23 September 2010
F1..F1...F1 and F1!!!!
My work plc has been preparing all the things that they need for this event and today i was the one who work in the morning and have to take care of the welcome amenity.
it was like SH*T man!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i want to send all the fruits 2gether, my manager said that the SCB room should get different fruits. so basically I have to change all the fruits that have been sent to the rooms. that was okei until they start to change the rooms!! room move here to there, there to here, this room to that room. its so damn freaking irritating!!!! dont they know how hard it is to finish all the shit in one go??
and at 2 my satupid bf came to work and start to asked lots of questions why the amenity not done, why cant we finish all the things in the morning, wad we all doing??
he think we didnt do work izit in the morning???!?!?
after he came i bcame PISSED!!!! and YES.. i am so PISSED!!!!!!
till i cant take it coz everything they will asked me to do n end up i breakDown and cried!!!
it wasn't the 1st time i cried there. it was the THIRD time i cried when i work.
i'm just so fucked up 2day. i just want to let go wad ever thing i feel i guest. -.-
i dunno wad will happen 2mrw. i guess it will be worse!!!
hope i can take it.. hope i can go through it.. its just 3days event!!!!
i should be able to do it. but if 2mrw i fucked up like 2day again then so be it.
if i get "fucked" 2mrw then so be it.. if i cried again 2mrw then so be it.
anyway i'm not that strong as wad i said long ago.
i might just look happy n do my work as pernormal BUT only me myself know wad happen n wad i feel.
anyway.. just hope 2mrw will b a better day.
off to bed people.
My work plc has been preparing all the things that they need for this event and today i was the one who work in the morning and have to take care of the welcome amenity.
it was like SH*T man!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i want to send all the fruits 2gether, my manager said that the SCB room should get different fruits. so basically I have to change all the fruits that have been sent to the rooms. that was okei until they start to change the rooms!! room move here to there, there to here, this room to that room. its so damn freaking irritating!!!! dont they know how hard it is to finish all the shit in one go??
and at 2 my satupid bf came to work and start to asked lots of questions why the amenity not done, why cant we finish all the things in the morning, wad we all doing??
he think we didnt do work izit in the morning???!?!?
after he came i bcame PISSED!!!! and YES.. i am so PISSED!!!!!!
till i cant take it coz everything they will asked me to do n end up i breakDown and cried!!!
it wasn't the 1st time i cried there. it was the THIRD time i cried when i work.
i'm just so fucked up 2day. i just want to let go wad ever thing i feel i guest. -.-
i dunno wad will happen 2mrw. i guess it will be worse!!!
hope i can take it.. hope i can go through it.. its just 3days event!!!!
i should be able to do it. but if 2mrw i fucked up like 2day again then so be it.
if i get "fucked" 2mrw then so be it.. if i cried again 2mrw then so be it.
anyway i'm not that strong as wad i said long ago.
i might just look happy n do my work as pernormal BUT only me myself know wad happen n wad i feel.
anyway.. just hope 2mrw will b a better day.
off to bed people.
Labels: Frustrated, MuSt bE sTRoNg
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07 September 2010
EXAM... EXAM.. EXXAAMM...
aarrrggghhh!!!!!
i'm still in my HOLIDAY MOOD and I'm having exam now. =.=
hufh..
2day I just feel SSOOOO LAZY to study for my exam 2mrw.
but i HAVE to STUDY or else I will not be able to get what i should get for my exam result this time. =.=
I really want to go back now..
well... i will be able to go back to my hometown by next next week just after the F1 period!!
heeheheehehehee...
but b4 that really need to work my ass out!!!
need to work really hard for my Xam and at my work plc. =.=
i cant get an off even during HARI RAYA.
can u imagine that?!!?
hufh...
anyway... time to go back to my revision now..
its like 4 out of 15!!! =.=
11 more topict to go!!! =.=
i need to finish it b4 7 though!!
aarrrggghhh!!!!!
i'm still in my HOLIDAY MOOD and I'm having exam now. =.=
hufh..
2day I just feel SSOOOO LAZY to study for my exam 2mrw.
but i HAVE to STUDY or else I will not be able to get what i should get for my exam result this time. =.=
I really want to go back now..
well... i will be able to go back to my hometown by next next week just after the F1 period!!
heeheheehehehee...
but b4 that really need to work my ass out!!!
need to work really hard for my Xam and at my work plc. =.=
i cant get an off even during HARI RAYA.
can u imagine that?!!?
hufh...
anyway... time to go back to my revision now..
its like 4 out of 15!!! =.=
11 more topict to go!!! =.=
i need to finish it b4 7 though!!
Labels: STRESS
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