28 February 2009
This week really SLACK a lot man!!
nvr study at all..
well not that nvr study la..
i really SLACK a lot this week.
but thatz wad i need now!!
i really need to get some fresh air!!
as i now really got some pobz..
its abt "HEART" problem..
yeah... heart problem...
not that heart as sickness or wad..
its my heart u know...
well....dun hv to say here la..
tok abt this also no use!
IT DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!!!!!!!!
coz u know Y?!?!
its ONLY ME d 1 who know wad i really feel..
soOo..
its just part of it..
just to let go something that really HURT me..
well.. there is 1 sentence that i really like now..
it says :
nvr study at all..
well not that nvr study la..
i really SLACK a lot this week.
but thatz wad i need now!!
i really need to get some fresh air!!
as i now really got some pobz..
its abt "HEART" problem..
yeah... heart problem...
not that heart as sickness or wad..
its my heart u know...
well....dun hv to say here la..
tok abt this also no use!
IT DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!!!!!!!!
coz u know Y?!?!
its ONLY ME d 1 who know wad i really feel..
soOo..
its just part of it..
just to let go something that really HURT me..
well.. there is 1 sentence that i really like now..
it says :
DONT CRY BECAUSE ITS OVER
BUT
SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED
yeah.. thatz wad i trying to do right now..
instead of CRYing i TRY to SMILE..
this also wad u wan me to do..
u wan me NOT to CRY!!
so i will SMILE instead of CRYing.
u always say " u cry for wad?!?! i dun wan to c u cry! "
so i will not cry now!!!
and..
this wad U want..
so i giv it to u..
this wad u wan to do..
this wad u wish....
so i just give in d thing that u wan..
so.. if u wan to put d blame on me over all the thing that happen
its UP TO U...
i dun mind!!
coz i also feel that its also my FAULT!!!
anyway...
i duno wad i can say abt it...
its been 11mth n 11days...
(nice number huh?! =p )
it really DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!
just do wad ever u wan to do...
its ur choice...
i just let u do wad ever u wan to do..
i now really get use to it already..
i Just enjoy my life...
back to my OLD routine..
my ROUTINE b4 i met u...
yeah...
thatz wad i going to do..
just carry on with my life...
do anything without worrying that somebody will
angry coz i did this or i did that or wad so ever thing...
MAYBE THIS IS THE BEST WAY...
as wad u said..
"u will not understand wad i feel n wad i wan u to do"
yeah... i DUN UNDERSTAND....
N duno when i can UNDERSTAND it..
or MAYBE i WILL NEVER understand abt it...
BUT
SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED
yeah.. thatz wad i trying to do right now..
instead of CRYing i TRY to SMILE..
this also wad u wan me to do..
u wan me NOT to CRY!!
so i will SMILE instead of CRYing.
u always say " u cry for wad?!?! i dun wan to c u cry! "
so i will not cry now!!!
and..
this wad U want..
so i giv it to u..
this wad u wan to do..
this wad u wish....
so i just give in d thing that u wan..
so.. if u wan to put d blame on me over all the thing that happen
its UP TO U...
i dun mind!!
coz i also feel that its also my FAULT!!!
anyway...
i duno wad i can say abt it...
its been 11mth n 11days...
(nice number huh?! =p )
it really DOES NOT MATTER NOW!!!
just do wad ever u wan to do...
its ur choice...
i just let u do wad ever u wan to do..
i now really get use to it already..
i Just enjoy my life...
back to my OLD routine..
my ROUTINE b4 i met u...
yeah...
thatz wad i going to do..
just carry on with my life...
do anything without worrying that somebody will
angry coz i did this or i did that or wad so ever thing...
MAYBE THIS IS THE BEST WAY...
as wad u said..
"u will not understand wad i feel n wad i wan u to do"
yeah... i DUN UNDERSTAND....
N duno when i can UNDERSTAND it..
or MAYBE i WILL NEVER understand abt it...
SORRY TO DISAPPOINTS U
OVER AND OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN..
this might be the BEST way for both of us...
OVER AND OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN..
this might be the BEST way for both of us...
just C wad will happen
TOMORROW..
NEXT WEEK...
NEXT MONTH...
NEXT YEAR...
just C wad will happen to the two of us...
I dun wish to say this as I HATE
to say this..
and
i'm sure that u know it..
I'M SO SORRY to say this
BUT
i think i really have to say this...
GOOD BYE &%^
hope to c u around..
i will not cry over and over and over again..
thatz wad u wan me to do..
no more TEARS...
and i TRY to do that... ^^,
BE HAPPY.... ^^,
TOMORROW..
NEXT WEEK...
NEXT MONTH...
NEXT YEAR...
just C wad will happen to the two of us...
I dun wish to say this as I HATE
to say this..
and
i'm sure that u know it..
I'M SO SORRY to say this
BUT
i think i really have to say this...
GOOD BYE &%^
hope to c u around..
i will not cry over and over and over again..
thatz wad u wan me to do..
no more TEARS...
and i TRY to do that... ^^,
BE HAPPY.... ^^,
Labels: MuSt bE sTRoNg
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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25 February 2009
WeLL...
i reaLLy nVr PoSt FoR QuiTe sOMeTiMe..
A LOT of ThinGs hApPEn ThiS FeW wEeKs.,,
NoW I fACiNg ProbLEm As WeLL..
HeeEMmm.. jUsR BaRe WiTh iT...
i CAN gO tHrOuGh iT!!!
JuSt SMILE n LAUGH N jUsT bE HAPPY
i ReaLLy dUNo wAd HaPPen tO Me n tO wAd EvER I dO..
DunO WaD HapPeN To mE N My LiFe...
I ReaLLy TryiNg HaRd To FaCE aLL tHiS StuFF...
try to CoNtrOL mY EMOTION..
mY FELING..
TRY to CONTROL EVERYTHING!!!
i reaLLy nVr PoSt FoR QuiTe sOMeTiMe..
A LOT of ThinGs hApPEn ThiS FeW wEeKs.,,
NoW I fACiNg ProbLEm As WeLL..
HeeEMmm.. jUsR BaRe WiTh iT...
i CAN gO tHrOuGh iT!!!
JuSt SMILE n LAUGH N jUsT bE HAPPY
i ReaLLy dUNo wAd HaPPen tO Me n tO wAd EvER I dO..
DunO WaD HapPeN To mE N My LiFe...
I ReaLLy TryiNg HaRd To FaCE aLL tHiS StuFF...
try to CoNtrOL mY EMOTION..
mY FELING..
TRY to CONTROL EVERYTHING!!!
OKeY.. EnoUgH FoR NoW..
I rEaLLy dUNo wAd i Wan To WriTe!!!
i JUsT mISsiNg hIm..
mIsS My FamiLy...
miSs AL my ROUTINES in mY hOMe tOwN..
I MISS EVERYTHING!!!!!!
WeLL.. jUSt bARe wiTh iT...
LIFE MUST GO ON GIRL!!!
I rEaLLy dUNo wAd i Wan To WriTe!!!
i JUsT mISsiNg hIm..
mIsS My FamiLy...
miSs AL my ROUTINES in mY hOMe tOwN..
I MISS EVERYTHING!!!!!!
WeLL.. jUSt bARe wiTh iT...
LIFE MUST GO ON GIRL!!!
Labels: MuSt bE sTRoNg
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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SAD...
YEAH... ThAtz WaD i FeEL nOw..
i FeEL SAD...
ReaLLy SAD!!!
BUT wHo ReaLLy CaRe abT wAd I FeEL?!?!
EvEn wHen I'M SAD i stiLL hAVe to Go To ScHoOL..
sTiLL hAvE To Do Xam..
huh...
ItS DOES NOT MATTER noW!!!
YEAH... ThAtz WaD i FeEL nOw..
i FeEL SAD...
ReaLLy SAD!!!
BUT wHo ReaLLy CaRe abT wAd I FeEL?!?!
EvEn wHen I'M SAD i stiLL hAVe to Go To ScHoOL..
sTiLL hAvE To Do Xam..
huh...
ItS DOES NOT MATTER noW!!!
BuT nO MaTTer WaD i WILL TrY tO bE hAPPy...
jUsT cArrY OuT wItH mY LiFe!!
LONG WAY TO GO MAN!!!
iTs jUsT pARt oF iT!!
JuSt gO tHroUgH It NoW....
jUsT cArrY OuT wItH mY LiFe!!
LONG WAY TO GO MAN!!!
iTs jUsT pARt oF iT!!
JuSt gO tHroUgH It NoW....
ScHoOL aS pErNoRMaL 2Day...
i jUsT TRY to be HAPPY!!
tHeY ALL DUNO wAd rEaLLy hAPPen To Me!!!
ONLY ME knOw WaD acTUaLLy hAPPen
To mE LAST MONDAY...
i reALLy NEVER SLEEP tiLL 3am!!!
bUt I sTiLL tRy tO b HaPpY..
StiLL TRY tO SMILE!!
HIDE my SADNESS!!
tHaTs WaD i ALWAYS do..
kEEp iT tO mY seLf..
weLL.. 2day WeNt To Swensens To EaT LUNCH
WiTh my 2 BESTIES!!
ehehehehee..
i rEaLLy nEEd tO ReLeaSe mY STRESS!!!
ThaNKs tO mY 2 FriENDs tO mAkE mE
LAUGH ALL THE WAY!!
aNotHeR pLan 4 tHiS wEeK Is
To WaTcH
My bLoOdy VaLenTinE 3D!!
At LeaSt i CaN 4gEt abT it JuSt 2 aWhiLe..
hOpE i cAn BARE wiTh It..
THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS..
i jUsT TRY to be HAPPY!!
tHeY ALL DUNO wAd rEaLLy hAPPen To Me!!!
ONLY ME knOw WaD acTUaLLy hAPPen
To mE LAST MONDAY...
i reALLy NEVER SLEEP tiLL 3am!!!
bUt I sTiLL tRy tO b HaPpY..
StiLL TRY tO SMILE!!
HIDE my SADNESS!!
tHaTs WaD i ALWAYS do..
kEEp iT tO mY seLf..
weLL.. 2day WeNt To Swensens To EaT LUNCH
WiTh my 2 BESTIES!!
ehehehehee..
i rEaLLy nEEd tO ReLeaSe mY STRESS!!!
ThaNKs tO mY 2 FriENDs tO mAkE mE
LAUGH ALL THE WAY!!
aNotHeR pLan 4 tHiS wEeK Is
To WaTcH
My bLoOdy VaLenTinE 3D!!
At LeaSt i CaN 4gEt abT it JuSt 2 aWhiLe..
hOpE i cAn BARE wiTh It..
THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS..
nOw WaiTinG fOr My FriENd tO cOmE To Singapore N vISit mE!!
EEHEHEHEHHEHHEE...
wiLL tOk A LOT wiTh hEr nExT wEeK!!
n gOnNa mEeT Siti tHis Sat!! hehehehe...
EEHEHEHEHHEHHEE...
wiLL tOk A LOT wiTh hEr nExT wEeK!!
n gOnNa mEeT Siti tHis Sat!! hehehehe...
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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02 February 2009
Huh....
i very SIAN!!!
NOW VERY VERY PISSED OFF!!!
aiz...
if not write here where i can throw my "anger"?!
where i can share wad i feel now?!?!
i cant just suddenly angry to my family member rite?!?!
later they angry to me back!!
aiz..
i also cant throw my anger to my friends rite?!?!
out of sudden i angry to them..
i cant do that rite?!?!
or throw it to my BF?!?!
well... i'm not suppose to do it either..
but if i do it to him then i'm sorry..
*i'm sorry to throw my angre to u..
well... actually we cat just throw our anger to any1 we know..
but if we not let it go it will make us more angry!!
the feeling of it is very very uncomfortable!!
sigh...
*mayb only i know that!!
soOo...
here..
in my BLOG...
only here i can throw everything!!!
its the only plc for me to throw everything!!
sigh...
Am I really a trouble maker????!!
Am I the 1 who always bring bad things happen?!?!
Am I always cause ppl to quarrel?!?!?!
Am I an USELESS girl?!?!
AM I?!?!
who can answer this?!?!
who??!!?!?!?
aiz...
i say so much no body will know how i feel right now..
ITS MY BLOG!!!
MY BLOG MY SAY!!!
i didnt offense any1 here!!
** this part is for general!! not only abt me!! **
** thatz Y i put "we" NOT "I" **
btw... wad do u feel when some body u looked like a MAID?!?!
thats the question now!!
WAD U FEEL?!?!
sigh...
u might have a different feeling..
we all have our own feeling..
*sigh...*
when somebody ask u to help them do something or ask some favour from u isit wrong?!!?
can we help them?!?!
yeah... we can..
BUT
when we willingly help them in other ppl eyes we looked like their maid!!
help them they think that we r their(those ppl who ask us to help) maid!
then when we dun help them later they gonna think we r too lazy to do that kind of things.
then they start to say "ask u do some favour also dun wan to help!!"
SIGH...
help them so things also WRONG!!
nvr help also WRONG!!!
sigh...
everything i do seems like always WRONG like that!!
when i can do the right things is their eyes?!?!
mayB in some ppl eyes everything i do is always wrong!!
sigh... wadever la!! i dun wan say so much!!
BUT
i always tried my best to make things right!!
BUT when it turns out wrong then mayB its really MY BAD!!!
sigh...
i really dun wan tok abt it already!!
have enough of it!!
CUT IT OFF NOW!!!!
NITEZ Guys...
i very SIAN!!!
NOW VERY VERY PISSED OFF!!!
aiz...
if not write here where i can throw my "anger"?!
where i can share wad i feel now?!?!
i cant just suddenly angry to my family member rite?!?!
later they angry to me back!!
aiz..
i also cant throw my anger to my friends rite?!?!
out of sudden i angry to them..
i cant do that rite?!?!
or throw it to my BF?!?!
well... i'm not suppose to do it either..
but if i do it to him then i'm sorry..
*i'm sorry to throw my angre to u..
well... actually we cat just throw our anger to any1 we know..
but if we not let it go it will make us more angry!!
the feeling of it is very very uncomfortable!!
sigh...
*mayb only i know that!!
soOo...
here..
in my BLOG...
only here i can throw everything!!!
its the only plc for me to throw everything!!
sigh...
Am I really a trouble maker????!!
Am I the 1 who always bring bad things happen?!?!
Am I always cause ppl to quarrel?!?!?!
Am I an USELESS girl?!?!
AM I?!?!
who can answer this?!?!
who??!!?!?!?
aiz...
i say so much no body will know how i feel right now..
ITS MY BLOG!!!
MY BLOG MY SAY!!!
i didnt offense any1 here!!
** this part is for general!! not only abt me!! **
** thatz Y i put "we" NOT "I" **
btw... wad do u feel when some body u looked like a MAID?!?!
thats the question now!!
WAD U FEEL?!?!
sigh...
u might have a different feeling..
we all have our own feeling..
*sigh...*
when somebody ask u to help them do something or ask some favour from u isit wrong?!!?
can we help them?!?!
yeah... we can..
BUT
when we willingly help them in other ppl eyes we looked like their maid!!
help them they think that we r their(those ppl who ask us to help) maid!
then when we dun help them later they gonna think we r too lazy to do that kind of things.
then they start to say "ask u do some favour also dun wan to help!!"
SIGH...
help them so things also WRONG!!
nvr help also WRONG!!!
sigh...
everything i do seems like always WRONG like that!!
when i can do the right things is their eyes?!?!
mayB in some ppl eyes everything i do is always wrong!!
sigh... wadever la!! i dun wan say so much!!
BUT
i always tried my best to make things right!!
BUT when it turns out wrong then mayB its really MY BAD!!!
sigh...
i really dun wan tok abt it already!!
have enough of it!!
CUT IT OFF NOW!!!!
NITEZ Guys...
♥ and Love will show u everything ♥
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