30 October 2008
when is the WORSE day of ur life?!?!
when ur family member got some accident..
when u get scolded by ur parents or ur teacher?!
get bad mark 4 ur Xam?!
2day i thought will b e happy day 4 me!
i going back to indonesia next tuesday
n i wan to spend my time with e 1 i love..
YES. . i did that 2day.
after Xam went to orchard walk2 n go eat ojolali.
i went there 3x this week.
i think the waitress know me very well oledi.
after finish eat went to wisma atria then go to taka.
meet BeEBeE at taka there.
from there went to chine to walk2 then suddenly
feel like wan to watch movie.
we watched the coffin.
e movie quite nice!
he scared me so many times! =(
after that go to PS eat some ice cream.
strawberry ice cream.
he like strawberry mag so we eat the strawberry ice cream.
actually he asked me whether i wan to eat @ MarinaSquare there or not?!
eat e jumbo iceCream!
hahahahaa...
but in e end he choose to eat at PS.
after that went to MS to do his favourite thing!
which is GRAB TOY!!
hhahahahaha...
of course grab toy 4 me!
if not 4 who?!?! =p
on e way to MS he asked me " u havent answer my Q yesterday. abt how if i say i can life witjout you when u come back from indonesia?! n how if when u come back i go miSsing?!"
then after that i already feel that smth is wrong with him!
i duno wad i say to him already la.
coz when going back home my mind is like duno wad!!
here some pict of e toy he grab.
i use to called it "my baby" hahahahaa...
total i have 6 babies!
2 with me n e other 4 with him.
e 1 with me is e 1st "baby" and also the LAST "baby" or i should say last but not least?!
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This pict is my 1st n 2nd baby. e doraemon is with him now!
hahaahaaa..
the other 3 baby is not with me!
so i dun hv e pict.
hahhahhaa...
2day he grap another toy 4 me.
he get 2 toy 2day.
all e toy he get is STICH!
i got a lot of stich doll. heehhehee...
here is e pict of my 5th n 6th baby.
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my 5th baby is with him!
hehehehee...
he take care of my 2nd, 3rd, 4th n 5th baby.
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so i left with my 1st n my 6th baby!
hahahahaa...
u better take a good care of my babies!!
if not u C wad i going to do arh!
hahahaa...
okey....
thatz all 4 e "happy" moment.
after grap toy we went home!
when walking to cityhall mrt he looks very different.
i duno Y la.
i just feel smth is not right.
then he just walk infront of me like that.
keep walking n nvr turn back.
i feel like crying that time.
but i nvr cry.
hehehehehe.....
inside MRT he asked me how i think abt him.
then i tell him all e thing loh.
actually after i said all e thing i cried.
but he duno.
only i e 1 who know!
i dun wan him to know.
after that in e middle of e journey he aske me " u understand wad i told u just now rite?"
i cant say wad he tell me here.
its kind of privacy. ^^,
i said " yeah.. i understand"
then after that he said " u better find some1 that better than me"
by saying that i know that he want to break up loh.
then i also cant do anything.
just let it be...
i know its not wad he really want.
i know..
i understand...
then after that we stop at angmokio n wait 4 e next train.
at angmokio i tok to him.
after that we continue our journey to UT.
from UT we walked to limbang as he got smth to do there.
when we walked we just talked a lot of things.
he just want me to be happy.
he just want me to find some1 who is better than him..
who really suit me...
who understand me....
thatz wad he want...
its hard to let go e 1 u love.
its really hard.
but we have to believe that if we r fated to b 2gether with some1 we love,,,
we will meet each other again even we hv been seperated for thousand miles... for years...
if we r fated to be togther,,,, we will meet our lover..
thatz wad i believe n he also said that to me,
2day i just wan to spend my time with him.
i just want that.
i spend my time with him 2day...
but at the end of e day...
he is not mine anymore.....
when i abt to leave him its very hard 4 me to let him go!
its really hard!!
i duno Y la!! i just feel like its hard 4 me to let him go.
i just wan to stay with him a little bit longer 2day.
if i could do that. . . .
but... i COULDN'T do that.
i cant just follow my EGO rite?!?!
"its hurt when u C e 1 u luv with other guy/girl. BUT it will HURT u even more when u know e 1 u love is not happy when they r with u...."
" LoVe will be happy when they see their LOVER is HAPPY "
he might get some1 who r better than me..
who really understand him..
who really suit him....
i just wan him to b happy n carry on with his life.
so now we go our own way..
just carry on with our LIFE...
if we were to b 2gether...
NO MATTER WHAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER...
BOTH of us MUST be STRONG!!
REMEMBER that!!!
he asked me to b strong as well.. ^^,
I'LL MISS U. . .
REALLY. . . . .
now just remember the HAPPY TIME we spent together this 7 mnth 2 weeks and 6 days..
7mnth 2weeks n 6days is not that long or not that short..
so... now just remember all the GOOD TIME we spent 2gether....
And now we just wait for the RIGHT time to come to US!
just wait our next STORY. .
our story might end here. BUT like wad i said that time..
" ITS NOT THE END....
ITS JUST THE BEGINING!!!"
Everything will be ALRIGHT. . .
okey...
i'll miss u. . .
LuV u BeE. . .
I'LL SEE YOU AROUND. . . . ^^,
Just remember all the thing i told u just now.
OkEy?!?!?!
when ur family member got some accident..
when u get scolded by ur parents or ur teacher?!
get bad mark 4 ur Xam?!
2day i thought will b e happy day 4 me!
i going back to indonesia next tuesday
n i wan to spend my time with e 1 i love..
YES. . i did that 2day.
after Xam went to orchard walk2 n go eat ojolali.
i went there 3x this week.
i think the waitress know me very well oledi.
after finish eat went to wisma atria then go to taka.
meet BeEBeE at taka there.
from there went to chine to walk2 then suddenly
feel like wan to watch movie.
we watched the coffin.
e movie quite nice!
he scared me so many times! =(
after that go to PS eat some ice cream.
strawberry ice cream.
he like strawberry mag so we eat the strawberry ice cream.
actually he asked me whether i wan to eat @ MarinaSquare there or not?!
eat e jumbo iceCream!
hahahahaa...
but in e end he choose to eat at PS.
after that went to MS to do his favourite thing!
which is GRAB TOY!!
hhahahahaha...
of course grab toy 4 me!
if not 4 who?!?! =p
on e way to MS he asked me " u havent answer my Q yesterday. abt how if i say i can life witjout you when u come back from indonesia?! n how if when u come back i go miSsing?!"
then after that i already feel that smth is wrong with him!
i duno wad i say to him already la.
coz when going back home my mind is like duno wad!!
here some pict of e toy he grab.
i use to called it "my baby" hahahahaa...
total i have 6 babies!
2 with me n e other 4 with him.
e 1 with me is e 1st "baby" and also the LAST "baby" or i should say last but not least?!
.jpg)
This pict is my 1st n 2nd baby. e doraemon is with him now!
hahaahaaa..
the other 3 baby is not with me!
so i dun hv e pict.
hahhahhaa...
2day he grap another toy 4 me.
he get 2 toy 2day.
all e toy he get is STICH!
i got a lot of stich doll. heehhehee...
here is e pict of my 5th n 6th baby.
.jpg)
my 5th baby is with him!
hehehehee...
he take care of my 2nd, 3rd, 4th n 5th baby.
.jpg)
so i left with my 1st n my 6th baby!
hahahahaa...
u better take a good care of my babies!!
if not u C wad i going to do arh!
hahahaa...
okey....
thatz all 4 e "happy" moment.
after grap toy we went home!
when walking to cityhall mrt he looks very different.
i duno Y la.
i just feel smth is not right.
then he just walk infront of me like that.
keep walking n nvr turn back.
i feel like crying that time.
but i nvr cry.
hehehehehe.....
inside MRT he asked me how i think abt him.
then i tell him all e thing loh.
actually after i said all e thing i cried.
but he duno.
only i e 1 who know!
i dun wan him to know.
after that in e middle of e journey he aske me " u understand wad i told u just now rite?"
i cant say wad he tell me here.
its kind of privacy. ^^,
i said " yeah.. i understand"
then after that he said " u better find some1 that better than me"
by saying that i know that he want to break up loh.
then i also cant do anything.
just let it be...
i know its not wad he really want.
i know..
i understand...
then after that we stop at angmokio n wait 4 e next train.
at angmokio i tok to him.
after that we continue our journey to UT.
from UT we walked to limbang as he got smth to do there.
when we walked we just talked a lot of things.
he just want me to be happy.
he just want me to find some1 who is better than him..
who really suit me...
who understand me....
thatz wad he want...
its hard to let go e 1 u love.
its really hard.
but we have to believe that if we r fated to b 2gether with some1 we love,,,
we will meet each other again even we hv been seperated for thousand miles... for years...
if we r fated to be togther,,,, we will meet our lover..
thatz wad i believe n he also said that to me,
2day i just wan to spend my time with him.
i just want that.
i spend my time with him 2day...
but at the end of e day...
he is not mine anymore.....
when i abt to leave him its very hard 4 me to let him go!
its really hard!!
i duno Y la!! i just feel like its hard 4 me to let him go.
i just wan to stay with him a little bit longer 2day.
if i could do that. . . .
but... i COULDN'T do that.
i cant just follow my EGO rite?!?!
"its hurt when u C e 1 u luv with other guy/girl. BUT it will HURT u even more when u know e 1 u love is not happy when they r with u...."
" LoVe will be happy when they see their LOVER is HAPPY "
he might get some1 who r better than me..
who really understand him..
who really suit him....
i just wan him to b happy n carry on with his life.
so now we go our own way..
just carry on with our LIFE...
if we were to b 2gether...
NO MATTER WHAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER...
BOTH of us MUST be STRONG!!
REMEMBER that!!!
he asked me to b strong as well.. ^^,
I'LL MISS U. . .
REALLY. . . . .
now just remember the HAPPY TIME we spent together this 7 mnth 2 weeks and 6 days..
7mnth 2weeks n 6days is not that long or not that short..
so... now just remember all the GOOD TIME we spent 2gether....
And now we just wait for the RIGHT time to come to US!
just wait our next STORY. .
our story might end here. BUT like wad i said that time..
" ITS NOT THE END....
ITS JUST THE BEGINING!!!"
Everything will be ALRIGHT. . .
okey...
i'll miss u. . .
LuV u BeE. . .
I'LL SEE YOU AROUND. . . . ^^,
Just remember all the thing i told u just now.
OkEy?!?!?!
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