
    my own LapTop
    WaLLeT -
    army BaG -
    ShOeS
    newbie ShirT -
    Diary
    STITCH doll
    nEw "BaBiEs" -
    Stitch wearing kimono -
    have a huge doll (turtle)
    See shooting stars
    gEt MORE sTOrY BoOk
    GeT goOd GrAdE fOr N LvL -
    gEt goOd GrAdE fOr O LvL (not so good though)
    MaKe mY pArENtS hApPy
    EvErLasTinG LoVe

♥ Past rawr-ing;

♥ Her Speak Out

♥ Thank you

♥ Song